I hear his footsteps moving away and the opening and closing of drawers. After a while, the steps come closer again. I overcome the urge to turn my head around to him, and stare at the wall in front of me instead. Alic’s hand lies on my back and I shiver at the contact. My nerves lie bare as I think about the possibilities of what he could do to me.
"Settle, kitten," Alic says gently, and I fall under his influence again. His voice and the warm, strong hand on my back calm me. "Good girl."
He ties my hair together and pins it on my head. Then he lets his fingers glide feather-like over my exposed back. It feels so good, for a moment I forget why we're here.
"I'm gonna put earplugs and a blindfold on you now. If you can neither see nor hear, you will experience the whole thing much more intensively. Don’t be afraid, kitten. It won't be as bad as you fear."
My heart hammers hard in my chest and a heavy feeling settles in my stomach. I am afraid. He will hurt me and he says that without sight and hearing I will experience it even more intensely? This means that I will experience the pain even more. How can he pretend that all this is not bad?
I startle out of my thoughts as Alic puts in the earplugs. All I hear after that is the rushing of my own blood. Next thing I know, he puts a blindfold on me and my world sinks into darkness. Panic clings to my mind and I fight back against my shackles, screaming. Alic’s hands lay on my back and I feel him placing gentle kisses on my shoulder. His scent penetrates my nose and the panic gradually disappears. My breath becomes regular again and I lean forward. Alic strokes my head and I imagine him whispering praising words into my ear. His hands leave me, and then he must have stepped back, because I can't feel him anymore. Time passes and I have no idea if it is seconds or minutes. Without being able to see or hear anything, I have no idea where Alic is, what he is doing. When suddenly a pain on my back explodes, I scream. I sob. The sudden, unexpected pain overwhelms me. A hand lays calming on my back and gently strokes the aching spot before it disappears again. The next blow hits me on my bottom, and even though I expected it this time, I scream out. Not that it hurts too much, but since I neither see nor hear the blow coming, it is difficult to prepare for it. This time Alic lets his hand slide to my breasts, strokes gently over the sensitive side. My nipples tighten, and I move away from the wall a little so that the hard tips don't rub against the wall anymore.
More strokes hit my back, bottom and thighs. After each, Alic touches me tenderly. Heat spreads in my core, and I fall into a state of euphoria. It feels as if I am floating and the silent darkness further intensifies the feeling. After another blow to my bottom, Alic’s hand slides between my legs. I moan as his fingers glide through my wet folds. A finger penetrates me. And another. Alic’s hard body presses against me from behind while he fingers me hard. He kisses my neck before he bites me hard. I scream out in agony, but pain and pleasure are now one. No matter what Alic does to me, painful or lustful, it sends me higher and higher. Alic's free hand finds my clit and rubs it in fast circles. I feel like I'm high. Pure ecstasy flows like liquid fire through my veins. I come hard, and fireworks explode in my darkness. I think I scream Alic’s name, but the orgasm is too overwhelming to experience anything else than the immense pleasure, Alic demands from my body. The climax seems to last forever. When the tremors finally subside, I am so weak that I collapse in my bounds. I am dimly aware that Alic catches me and somehow loosens the shackles. My feet leave the ground and I lie in Alic’s strong arms. I think he carries me across the room. Eventually, he puts me down. I lie on a bed. The bed lowers. Alic is above me. His weight is pressing me into the mattress. I feel his hardness at my opening. Then he is inside me. With one single thrust, he has slammed into me. My flesh struggles to expand for the intruder, and the first thrusts are painful. But then the pain turns to pleasure as my muscles relax around Alic’s shaft. Still blind and deaf, I can only lie there and give in to Alic’s merciless fucking. I race towards the peak again. Warm lips press against mine, and then Alic forces his tongue into my mouth and kisses me so hard that I taste blood. I don't know if it's his or mine, and it doesn't matter. I am consumed by Alic and my own lust until everything around me seems to dissolve into chaos. This time I'm sure I'm screaming Alic's name as my pussy contracts hard around his shaft. A little later I feel his cock twitching inside me and something warm flooding my narrow channel.
Condom! Alic didn't use a condom!
Alic
I feel her suddenly stiffen. I remove the blindfold and the earplugs and gaze down on her. She blinks, and then avoids my gaze.
"Look at me!"
When she doesn’t obey, I close my hand around her throat and apply light pressure before repeating my command again. She quickly falls into her submissive role and obeys. Horror is written in her eyes as she looks at me.
"What's wrong, kitten?"
"You haven’t... used a condom."
I smile down at her.
"And that upsets you so?"
"I’m not on the pill. I could get pregnant. It’s bad enough if you kill me. An innocent chi..."
"Enough," I say sharply. She furrowed her brow. "First, you can't get pregnant because I gave you an injection. It will protect us from unwanted pregnancy for three months. "Second, I would never kill my child, okay?"
"Good to hear that you possess at least some scruples," she replies sarcastically.
"Watch what you say and what tone you take," I say threateningly. "Or do you need more punishment? This time I would make sure you don't enjoy it!"
Tears shoot into her eyes.
"I... I've had enough," she sobs. Anger flashes in her eyes. "Why don't we just get it over with? Kill me! It would still be better than being your fucking sex toy. I hate you! You fucking insane bastard!"
Anger flares up inside me. I jump off the bed and drag her to her feet. She screams and attacks me with her fists and feet. The anger gives her strength and makes her forget the consequences. I fend her off, but let her anger run wild until all power leaves her. I have taken a few scratches from her and will probably get a few bruises, but that doesn't bother me. Grabbing her by the upper arms, I shake her.
"Are you finished with your little tantrum now?" I ask, irritated.
"I hate you!" She hisses, but her voice sounds resigned.
"Your behavior will have consequences," I say and drag her along with me.
"Where are you taking me?" She shouts as I don’t take the direction of the bedroom, but the one towards the stairs.
"To the damned dungeon where you can think about your behavior!" I reply grimly.
She resists my grip and digs her feet into the ground. Without further ado, I pick her up and throw her over my shoulder. Heather screams bloody murder as I carry her down the stairs. Her nails scratch my back. Yes, my kitten has claws. Not that that would do her any good against me.
Heather
My heart is threatening to jump out of my chest. My voice is hoarse from screaming. But no matter how much I struggle and how loudly I protest, Alic continues unperturbed until we descend stairs to the basement. Challenging Alic had been unwise. I knew I didn't stand a chance against him. But I had reached a point where everything suddenly became too much. Even now, when we are moving through a dark corridor, I can't stop raging. I'm so angry that I don't care. If I had a gun now, I would kill Alic without hesitation. I hate that son of a bitch. Hate what he made me into. He plans to kill me, and yet he expects me to submit just because he gives me a couple of orgasms? The guy was out of his mind. Fucking psycho!