“Don’t stop,” I rasped out, moving his hand down to my breast. Hunter’s eyes went wide, and he looked at his hand again, then back at me.
“I thought…do you want… I’m not sure what to do, Bella.”
For the last few hours, I’d tried not to think too hard about what tonight might be like. But truth be told, I never felt too worried about what would happen when Hunter touched me. I knew Hunter’s touch, knew how he made me feel from the countless times he’d made love to me, and I knew I wanted to feel that again tonight. I needed to feel it.
I needed Hunter. All of him.
Reaching behind my back, I unclasped my bra. Hunter dropped his hand and followed my every move. When the bra slipped off my arms, I watched his eyes darken with need.
“Touch me, Hunter. Please. I need your hands on me,” I said.
Hunter placed his hands on my hips and goosebumps instantly traveled over my body, causing me to shiver. His thumbs slipped under the edge of my panties, and without taking his eyes off of mine, he slowly pulled them down until gravity finished the job. I stepped out of them and smiled.
“My turn.”
I could hear him inhale sharply as I grasped his boxers and pulled them down. When his hard erection jutted free, I licked my lips. Dropping to my knees, I looked up at him. “I want to taste you, Hunter.”
He closed his eyes and whispered, “Oh God.”
Smiling, I placed my hands on his hips, and he jumped at my touch. Then I licked underneath his cock and he hissed, almost as if he were in pain. A pleasurable pain.
“Fuck. Bella, if you want me to last, don’t do that again.”
A feeling of empowerment washed over me as I cupped his balls and ran my tongue over the top of him. When I looked up, Hunter had a tortured expression on his face.
I took him into my mouth, and he jerked. He balled his fists up again and kept them firmly at his sides.
Moving slowly up and down his shaft, I followed the path of my mouth with my hand as I took Hunter in deeper.
“Christ Almighty. Bella, I’m going to come if you don’t stop.”
The last thing I wanted was for this to end when we’d only just started. I let go of him and stood while Hunter practically gasped for air.
I walked backward until I felt the end of his bed, then I sat down and crawled farther up. Hunter stood at the edge, his cheeks flushed, his chest rising and falling like he’d just run a marathon.
“Your turn to taste me,” I said.
“W-what?” he choked out.
“I want to feel your mouth on me, Hunter.”
He opened his mouth to say something, but quickly shut it. He stared into my eyes as he crawled onto the bed. He wrapped his hands around my ankles and ever so gently spread my legs apart, never once breaking eye contact.
“You’ll tell me if you need me to stop?” he asked with so much love and worry in his voice, it nearly made my heart burst.
“I promise I will.”
He swallowed hard, letting his eyes move to the spot between my legs where I needed him more than anything. “I really hope I’m not dreaming right now.” He moved farther up the bed and took one of my nipples into his mouth.
Gasping, I arched my back and wrapped a leg around his body. His hand came up to my other nipple and played with it while I tried to grapple with the idea that I might actually orgasm right in that moment. “Oh God, Hunter, don’t stop.”
He gently bit down on my nipple, then flicked it with his tongue before switching to the other side. I sliced my fingers through his hair as I felt every nerve ending come alive.
“More. I need more!” I gasped, brazenly pushing his head down to where my clit throbbed.
Hunter lifted his head and our eyes met. “Are you sure? I thought you—”
Shaking my head, I cut him off. “Hunter, I’ve never been so sure of anything in my entire life. I need you down there. Don’t make me beg.”
He moved up the bed, capturing my mouth with his hand while slowly moving down my body and between my legs. He pushed his finger inside of me, and I lifted my hips, shamelessly grinding against his hand.
“You’re so wet, Bella. Christ, you’re so wet.”
My words were lost, and I let out a soft moan as Hunter slipped another finger inside of me.
He nuzzled his face into my neck. “I love you so much.”
I wrapped my arms around him, fighting the urge to cry. Not because he was touching me, but because I could feel his love for me pulsing off his body and into mine. Hear it in the words he whispered against my skin. See it in the way he looked at me.
I ran my fingers through his hair as he moved his own faster, bringing me to that place I knew would shatter me in all the right ways.
“Oh…Hunter,” I gasped. “Yes.”
He lifted his head, and our eyes locked. “I want to taste you, Bella.”
I nodded and practically pushed him back down my body, but Hunter had other plans. He moved slowly, placing soft kisses down my neck and between my breasts. Then he ran his tongue under my breasts and down to my belly button, causing me to grab at his bedspread and arch my back.
“You’re driving me crazy,” I whimpered.
Hunter laughed. “It’s payback for driving me mad in that outfit tonight.”
I giggled, but it soon turned to a gasp when I felt Hunter move between my legs. His fingers were no longer inside of me—instead, his tongue started to explore that intimate part of me that would forever belong to him.
“Oh my God!” I cried out as Hunter sucked and licked like a starving man. I found his hair with my fingers again, and I pulled him closer to where my sex throbbed. I had never needed to come so badly in my entire life.
“Hunter. I’m so close. I’m…yes…don’t…stop…”
The moment he slipped his fingers inside of me and sucked on my clit, I exploded with the most intense orgasm I’d ever felt in my entire life. My whole body quivered as lights danced behind my eyelids.
His name tumbled out of my mouth over and over while he continued to wring out every ounce of my orgasm.
I reached for him and pulled him toward me. “I can’t take it anymore, Hunter. Stop.”
He immediately stopped and started to move off of me before I reached for him again. Our eyes met, and I smiled.
“No, don’t leave. I need to have you inside me.”
His eyes went wide. “Are you sure, Bella?”
I pulled him close and then moved so I could push him down onto the bed. He didn’t argue one bit as I crawled on top of him.
“Bella, I—”
His voice cut off when I grabbed him and guided him to my entrance. I slowly pressed down, letting him fill me. I ignored the way my body burned as he entered, and I continued to slide down onto him.
Hunter drew in a sharp breath before he spoke again. “Fuuuuuck.”
I closed my eyes and lifted up, then fell back down, each time taking more and more of him inside of me. It had been so long, it almost felt like my first time again.
“You’re so tight! Christ, I’m not going to last long, sweetheart.”
Smiling, I noticed Hunter had his hands over his head, gripping the bedframe. Even in the midst of making love after so long, he was trying to honor my wishes and control himself. Being with Hunter in such an intimate way was a balm to my broken soul.