Had he decided that his images were not enough?
You may be wondering how Ben Carver got his hands on a copy of your case file. As I told you earlier, Ben is somewhat of a celebrity, even in prison. He receives correspondence from all around the world. According to the warden, Ben traffics in information. This is how he gets extra meals and protection inside the dangerous walls of death row. He finds out what people want to know and he doles it out to them at his pleasure.
Images.
How did Ben know that this word of all words would jog my memory? That it would send me running back to my wall, shuffling through my stack of notebooks, looking for the words I had transcribed from your file almost six whole years ago?
After ten months, after forty-eight visits, did Ben know my mind that well?
The question will remain unanswered. Ben is the type of psychopath who claims he likes the wind to direct his sails, but occasionally, I have seen him dip his hand into the water, rudder-like, to change the course.
And with that one word—images—he changed the course of my life.
The peeping Tom’s name was Gerald Scott.
His son is your baby sister’s new boyfriend.
TWELVE
Claire opened her eyes. The popcorn ceiling had a brownish tinge. The shag carpet felt damp against her back. She was lying on the floor. A pillow was under her head. Her tennis shoes were off.
She sat up.
Paul.
He was alive!
Claire felt a singular moment of absolute elation before she came hurtling back down to earth. Then her mind filled with questions. Why had he faked his death? Why had he fooled her? Who had helped him? What was he doing at the Fuller house? Why had he punched her?
And where was her sister?
“Lydia?” Claire could barely get out the word. Her throat was on fire. She pulled herself up to standing. She fought a rushing nausea as she stumbled against the television. Her cheekbone sent out small explosions of pain. “Liddie?” she tried. Her voice was still hoarse, but the panic spurred her to scream as loud as she could. “Liddie?”
There was no answer.
Claire ran down the hallway toward the garage. She threw open the door. The videotapes. The chains. The blood. They were all still there, but no Lydia. She pulled the door shut behind her as she ran back down the hallway. She checked the bedrooms, the bathroom, the kitchen, her panic ratcheting higher with each vacant room. Lydia was gone. She was missing. Someone had taken her.
Paul had taken her, just like his father had taken Julia.
Claire ran onto the back porch. She scanned the field behind the house. She jogged around to the front, her heart pounding like a jackhammer. She wanted to scream and cry and rail. How had this happened again? Why had she let Lydia out of her sight?
The Tesla was still parked in the driveway. The car door handles slid out when Claire approached. The system had sensed the keyfob, which had somehow ended up in her back pocket. Both her purse and Lydia’s were dumped out on the front seat of the car. The burner phone was gone. A long, orange extension cord snaked from the front porch to the driveway and connected to the cable that charged the Tesla.
Inside the house, the phone started to ring.
Claire ran toward the back. She stopped at the kitchen door. She wanted to go in, to answer the phone, but she found herself paralyzed with fear. She stared at the ringing phone. It was white. The cord hung below, stopping several feet short of the floor. Their kitchen phone in the house on Boulevard had a cord that could stretch into the pantry because that was the only place for years that any of them could talk with a modicum of privacy.
Lydia was gone. Paul had taken her. This was happening. She couldn’t stop it. She couldn’t hide in her room with her headphones on and pretend the world outside was still spinning blissfully on its axis.
Claire forced herself to go into the kitchen. She pressed her palm against the phone but did not pick it up. She felt the cold plastic under her hand. This was a sturdy, old Princess phone, the kind you used to rent monthly from Southern Bell. She could feel the vibrations of the metal bell ringing through her palm.
The answering machine had been turned off. A pillow had been placed under her head. Her shoes had been removed. The Tesla was being charged.
She knew whose voice she would hear before she even picked up the phone.
Paul said, “Are you all right?”
“Where’s my sister?”
“She’s safe.” Paul hesitated. “Are you okay?”
“No, I’m not okay, you motherfucking piece of—” Claire’s voice strangled around the words. She went into a coughing fit that brought up enough blood to spray the back of her hand. Claire stared at the red lines streaking across her pale flesh.
Paul asked, “Is that blood?”
Claire spun around the room. Was he inside the house? Standing outside?
He said, “Look up.”
Claire looked up.
“A little to your left.”
Claire spotted what looked like an air freshener on top of the refrigerator. There was a stem of green eucalyptus leaves carved on a taupe vase. One of the leaves had been cut all the way through to accommodate a camera lens.
He said, “There are more. All around the house.”
“This house or the Dunwoody house?”
Paul didn’t answer, which was answer enough. He had been watching her. That was why there wasn’t a colored file with Claire’s name on the label. Paul wasn’t hiring detectives to stalk her one month out of the year. He was stalking her every single day of her life.
She said, “Where is Lydia?”
“I’m calling you from a comsat phone with a scrambler. Do you know what that is?”
“Why the fuck would I know what that is?”
“Comsat is an abbreviation for a series of communication satellites,” he explained, his voice maddeningly pedantic. “The phone relays calls through geostationary satellites instead of land-based cell towers. The scrambler masks the number and location, which means this call can’t be traced, not even by the NSA.”
Claire wasn’t listening to his voice. She was listening to the ambient noise. She didn’t need the NSA to tell her Paul was in a moving car. She could hear road noises and the sound of wind that always seeped in no matter how expensive the vehicle.
Claire asked, “Is she alive?”
He didn’t answer.
Her heart twisted so tight she could barely breathe. “Is Lydia alive?”
“Yes.”
Claire stared into the lens of the camera. “Put her on the phone. Now.”
“She’s unavailable.”
“If you hurt her—” Claire felt her throat tighten. She had seen the movies. She knew what could happen. “Please don’t hurt her.”
“I’m not going to hurt her, Claire. You know I would never do that.”
Tears finally came because for just a second, just the tiniest second, she let herself believe him. “Let me talk to my sister right now or I will call every Goddamn law enforcement agency in the book.”
Paul sighed. She knew that sigh. It was the one he gave when he was about to give Claire what she wanted. She heard the sound of a car pulling over. There was a rustling noise.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m doing what you asked.” The car door opened and closed. She heard other vehicles speeding by. He must be on the Atlanta Highway. How long had Claire been out? How far away had he gotten with Lydia?