The last thing I would want would be for him to lose everything he’s worked for. Plus, I’d also worked hard to get into this college all on my own. I don’t want anyone thinking any differently. I shouldn't care what people think but with the power my last name carries, people always assume everything has been handed to me.
“That won’t stop my Theo. When he gets his mind set on something, it’s game over.”
“You think his mind is set on me?”
“I really hope so. A sweet girl like you as a daughter-in-law sounds wonderful to me.” Again that wave of emotion hits me. I’m not only falling for Bear, I'm falling for his family too.
15
Theodore
I call Willow’s phone again, getting no answer. This is the second week in a row we’ve had an away game. Last week’s was not far, and Willow and Zoey drove to make it to the game. The whole fucking time I worried. I didn't want her driving that late at night after the game was over. It was a four-hour drive.
This week we had to take a flight. We flew out today and will fly back after the game tomorrow. It is only one night away really, but I am still edgy. For the past two weeks Willow has been in my bed every night, and that’s the way I hope to keep it.
Her little ass better be in my bed tonight. I gave her a key and told her to sleep at my place tonight and to be there when I get home late tomorrow night. She rolled her eyes at me. She has the same reaction every time I boss her around, but she still does it. I reach down adjusting my cock, which is now hard.
I toss my phone down on the bed, wanting Willow to be here. Back home she’s turned my bed into her own. She would do everything from bed if you let her.
She is always spread out in it with her laptop and books everywhere, along with snacks and everything else. She usually has reality TV blaring from the television I installed in my room after she complained there wasn't one.
I don’t watch a lot of TV, so there was no reason to have one. Now I have a reason. I want her happy and in my bed. Ten hours after her comment, there was a TV in my bedroom for her. A bedroom that’s slowly changing into hers.
A knock sounds at my hotel door. I look down to make sure my hard-on is hidden, and I walk over and open it without looking. Willow throws herself at me. I catch her, pulling her into my body as the door falls closed behind her.
Seeing her here hits me hard in the chest with a wave of emotions I can’t wrap my head around. It’s both scary as fuck and the best feeling in the world.
“I missed my grumpy bear.” She kisses me all over my face. Fuck. I’m pretty sure I’m in love with this girl. Her easy smiles and sweetness have me wrapped around her finger.
What else could it be? I guess love can make you do crazy things. Everything I always thought I wanted has been tossed to the side, the want I have for her trumping it all.
“I don’t think I can sleep without you. I didn't want to test it, so here I am.” She beams at me. She really is a breath of fresh air. The smile drops from her lips. “Why the look?” She wiggles in my hold, and I know she wants down. “You got some bitch in here or something?”
I think she’s teasing, but there’s a flash of something in her eyes before she masks it quickly. She slips behind one of the many walls she keeps up around her.
I didn’t see them at first until I started to try to get closer to her. I don’t think she realizes how quickly she puts them up. I’ve been trying to take them down little by little.
She puts them up because of her shitty parents. I’ve pieced together that Willow thinks she’s not easy to love. Or that she’s not good enough. That bullshit lies squarely on her parents—the people who are supposed to love her unconditionally. She can barely get a scrap of their attention. They think throwing money at something is all they have to do.
She’s now starved for attention, and I want to be the one that showers her in it. Hopefully I’ll get to keep her all to myself forever. I don’t care if it’s too early to think about these things. The bastard that I am knew what I was doing when I came inside of her each time.
I’m not sure it’s possible to keep her all to myself no matter how hard I try, though. Willow is a free spirit. I need to tread carefully, or she’ll run.
“You really think I’d have another woman here or anywhere for that matter?” I toss her onto the bed, coming down over her before she can catch her breath.
“We’re not exclusive so maybe.” Her teeth bite into her bottom lip. I haven’t dated in years and I’ve never been a one-night stand kind of man.
Before Reid came to play football here, I had the conversation with him about how girls could fuck with your head and make you lose focus of your goals. I wanted to make sure he had his head in the game. I stayed the fuck away from them too during my career because I was sure they would mess with mine too. Fortunately, it hasn’t been hard until now.
“You asked for it.” She’s trying to tease me. Got me thinking about her being with someone else. That shit won’t fly or I’ll lose my damn mind. I’ve already lost most of it when it comes to her.
“Asked for…” I get up in a flash, flipping her over on her stomach before she can finish what she is saying.
My hand goes for the tight black pants she is always wearing, and I yank them down along with her panties in one swift movement. I don’t know what comes over me. Once again, I’m doing something I never even thought about before, let alone acting out.
“Bear! What are you…”
My hand comes down on her ass. A small squeal comes from her. I rub the spot and do it again. This time there is no scream. A gasp comes from her instead as she pushes her ass more into the air, silently begging me for more. The temptation is too great for me to resist.
“Is this turning you on?” I slip my hand down her ass until I get to her pussy. She’s fucking soaked for me. My cock is hard, and I swear I can feel my heartbeat in it.
“You always turn me on, Bear.” She’s so primed for me I can slip a finger right inside of her. She lets out a loud moan that has cum leaking from my cock as I thrust in and out. She moves her hips in time with me.
Even as wet as she is, her pussy is still so fucking tight. I pull my finger out, flipping her over again, needing to taste her.
I strip her of the rest of her clothes until she’s naked on the bed for me. I bury my face between her thighs, drinking down all of her sweetness. I make her come twice on my tongue. I could spend all night between her thighs and still be hungry for more.
There is never enough Willow for me. It doesn't matter how much I take or how often, I still need more. My addiction for her only grows by the day. The more I have, the deeper I fall.
“Bear. Clothes off,” she begs. Her cheeks flush a soft pink of innocence. She’s a fucking virgin, and I’m spanking her little ass.
I stand on the side of the bed, an inner battle waging inside of me. I want to be inside of her so damn badly. I pull my shirt off. She rises to her knees, resting her hands on my chest. “Stop teasing me.” She goes for my belt. I don’t stop her.
I shouldn’t be doing this in a hotel. This is her first time. It should be special. But when she wraps her hand around my cock, I break. None of that shit matters now. I’m too far gone at this point. I need her more than my next breath.