“Of course, you’d think that way.” I rolled my eyes. “You males are such idiots.”
“Is that so?”
I squealed with laughter when he dove forward and pressed me back against the mattress once more. My legs automatically went around his waist. Without kissing me, he had shuffled his way down my body and gripped the hem of my trousers, pulling them down to my knees in one fluid motion. I sucked in a startled breath and stared with wide eyes as Kol lifted my legs from around his body and pulled my trousers the rest of the way off of my legs. Kol’s eyes locked on the centre of my thighs as he threw the forgotten clothing over his shoulder without so much as a backward glance. It was when he bent forward and brought his face level with my pussy that my hips bucked involuntarily.
“What are you doing?” I cried out with embarrassment and tried to scramble up the bed away from him. Kol’s hands clamped down on my thighs and, not so gently, pinned me in place. He brought his mouth to just below my belly button and planted kisses on my skin.
“Tasting you,” he growled against my abdomen.
He moved his mouth lower and lower, and I nearly lost my ability to breathe.
“You can’t mean to taste me there!” I shouted in dismay and tried desperately to shut my legs. “Kol!”
Kol angled his hands and applied pressure to my thighs, forcing them apart as wide as they would go. I felt like I was frozen with shock, but it only lasted for a moment because the second I felt Kol’s soft, hot, wet tongue slide over my aching pussy lips, my body nearly sprang up from the bed.
“Your cunt is hairless,” he commented. “Sera said human females naturally have hair here.”
“I had it removed,” I panted. “My father won some credits in a card game and paid for it. I couldn’t bathe often, so having no hair anywhere except on my face and head made things easier.”
He made a sound somewhere between an appreciative hum and a vicious growl. He unhooked an arm from around my right thigh and spread it over my stomach, using it to pin me down like an anchor. He kept the elbow of his other arm placed against my inner thigh and used it and his right shoulder to keep my legs apart. With his fingers, he spread my pussy lips apart, and after he had inhaled deeply once more, he brought his mouth down to the very spot that ached so badly and sucked the hardened throbbing bud into his mouth.
I screamed as a sensation I had never experienced shot up my spine.
It was pleasure, raw pleasure, but it was too much for my body to handle. I couldn’t control my limbs. It was like they had a mind of their own and moved with every flick of Kol’s hot, wet tongue. He did a good job at keeping my behind on the mattress, but he had no control over my hands that had buried themselves in his hair and tugged on the strands that were tangled around my fingers.
Kol growled, but he didn’t slow the movement of his tongue or lessen the suction he applied to my clit; if anything, he increased them. My breathing was laboured, my heart was pounding erratically, and my screams were so loud I was sure the entire craft could hear me… but I didn’t care.
“Oh, oh!” I cried out a moment later when the pleasure built up to a frenzied point where it almost felt like searing hot pain. “Fuck. Yes!”
My body fell apart the second Kol’s teeth scraped over my clit, which was the final nudge my body needed to be flung over the edge of sanity and into a pool of bliss. I held my breath as a new pulsation overtook me. Instead of it aching, it sent ripples of satisfaction through my body, soothing my tense joints and turning them into soft, relaxed pieces of flesh.
Almighty.
“Need you,” Kol suddenly snarled, his voice breaking through my cloud of desire. He removed his gold caps from his teeth and threw them somewhere across the room. “Now.”
Even through my haze of pleasure, I knew what that meant.
“Oh, Kol.” I trembled beneath him. “I’m so scared.”
Kol surprised me when he said, “Me too.”
“But you’ve had sex before.”
He slowly nodded, his eyes now aglow with a ring of light as he said, “Yes, but I’ve never had sex with you before, and I desperately want to make it special for you.”
His words touched me and wrapped their way around my pounding heart.
“I trust you,” I told him in a shaky breath. “No matter what, I trust you.”
“Shiva,” he murmured as he reached between us. “I’m so sorry.”
He didn’t give me a moment longer to worry about our impending lovemaking as he gripped his shaft, rubbed it up and down my pussy lips, lined it up with my entrance, and with one more whispered apology, he thrust forward. I arched my back and cried out when pinching hot pain cut through me. Above me, Kol went deathly still.
“I’m so sorry, shiva,” he rasped.
I looked at him, and it looked like he was in pain too. His face was twisted, his eyes were squeezed shut, and his body trembled.
“Are you hurting?” I asked, alarmed despite my own pain.
“Not like you,” he growled. “A different kind of pain has me in its clutch, shiva.”
I couldn’t focus on what he meant because sensation overcame me. I was acutely aware of his length inside me; it was thick, long, and to be honest, it hurt. I tried to focus on my breathing, but the foreign sensation of being filled and spread to within an inch of my life was I could think about, all I could feel.
“It hurts,” I moaned when I involuntarily moved my hips. “I don’t like it, Kol.”
The sound he made in response sounded close to a whine.
“It will ease,” he rasped.
I worried for him. He was struggling greatly with something, and I wondered if the pain he felt was worse than mine because it sure looked like it was.
“Breathe,” I told him. “My papa used to always tell me to breathe through the pain.”
Kol tried my method, and it didn’t escape me that he looked so adorable whilst doing so. I focused on him and felt my body shiver when I adjusted my hips once more. It wasn’t pain I felt. It wasn’t exactly pleasure either, but it wasn’t pain, and that was enough to calm my spiked nerves.
“You can move,” I whispered to Kol. “Slowly.”
“Slowly,” he repeated.
It took twenty whole seconds for him to withdraw from me, and before he withdrew completely, he moved his hips forward and stretched me once more. It still hurt, but the pain wasn’t as consuming as before. I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around Kol’s trembling body. I lost count of how many times he thrust in and out of my body, but when I opened my eyes, I felt no more pain. Kol’s cock sliding in and out of my body with ease began to feel … good.
“Oh.” I gasped when my insides involuntarily clenched.
Kol’s growl startled me, and I brought my attention to him once more. His eyes were still squeezed shut, and he was so tense that the veins in his arms and neck were bulged and sticking up from his skin.
“Are you okay?” I asked, acutely aware that my voice was husky. “Kol?”
“I’m going to die.” He choked.
I tensed my insides once more, and it only caused him to growl, which drew a lazy smile from me. “Faster,” I told him, knowing it was what we both needed. “Go faster. Harder.”