She dropped her hand, and he felt the lack keenly. Nooo, waited so long for this!
“Vow to the Lore that you won’t touch me.”
“Why would I do that?” If he made her that unbreakable vow, only she could cancel it.
“You are convinced that I’m yours, but I’m still deciding about you. Munro, will you not let me explore what you have to offer?”
The sound of his name on her tongue rendered him to putty. He fought her pull. “Those vows are no’ trifling.”
She raised her brows. “Neither is my touch. You either want it or you don’t.”
Oh, I want it. “I might need to hie you away from here in a hurry. So I vow to the Lore that I will no’ put my hands on you in a sexual way, while in this cave tonight—until you ask me to.” He leaned down. “Now that we’ve gotten that out of the way . . .”
“And don’t kiss me.”
A growl escaped his lips. “Fine. I vow to the Lore that I will no’ kiss you in this cave tonight. Again, until you ask me to. Now, explore away.”
She raised both hands and tentatively caressed his cheeks. Such a simple touch, but her fingertips left bliss in their wake. “When you change into your werewolf form, does it hurt? You’ll grow even bigger, right?”
“Aye. We call it a’leigeil a’mhadaidh fa sgaoil: letting the beast out of its cage. It does no’ hurt. ’Tis as easy as breathing. That’s the problem.”
Tilting her head, she traced his jawline. “What do you mean?”
“A Lykae can get stuck in beast form, never to return. Even a natural-born wolf.”
“What causes that?” She cradled his face with impossibly soft hands.
“Usually grief.” Sometimes rage. He’d risked everything to defeat that vassal spell. And this is my reward.
When she grazed a thumb over his bottom lip, he hissed in a breath.
“Wolf?”
“It’s good.” So fucking good. He pretended that she didn’t love another, that he wasn’t stealing her groom’s wedding night delights.
As her thumbs descended on either side of his Adam’s apple, he swallowed thickly.
“I’ve never seen a female newling,” she said in a low tone. “How would she differ from a male?” The unspoken question: What are you planning to turn me into?
“Same blue eyes, but her lips would grow blood-red.” An attractant to males. “She’d have smaller fangs and black claws. The image of her beast would overlay her body, obscuring her features with its wolven ones.”
Kereny brushed her palms over his shoulders. “Would she have big muscles like yours?”
He had the urge to point out something and flex for her. “Nay, a female would have exaggerated curves.” Picturing his mate in that state made his cock stiffen painfully.
“Would she remember anything?” Where was Kereny going with this? Intelligence for monster hunting? Or lulling him with conversation?
“When the beast is risen, you’re still there, still thinking. You just canna govern your actions. Kind of like being on a runaway train, holding on for dear life.” He would never have added that last part if the blood in his brain hadn’t been diverted to his groin.
“Have you pictured me like that?” she asked, her pupils dilated with interest.
He could only groan.
“If you turned me into a Lykae, wouldn’t my beast be born from yours? Wouldn’t that be incestuous?”
He struggled to concentrate. This was important, but gods, she’d begun to knead his neck.
“Some in my clan believe there are two types of humans—those with a latent beast and those without. A bite would only deliver a lit match. You would either have your own Lykae kindling inside you or not. But the fire would be all yours.”
When she sensually swept her hands down his arms, he had to struggle to keep his eyes open. Words left his lips unbidden: “So this is what they all speak of.”
“Who speaks of what?” Her voice had grown throaty.
Even without caressing her in turn, he was getting to her. Fate said that he would pleasure her more than any other. “Lykae talk of a mate’s touch. It truly is like nothing I’ve ever experienced. Your touch is laden with . . .” He trailed off, struggling to sum up the totality of his feelings.
“With what?” Her inquisitive fingers outlined one pec.
“Ah! With more.”
She whispered, “You’re putting some kind of spell on me.”
“I could say the same of you.” Munro was high from her, lost in her sultry gaze. Their play enlivened him, making him feel young again. Right now, he felt like he could do anything. Topping his list was getting free of his vows so he could kiss her for the first time and bring her to come.
Licking an orgasm from a mate was a dreamed-of milestone. He would pet her till she was senseless, then spread her thighs over his face and feast. Spearing her with his tongue, suckling her wee clit. His body quaked in anticipation, his ballocks tightening—
He jolted when he caught the honeyed scent of her arousal. My gods. Want my first taste of that cunny. Want my due. His shaft throbbed as bad as a battle wound.
Her petting grew bolder, and he knew the knife was forgotten. Your arse is mine, female.
TWELVE
As Ren’s palms luxuriated in the Lykae’s smooth skin, that hazy feeling came over her, the immortal spell.
In this cave, the two of them were cut off from the world and its rules and responsibilities. The pounding water misted over them, but the fire kept them warm. They were both out of breath, desire sparking between them.
With each inch of him she caressed, her thoughts turned racier. What would he taste like beneath her tongue? Could she make him shameless?
Peering down at her, he rasped, “Your eyes are eating me alive. If you’re begging me for something that I would gladly kill to give you, how do you think this will end?” He eased even closer. “Kereny, I was born to pleasure you, to deliver anything your body craves. Any secret fantasy will be yours. The wickeder the better.”
At his words, her lungs forgot how to work.
“I’ll always give you what you need. Remember that,” he said, his tone vaguely threatening. “And it begins tonight. I’m going to make you orgasm.”
So confident that he could?
“Release me from my vows, woman. Need to touch you, kiss you.” His hands clenched at his sides, his arm muscles swelling.