Fucking Gabrielle was painful in a wonderful and a fearsome sort of way for me.
I pulled on her hair and drew her neck back, speaking my words into her ear as I continued fucking into her fiercely. "What did I say to you then, Gabrielle?" I wanted to hear the words come from her lips this time.
"You said, 'I own this body of yours when I have my cock in you.'"
I did own her body in such an intimate moment. Even though I know she gave herself to me freely, I owned her when I was inside her. No doubts there whatsoever. I was dead certain.
“That's right, kitten, and what do you have to say about it right now?"
Her flashing green eyes, hooded with pleasure, pierced me hard in the heart, just like an arrow might do. Just like my cock was piercing her as I nearly lost my mind from the fucking—it was that good. “I—I'm yours—and I—I belong to you when we…fffuuuuck."
“Yes. You. Do.” I started to add sharp twists to my strokes and felt her inner cunt walls gripping me tighter. “And now I want you to come again, kitten. Do it now, just for me, because I told you to.”
She served. I could feel the series of spasms start immediately deep within, her inner muscles milking my cock as she tipped over the edge and succumbed. Fuck, fuck, fuck, yes! She trembled beneath me and began making the quiet sighs and breaths she made whenever she climaxed. Sounds I loved to hear coming out of her—the ones which made me rise to my own release. Just like that, she came utterly undone in my arms as I speared into her with the moonlight streaming in through the window blanketing us in its unearthly glow.
Thank the gods she did come then because if I’d had to hold on a second longer, I would not have been able. I saw her eyes widen as her orgasm detonated, loving that I’d given it to her, and then the splendid climb and resulting collision of my own release as it blasted out of me and into her…
My teeth were nipped in at my favorite spot on her neck, probably making her love bite even bigger, and my cock still spilling the very last of my cum deep inside her when I became aware of what I'd just done.
Oh fuck, I did not just come inside her without a condom.
But you did. You fucking just did.
My eyes must've been bulging out of my skull as I adjusted my position and stared down at Gabrielle beneath me. Her eyes were closed but she wore a lovely, well-fucked, blissful expression on her beautiful face just as she should do. Everything seemed normal but how could that be? My cock was still buried inside her, and I didn't want to leave her yet, but I forced myself to accept what I'd just done to the woman I only wanted to care for and protect. You fucked her bare and then came in her without asking. I'd nearly done so this afternoon when we were in my study but had the forethought to pull out in time—at least I think I did. The drone incident happened and distracted me quite honestly. I never got back to discussing the topic with her. Shit fuckery indeed on my part. This was not well done of me at all. We'd never spoken about anything at all regarding safe sex—
"Ahhh, fuck…Gabrielle, I'm so sorry for that just now with no condom. I didn't mean to—I—I'm always safe when I have se—"
I shut off my ridiculous yakking and dared to meet her eyes, now no longer closed, but wide open and looking up at me curiously. "When you have sex with others besides me, you mean?"
"Yessss, but I don't think of you in the same way as others I've been with before, so I don't always remember to use a condom. Christ, I'm really sorry for being so irresponsible and for putting you at risk. But you don't have to worry about catching anything from me. I mean—ah fuck, that sounded bloody awful didn't it? What I meant is that I don't engage in risky sex. I always use protection—with everyone but you apparently—and have a recent test I can show you—with my clean bill of health marked down in black and white. Truly, you don't have anything to worry about there. But what about birth control? Is that going to be a worry at all? I know I'm rambling on and on here, but it's fucking important that you know I didn't mean to do it—"
"It's okay, Ivan. I appreciate your concern but it's really going to be okay. I believe you when you say you're clean. I'm clean too. And I'm also on birth control. I just had my shot last month, so contraception is covered even if you forget to use a condom. I also haven't been with anyone in well over a year, so my shots have all been precautionary, but every three months I go and get a new one."
"You are an amazing creature, Miss Hargreave, and I really don't know how I can show my appreciation other than this." I leaned in to kiss her and felt her move underneath me, reminding me that our bodies were still very much connected, and that my cock was very happy right where it was. I was also relieved when she returned my kisses, essentially letting me know I hadn't entirely fucked things up with her twice in a single day. By some miracle of holy intervention, I really didn't deserve but accepted anyway, I delivered up my heartfelt thank you to the angel I figured might be helping me out here. Thank you, Mum, for lookin' out for your son.
"But I would like to know what you meant by 'not thinking of me in the same way as you think of others' whenever you have sex."
Because nobody even compares to you. "Well, I haven't had any sex like this in a long, long time, kitten, if you must know."
"Since you brought it up, I think I must." She winked at me, surprising me yet again. She didn't appear angry or upset either, more like curious in her adorable kittenish sort of way.
"The last time I was with someone was a few days after the gala where I met you at the end of June. I definitely used a condom, and it was a very brief encounter with a paid escort that I can assure you I had no wish to repeat then or after. Her motives for being with me were for the purpose of destroying my reputation at the request of another. In the end being with her is something I deeply regret for a lot of reasons. I'm not proud of my choices there."
"Okay. I appreciate the honesty, Ivan, but you're not alone either. I've made choices that I'm not proud of. Some of them deeply shameful. It happens to the best of us, but you still haven't told me how I'm different and why I make you forget about practicing safe sex."
"You make me forget my own name, Miss Hargreave, in case you didn't know that already. You are special to me in a way that others are not, and you've managed it in a very short period of time, so just on that alone makes you unique among all women."
She laughed again. Just a sweet, soft laugh that told me everything I needed to know and reaffirmed everything I already knew about her. I'd be keeping her.
"I'm teasing, Ivan. Sometimes you're an easy mark and I can't help myself. But back to the main point of all of this; you need to know that I've been careful, so please don't waste any more time being concerned about knocking me up, okay?"
"Like Ethan and Brynne as soon as they started shagging?"
"Yeah, exactly like that." She shook her head slowly back and forth. "I don't know how Brynne has kept it together to be honest. A real shocker for them both—having an unplanned pregnancy drop in their laps within weeks of meeting each other? No, thank you."