He speaks before I have to. “Unser is being tortured. They've taken him back to Davies. Adella called last night, I spoke to her. She can feel what they're doing to him, even though he is trying to block her out.”
My stomach drops and I pick up the plate of eggs to walk over to sit at the dining room table with him. I don't think I'm going to be able to stomach much more food if this is the way the conversation is going to go, and I try not to mourn the fruit salad too much.
“Is there any indication of which camp they took him to? We're gonna have to go after him.”
Nox flips the page, his eyes still roaming over the words as he reads and holds a conversation at the same time. That’s a skill that I desperately wish that I had. I imagine studying would be so much easier that way.
“North called in all of the TacTeams before we came back last night. There's going to be a meeting with all of the leaders today, and we'll decide if we will go, and who will be in the teams.”
I nod and shift the eggs around a little on my plate, my stomach is still growling with hunger, but it's hard to eat while thinking about such things. “We have to go though, right? We're the best ones for the job. Especially if Gabe’s going to be turning into a dragon at the drop of a hat. We need to use that to our advantage.”
Shadow creatures, a dragon, complete mind control, super strength that can also shield and keep the rest of us alive, and my bond.
We’re a complete arsenal at this point.
I sigh dramatically. “I know North doesn't want us all going at once—”
Nox shakes his head at me, interrupting me. “He doesn't like the Sanctuary left unguarded. We’ll leave enough of the TacTeams here. Then, if anything happens, we can come straight back, as long as Kieran's with us as well. We can't leave Unser with the Resistance any more than we could leave one of our own Bonded Group behind.”
My cheeks flush a little as he acknowledges our Bonded Group to me for the first time.
I desperately want to push it and ask him a million questions, pry into him and his reasoning for everything that he's ever done, but I also know that he is speaking civilly to me right now only because we're discussing work. While he might not trust me on any sort of a personal level, I might just have proved myself to him on an operative level, something that I am incredibly proud of myself for.
I didn't want any of them giving me leeway just because I was their Bonded. I want to be able to carry my own weight and be an asset to them, to be more than just the ability to kill people on a whim, and maybe, just maybe, I've done that.
“Unser will get through the torture.”
His eyes finally flick up to mine, the deep blue of them so much like North's, but so much colder than his brother’s have ever been.
I swallow in case I've pissed him off, but continue anyway. “It's hard to survive that sort of thing but, if he's strong enough to be in a TacTeam and to lead people, strong enough to be a Trigger and cope with taking that amount of lives at a time, then he's strong enough to push through the pain and get through it. If I can do it, then anyone can.”
Nox picks up his coffee cup again and drains the last of the black liquid inside of it. “I don't think there are many fourteen-year-olds who could survive that amount of pain. Some of that was your bond, yes, but it also took a certain amount of strength in you.”
Holy shit.
Was that a compliment?
That felt like a compliment.
I nod and duck my head, shoving a spoonful of omelet in my mouth before I say something stupid to him, and he gets back to the book in front of him, flipping the pages slowly.
I hear my bedroom door click open and hurried feet heading in our direction until I find a half naked North Draven standing there with wild eyes as he stares us both down as though he’s caught us doing something illicit.
I chew on my mouthful slowly before swallowing, waiting for him to say something, but he is too busy glaring at his brother.
What has he said to you? he sends directly through our mind link, and I get weirdly defensive about it.
Nothing. We’ve been talking about Unser. Nothing bad. I can be trusted with my own Bonded.
His eyes finally flick my way and he eases up a little bit. It's not about whether or not I trust you, Bonded. I was making sure that he was behaving himself.
He's not a child, and I've told you before that I can handle him. Either you trust me with that, or you don’t.
Nox flips another page and then says out loud but quietly, “He doesn't trust me. He won't ever trust me with you, and that's not something to blame him for, Bonded.”
Gryphon, North, and Nox all leave to go to the meeting with the TacTeams soon after my surprising conversation with Nox. I decide that maybe I can stomach some more food and make myself the fruit salad, carrying the bowl back to bed to climb up between Atlas and Gabe.
Neither of them have any motivation to get up, and I don't particularly blame them.
I have a couple of text messages from Sage and Sawyer, both of them having heard about Gabe shifting into a dragon and desperate for more details. I giggle over Sage's commentary and try not to get jealous or defensive at how much Sawyer wants to know about the anatomy of said dragon.
I will never get comfortable with how many details about my Bondeds’ dicks that boy wants.
By the time I finish up with my food, Atlas has gotten up and showered, dragging his feet in a way that I haven't seen out of him before, and he makes himself a protein shake before coming back to bed. He picks up a pillow from where it’s fallen onto the carpet and throws it at Gabe to get him moving.
He snarks at him, “If we're going to get dragged out again to go look for Unser, you're going to regret not showering.”
Gabe groans as though he's being murdered. “Shifting and flying and breathing fire is hard, okay? You wouldn't understand.”
I scoff a little under my breath, but when he looks at me all betrayed, I school my features into something much more contrite. “Of course, it sounds very difficult. So much more difficult than tearing souls out of people left, right, and center.”
Gabe glares at me and then pulls himself up, groaning as his back cracks in about four different places. “Why?! Why can't we just stay in bed for one day? This is fucking stupid.”
I bite my lip and stop myself from pointing out that we're going on a rescue mission because someone's literally being tortured right now. I'm only glad that it's just the three of us here, because Atlas is good about keeping his mouth shut as well and just letting Gabe have a gripe about it.
He heads off to the bathroom, and I hum happily under my breath at the chunks of watermelon in my bowl, picking out the nicest-looking bits first.
“They're going to be in the meeting for at least a couple of hours first while they hammer things out. There'll be a lot of conversations about whether or not it's smart to have the Draven Bond Group all go together,” Atlas murmurs as we listen to the shower turn on.
I nod and offer him a piece of fruit, happy when his hand comes up to cup mine, drawing it to his lips as he bites into the piece of apple directly from my fingers. It's a very flirty move, but there are aches and pains in me that say that sex is definitely not on the table for us this morning. Damn, is it tempting though.