“This is from years of working out and swimming, kitten. Your natural beauty is perfection.” His eyes eat me up, and a slow smile pulls at his lips. They’re the slightest bit swollen from kissing, but it only makes him hotter. “And it’s all mine.”
Any insecurity I might have felt quickly fizzles away. It's not only his words but the way he looks at me. He truly believes that I’m the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen.
“And you’re mine? All mine?” I let my legs fall open, and the hand he has on my thigh tightens. He reaches between us to cup my sex, and with his big hand covering all of me, I know he can feel just how drenched I am.
“You’re the only person to ever own any part of me, Carrie. I’m more than yours. There’s not an option of going back from this.” Understanding hits me hard, and I wonder how I never realized it before. I sit up and press my body to his, desperate for the space between us to be gone.
We’ve both been so alone in this world, but now we don’t have to be.
Not anymore.
Chapter Six
Shy
My hand rubs between her legs as our lips connect, and I groan at how wet she is. My fingers slide over her wet folds, and then I push two inside her, a little rougher than I meant to. She gasps against my mouth but pushes her hips up to get closer.
“That’s my girl.” She squeezes around me, and my cock swells with the thought of having her little cunt on it.
The whimper that escapes her makes a shiver move down my back. How many times have I jerked off in this bed thinking about the sounds she would make?
“I want you to cum like this.” I use my other hand to pin her wrists above her head while I keep my eyes locked on hers. My thumb moves to her clit, and I rub over it, back and forth. “Right here with the lights on, while I’m watching.”
“Shy.” Her cheeks flush scarlet, but I shake my head.
“It’s too late to try and hide. I wanna see what you’ll look like when I fuck you.”
“Oh god,” she whispers, and if it’s possible, I feel her get wetter.
My thumb presses against her slick button a little harder as I rub back and forth, and this time I curl my fingers inside. I watch every muscle twitch, every flutter of her eyes, every breath she takes as her body climbs closer to the edge. I don’t even blink as she builds to the point of no return and her eyes squeeze shut. The air is lodged in my lungs as I watch the moment it happens.
Her climax is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, and I can’t look away. It’s like staring straight into the sun, only the longer I look, the clearer things become. She’s everything I imagined and more.
“So fucking beautiful,” I whisper as her body tenses and she cries out my name.
Before her orgasm stops, I slide down her body and replace my thumb with my tongue. I lick her slowly at first, the taste of her sweet release lingering on her clit. One orgasm rolls into another, and this time she doesn’t just moan my name; she screams it.
My fingers move faster, my tongue licking harder and then once again she falls over the edge. I grunt as I undo my jeans and free my cock, quickly jacking off as I eat her pussy. She’s too fucking hot, too fucking sweet. I can’t wait any longer.
“Inside me,” she whispers, and I look over the top of her pussy without taking my mouth off of it. She reaches down and squeezes the arm that’s holding my cock. “I want to feel you inside me.”
My answer is a growl as I rub my face in her cunt one last time and then kick off my jeans and boxer briefs, quickly crawling between her legs.
“This will be fast.”
“It’s okay.” She reaches between us, and my knees nearly buckle when her hand wraps around my cock to guide it into her.
“This first time…” I swallow hard and try to take a breath. “Just let me get it out of the way.”
I can hardly see straight as she swipes the head of my cock through her wetness. My body takes over because obviously my mind has left the building and all I can rely on is instinct.
“I’m sorry” is all I manage to say as I plunge all the way inside and then collapse on top of her.
I’m already cumming the second her pussy wraps around me, and I don’t even get a chance to thrust more than that first one. I should be embarrassed, but again my brain is nowhere to be found, and all I can do is lie on top of her while my cock pulses and empties.
Somewhere in the back of my mind I register that she’s tense and trying to breathe evenly. I kiss her neck and cheek and then her lips as I whisper how perfect she is.
“So fucking beautiful,” I breathe, placing kisses on her eyelashes. “Thank you for giving me this.” I feel her nails dig into my back, and my cock is ready to cum again. “I need you so much.”
“Shy,” she says softly, and when her eyes open, her lids are hooded. “Slow.”
I nod as I take my time, kissing my way down her neck and to her breasts. I suck on her nipples one at a time and bury my face between them.
“You don’t know how many times I imagined this.” Pulling out just a little, I slowly inch back into her. She tenses, but this time it’s not as much, and my cum helps slick her entrance. When I glance between us, I see the tinge of red around the base of my cock and then I look back at her. Our eyes meet, and I nod. “It’s done now.”
“I should have told you.”
“You didn’t have to.” I brush her hair away from her face and kiss along her jaw and neck. My thrusts are slow and steady, and I feel her clench around me, wanting more. “Maybe it’s because we’re more alike than you think.”
“Shy?” Her hands rest against my chest, and I nod.
“I think maybe somewhere in my heart, I knew I was waiting for you.” I rub my nose against hers and swallow hard. “I think all of my life has led to now. To be here with you, to make love to you.” I kiss her softly once more. “To protect you.”
“I don’t want anyone else but you.” She says it like it’s a vow, and it goes straight to my soul. I feel the same. I know now why I’ve never wanted another until her.
“Let me love you” is all I say before I lean down and press my lips to hers.
For so long, part of me wondered if I could ever be enough, if I could ever give her enough. But that was all an excuse to protect myself. All my life I’ve guarded my feelings and never gave anyone more than just small pieces here and there. With Carrie, I’ve cracked my chest open, and I’m offering all of it to her. She doesn’t even have to give me the same if she doesn’t want to, but I have to do this.
Sliding one arm behind her knee, I open her up and go deeper. She gasps when I grind against her clit, and I do it over and over. Her eyes shut, and she arches her back as her chest flushes pink. Leaning down, I latch on to her nipple just as she cums, and it sets her off once more.
As she squeezes around my cock, I follow her over the edge and just barely keep myself from collapsing on top of her. It’s just as intense as the first time, and I feel like I’ve been reborn in her arms. Every cell in my body is rejoicing as I hold her close and kiss her like she’s the only thing keeping me alive.