As I focused on pleasuring Noel, Jai spread my cheeks, and something wet and warm dripped onto me and dribbled down my crack. Jai’s thumb massaged the sticky warmth—his spit?—into my hole, and goosebumps erupted over my body. Then his teeth nipped at my buttcheek, and I yelped.
“Stop squirming.” Jai flicked the tender spot behind my sack, and the pain crackled through me, followed by a rush of heat. I moaned, pushing back against his hands on my butt. “Greedy, greedy.”
He tsked and flicked me again—closer to my balls this time—then buried his face between my buttcheeks and—
I cried out as his mouth and tongue assaulted me. With Noel’s erection in my mouth, my cries were muffled and unintelligible, but they got my point across. Jai laughed darkly but didn’t stop.
For an indeterminable amount of time, my room filled with nothing but obscenely wet sounds and moans. Noel thrust gently into my mouth as Jai speared his tongue into me, his metal tongue piercing driving me insane.
It was overwhelming, and I clutched Noel’s hand with one of mine to keep me grounded. Spit leaked from between my lips as I gave the messiest blowjob of my life, but Noel crooned encouragement and compliments.
“You feel so good, ahuvi,” he said between puffs for air. “Holy shit, I could watch Jai eat your ass for days.”
Pulling off of Noel, I gasped for oxygen. “I’m gonna come,” I warned Jai as I reached down to touch myself, desperate for friction.
Jai released me, leaving me cold. His voice was hard as he said, “You don’t come until I say you come.”
With a pathetic whine, I dropped my forehead to Noel’s thigh and fisted my hands in the sheets as I struggled for control. “Jai, please.”
“No,” he said simply, and I nearly wept with disappointment. “You need to get Noel ready, remember? Because he wants you to fuck him. If you come, you can’t fuck him.”
He had me there. I groaned in frustration as my hovering orgasm receded. Noel’s hand was petting my hair, and I pressed a kiss to his hip bone. He swiveled his hips, trying to get his penis near my mouth.
I laughed, and he whimpered. “I need—”
“I know.” Jai patted my tailbone. “Stand up. Noel, scoot back to the edge of the bed.”
This time, Noel didn’t mouth off as we both obeyed. As I straightened, my shaky legs taking back my weight, Jai pressed tightly to my back. It clicked then, exactly how we were going to fit together, and I nearly swallowed my tongue.
“Oh, wow,” I said as Noel lifted his legs, feet resting on my shoulders. He smiled at me, eyes so dark they were nearly black.
“Get him ready,” Jai said as he placed a vial of oil in my hand.
My fingers trembled as I slicked them, then poured a trickle of oil over Noel’s pale balls and pink puckered skin. I could barely get my fingers to cooperate, but it wasn’t out of fear. I was eager. Too eager.
It wasn’t just my lust and desire. It was theirs. Ours. Compacted on top of each other. Our bonds were bright and alive, glowing between us, feeding the frenzy. My fingers worked into Noel’s body as Jai pushed two fingers between my cheeks.
“You have beard-burn on your ass,” he whispered in my ear, and a half-hysterical giggle burst from my lips.
Leaning some of my weight on Noel’s legs, his heels digging into my collarbones, I stretched him gently as Jai did the same to me. Noel arched his back as I thrust two fingers into his pliant body. A red flush spread from his cheeks, down his neck, and across his pale chest. His rosy nipples pebbled, and I wanted to suck on them.
“Now. I’m ready. Riley, please, I need—” Noel keened when my middle finger brushed his prostate. “Get inside me. Now.”
“Always so demanding,” Jai rasped against my neck, scissoring his fingers inside me.
“Oh, fuck you,” Noel hissed.
“Only if you ask nicely,” Jai said, and Noel half-laughed, half-moaned in response.
How they could carry on a conversation right now, I had no idea. I could barely think, let alone speak. So I lunged forward and kissed Noel, withdrawing my fingers carefully. His hand slicked up my erection, and I panted hard, fighting to catch my breath.
Jai stepped away from me, his fingers sliding from my body with a scandalous noise. Noel curled up his long body, butt on the edge of the mattress, ankles hooked over my shoulders. My hands wrapped around the underside of Noel’s knees as he guided me into his willing body. We moaned in tandem as I breached his entrance. Then I was sinking into his heat agonizingly slowly.
Folded almost in half, Noel groaned as I settled as deep as I could go. His fingers tangled in my hair. Sweat stung my eyes. We breathed each other’s air as he adjusted to me inside him. But before I could move, Jai’s hand pressed on my lower back, holding me still. A guttural noise I’d never made before punched from my chest as he pushed into me.
“Breathe,” Noel said, petting the back of my neck.
I exhaled slowly and relaxed, allowing Jai to fill me until it felt like I’d split down the middle. It was intense and overwhelming. The tight heat of Noel surrounding me. The scalding hardness of Jai stretching me. I felt brittle, my skin too sensitive, yet I yearned for more.
Almost my entire weight was on Noel, but he didn’t seem bothered. His fingers tugged on my sweaty curls, and his mouth was desperate against mine. He sucked on my tongue and swallowed my whimpers as Jai seated himself fully inside me.
As my body accommodated the invasion, we stilled for several seconds. Noel folded in on himself. Me half-horizontal on top of him as Jai stood behind me, bent over my back, panting into my neck.
I said, “I love you, I love you, I love you.”
Noel said, “Jai, I feel everything.”
Jai said, “I never knew. Maker, I never knew.”
And then we moved. It was stilted and awkward at first as we struggled to find a way to move together. But Jai took control easily, setting the pace. With every thrust of his hips, I slammed forward into Noel. Noel tilted his hips to meet me, head thrown back in ecstasy. With every backward stroke, Jai grazed my prostate, and I rocked back, nearly exiting Noel’s body before Jai shoved me back in.
We moved together for ages, years, centuries. There was no thinking, no logic, nothing but pleasure and sweat and gasps of bliss. Our bonds flared. I didn’t have to look to know we were glowing. Rope and ribbon criss-crossed over my arms and around my torso. Jai’s rope snaked around Noel’s thigh, and Noel’s ribbon circled Jai’s wrist and fingers that dug into my hip.
The air filled with ozone as my electricity crackled over all three of us. Noel opened his eyes, lightning flashing behind his irises. But his eyes weren’t purple anymore. Well, one was. The other was brown and smoldering.
“I feel you,” he said, but he wasn’t talking to me.
Jai gasped. “It’s so much.”
Glancing over my shoulder, I met Jai’s wide eyes—one brown, one purple, both filled with an electric storm.
I said, “I am my beloveds’, and they are mine.”
Our powers merged until we weren’t three separate beings, but one. Their pleasure was mine, and mine was theirs. I could feel them in every nerve ending.
Noel’s need, his unwavering trust, his relief that we’d finally arrived here after so much turmoil. Jai’s desperation, his fierce possessiveness, his awe that he could have something as precious as this to call his own. And me. I was cast adrift. I was lost in the ocean of hot, salty skin and the steady cadence of heart, soul, love, home, and mine, mine, mine.