“Oh my God,” Jeremy whispered. “Is this really happening?”
Max bent and swept him into his arms. “It’s happening.” He grimaced. “But we need to take off our boots and stuff first.” He carried Jeremy back to the door, and they quickly stripped off their outerwear and hurried to the blankets to finish getting naked. Max stoked the fire, the flames casting a warm glow over their skin.
Jeremy wasn’t sure how long they simply kissed and rubbed their bodies together by the blazing fire. They were hard, and part of Jeremy wanted to rut against Max and come, which he could have done in no time. But he was safe in Max’s arms, and he wanted it to last.
He murmured, “I could do this forever.”
Max smiled down at him. “We can do whatever you want. No pressure.”
“I know.” It was still wild to him how unashamed he felt with Max. He was still a little nervous, but he wanted this. Wanted everything. “I’m ready. I really want to lose my virginity. My ass virginity, to get technical.”
Max laughed. “I do believe that’s the scientific name for it.”
“Clearly. I am taking a science major, remember.”
“Apologies.” Max’s shoulders shook, his smile dimpling his cheeks. “You make me laugh. I love that about you.”
Love. The word made Jeremy feel like he was flying. No, it hadn’t been an actual love declaration, but it made him feel so special. “You too,” he managed.
They kissed and kissed and kissed some more, and Max fingered him open with lube until they were both panting, Jeremy’s legs spread wide. Max asked, “How do you want to do this?”
“Um, the normal way? However you want.”
Max chuckled, a low, breathy sound. “Well, last night you mentioned something about pirates and being taken.”
Jeremy shuddered, squeezing his ass around Max’s fingers still snug inside him. It wasn’t painful anymore but wasn’t exactly comfortable either. “Yeah. Like that.”
“Once you can take it, I’m gonna bend you over and fuck you so hard you’ll barely be able to walk.”
“God.” Jeremy moaned, bucking his hips and squeezing again. “Yes, please. I can take it.”
“I don’t want to hurt you.” Max ran a fingertip over Jeremy’s parted lips. “And today I want to see your face when I’m inside you. I need to make sure you’re comfortable. Is that okay?”
Jeremy nodded. Honestly, he would do just about anything Max asked, but his heart soared at Max not wanting to hurt him. Wanting to be face-to-face. He whined as Max withdrew his fingers.
“Don’t worry. There’s more where that came from.” Max grinned and sat back on his heels, stroking his cock. “A lot more.” He leered, completely over the top, and they shared another laugh. Jeremy examined his shaft, not sure how it was going to fit.
But he couldn’t wait to find out.
Max rolled on a condom and added more lube before he stretched out on his back, urging Jeremy to straddle him. “We’ll do it like this for a bit. You can control how much of me you take. Break you in slowly. You can play around, see what feels good.”
Max’s cock brushed Jeremy’s ass, and Jeremy positioned himself. His heart pounded. “Like this?’
“Yep. You’re in control for now. Go on.” Max grinned, rubbing Jeremy’s thighs soothingly. “Use me.”
A cock was way bigger than fingers.
Not that this was a surprise, but the reality of the heft of Max’s shaft—the weight and power of it, the thickness—filled Jeremy in a way that fingers, either his own or Max’s, couldn’t compare to. He’d imagined this, fantasized about it, wondered what it would be like.
The reality was so…much.
“That’s it. Slow and steady.” Max ran his hands over Jeremy’s chest and caressed his nipples.
Thighs flexing, Jeremy pushed at the head of Max’s cock. It stretched his rim, and he breathed deeply through the pain, inhaling the smoky pine scent of the fire with the hint of sweet syrup. He grunted, pushing himself open. On a gasp, he got the head fully inside him and slid down, almost unbearably full but loving it.
“You feel so good, baby.” Max stroked Jeremy’s spine with his fingers. “Okay?”
“Yeah. It’s a lot, but…yeah.” He leaned on Max’s broad chest. “What do you want me to do?”
“This portion of the program is your show. It’s all up to you. We can do anything you want.”
Jeremy’s breath hitched. “Anything?”
“Of course. Why?” Max’s cheeks dimpled. “You got some kinky shit you want to try? Let’s hear it.” He stroked Jeremy’s thighs and hips.
“I… I don’t know.” He really didn’t. Everything was stretch and sensation, and he could barely think while focusing on the fullness in his ass. “I want… I want to make sure you’re enjoying it.”
“You feel how hard my dick is inside you, right? Trust me. I’m enjoying it.” His brows met. “But you don’t need to want anything specific. No pressure.”
“Right.” Jeremy nodded. He was sitting still with Max like iron inside him, neither of them thrusting or pumping or moaning for the moment. They just…were. It suddenly felt more intense than when they were straining for orgasm. It was still. Peaceful.
The intimacy of it was almost too much. They stared at each other in the firelight, the cottage growing darker as the afternoon waned. The delicate fairy lights nearby made it all the more magical, like they were suspended in some fantasy world. Jeremy circled his hips tentatively, and they both groaned.
“That’s it,” Max said. “Try stuff out. Even if you think it’s too dirty. This is a no-judgment zone.”
For some reason, that made Jeremy think of their phone sex and Max’s tutorial on using the apps. “Okay.” He grinned. “You still haven’t told me the dirtiest thing you’ve ever thought of doing with a guy.”
Max laughed as he stroked Jeremy’s chest and tweaked his nipples, creating sparks. “It’s called felching. Have you heard of it?”
Jeremy paused in his slow, experimental circles. “I’m not sure. I don’t think so? My parents kept close tabs on the internet.”
“It’s when you come in a guy’s ass and then suck it out and swallow it. I mean, it doesn’t have to be with a guy. That’s just what I’ve fantasized about. Cum really gets me off.” He quickly added, “If you’re not into that, it’s okay.”
Jeremy rocked on Max’s cock slowly and pondered, the stretch and burn lessening. “Have you ever done it?”
“Nah. I’ve only fucked without condoms with one of my exes, and he wasn’t into it. I think most people find it gross.” He laughed, but it sounded tense.
“Oh.” Jeremy smoothed his hand over Max’s chest, rubbing a reassuring circle. “I don’t think you should feel bad about it. Sex is pretty gross in general, but somehow amazing too.”
“It is, isn’t it? Thanks, baby.” Max took Jeremy’s hand and pressed a kiss to his palm.
“Does it have to be inside? I still want to use condoms, but what if you came on my hole and licked it off?” Jeremy pondered it as he circled his hips in the other direction.