Climbing to his feet, he leaned over me and kissed Noel. Noel snickered as their tongues tangled. “You taste like Riley’s cock,” he said.
“I wonder why?” Jai sassed.
“You’re so beautiful together,” I said, and they looked down at me with matching wicked smiles.
“Riley had a dirty dream about us once,” Noel said, and I squeaked. “We were fucking while he watched.”
Jai looked like the cat that caught the canary. “Is that so? Such a naughty boy.”
“I—I—” Jai cut me off with a kiss.
“Do you want to watch, Riley?”
I was too turned on to think. All the blood was in my penis, and my brain couldn’t function. But it didn’t matter because Noel shuffled me until I stood under the showerhead. Hand on Jai’s chest, Noel propelled him until his back met the tile wall. I had the perfect view of their profiles as Noel lowered himself to the floor.
“Are you sure?” Jai asked, breaking the erotic spell, his hand on Noel’s shoulder. “You don’t like being on your knees.”
A tender look passed over Noel’s face, and his Adam’s apple bobbed. “I’m good. Just—”
“I’d never pull your hair,” Jai said before Noel could finish.
“I know.” Noel’s voice trembled, and my heart exploded with love for them.
I wanted to go to them, to get on my knees beside Noel, to kiss Jai silly, to do… something. But I didn’t. Because this wasn’t about me anymore. It was about them, and they needed this.
Remaining under the water, I watched as Noel pressed a kiss to Jai’s hip. Jai’s fingers, so dark compared to Noel’s white hair, tucked a wet chunk behind Noel’s ear, then caressed his jaw.
With a trembling hand, Noel circled Jai’s shaft and stroked. A harsh breath punched from Jai’s chest. They never looked away from each other as Noel leaned in and licked Jai’s crown.
“Fuck,” Jai murmured, and Noel smiled. “You… the first time I saw you, I…”
Sitting back on his heels, Noel gazed adoringly up at Jai as he stroked his pale hand over Jai’s erection. “The first time?” he prompted.
Jai swallowed thickly as he cupped Noel’s cheek. “The first time I saw you, I thought you were the most beautiful creature in the entire universe.”
“Jai—”
“I love you. Okay? Whatever happens, whatever we are to each other, whatever we become, it doesn’t matter. Because I love you. You’re my Other, and I’ve loved you from the moment I took my first breath. And I’ll love you until I breathe my last.”
Jai’s words wrecked me in the most exquisite way. I couldn’t imagine how Noel felt, bearing the weight of such devotion.
Rising to his feet, Noel placed a hand on Jai’s chest over his heart. A tear trickled down Noel’s cheek, and Jai collected it with his thumb, wiping it away. And Noel smiled. God, how he smiled.
“I hated Zipporah for daring to put her hands on you first, and I hated you for letting her,” Noel said, and Jai barked a laugh. “It was always you. Even when you drove me crazy, it was you.”
“Yeah?” Jai bumped their noses together. “’Cause I’m your type?”
Noel rolled his eyes. “I love you so much, you stupid asshole.”
Jai laughed. “You talk so sweet to me.”
“Shut up.”
Framing Jai’s face, Noel crashed their mouths together, their bodies completely aligned. Dark skin against light. Black hair against white. Opposites, yet the same. They were perfect.
They moaned as their erections ground together, and I couldn’t keep my hands to myself any longer. I threw myself at them, wriggling and pushing until I stood between them. They laughed as I dragged them down to kiss me. First Jai, then Noel. They kissed each other next. I snickered as we smooshed together in a three-person kiss.
There was too much tongue, and the water from the showerhead threatened to drown me. But I didn’t care. Because being here, standing between them as the water cooled and our bodies burned, was perfection.
Chapter Fifteen
The water was almost cold now, but the heat between us kept me warm. Their hands were everywhere. I couldn’t tell who was touching me where, but when a wet finger breached me, I gasped into Jai’s chest.
“You want my cock, baby?” Jai’s lips swept over my forehead. “Or do you want Noel’s?”
“Yes,” I said, and they both chuckled.
“He can’t take both of us,” Noel said above my head.
“I know,” Jai agreed, sounding disappointed.
“Huh?” I leaned into Jai’s body as the finger—Noel’s?—pushed deeper.
A smooth cheek slid against my ear, Noel’s breath hot on my cheek. “I want you to fuck me,” he whispered, and Jai groaned, thrusting his hard length against mine.
“Okay,” I said.
“Okay. Let’s go to bed.” Noel removed his finger and turned off the water. I whined, my body desperate for more, but Jai shushed me.
“Don’t pout. We’re far from done.” He hoisted me into his arms, and I locked my legs around his waist, rubbing my erection against the hard ridges of his stomach.
We barely bothered drying off. Noel’s hair was still dripping as he crossed my room, water running down his scarred back, over the swell of his butt, and down his long, long legs. I wanted to follow the path with my tongue. The bonds between us glowed and thrummed. I was overwhelmed.
Spinning on his heels, Noel lowered himself to the bed, lying back until he was propped on his elbows, feet on the floor. He smiled at me as Jai set me down in front of him. Noel parted his legs so I could stand between his knees.
“You gonna fuck him, baby?” Jai purred in my ear, and I nodded.
“Yes. Can I?” I touched Noel’s knee, squeezing. “Noel, can I?”
He smiled up at me. “Yes. I want you to.”
“Scoot back a bit, No,” Jai ordered roughly. “Riley, you’re gonna suck Noel’s cock for a bit while I prep you. Neither of you are allowed to come.”
“Fuck you,” Noel said with no real heat, even as he obeyed Jai’s command and scooched further onto the bed. “You can’t boss me around.”
Jai’s chuckle was dark and full to the brim with sinful promise. “Watch me.”
At Jai’s prompting, I crawled onto the bed and straddled Noel’s knees. Crouched over him, I took his erection in hand and stroked him. He watched with heavy-lidded eyes, his colorless irises darkening to deep purple.
I took Noel into my mouth as Jai retrieved supplies from my side table. Noel fisted a hand in my hair and moaned as I hollowed my cheeks and sucked the way they’d taught me. He tasted clean and salty, a little bitter. Even after all this time, I didn’t like the flavor, but Noel’s gasps and whimpers were worth the unpleasant taste.
Standing behind me, Jai dragged a hand down my spine. “You two are fucking hot together.”
“When did Riley get so good at giving head?” Noel shuddered beneath me.
“We taught him well.” Jai spanked my butt lightly, and I squealed around Noel’s shaft.