“Oh, goodness,” she exclaimed.
Long, lank hair and a pasty pallor detracted considerably from Peregrin’s charms. He looked like a creature that only came out at night.
She rushed to him. “Are you all right?”
“Why, good morning, Miss Archer,” he said, politely ignoring the hand she had instinctively put on his arm. She snatched it back. “What an unexpected pleasure,” he continued. “What brings you to St. John’s at this ungodly hour?”
He stiffened when the door behind him swung open.
Annabelle glanced around him, and her chest flooded with relief when she saw Catriona standing in the doorway. “Catriona,” she said, “I was just looking for you.”
She made to move toward her friend when she noticed the small basket under her arm.
And her utterly guilty expression.
“Catriona?”
Catriona gave her a weak smile. “Annabelle. And Lord Devereux. What a surprise.” She sounded guilty, too, and tried hiding her basket, all shifty.
One could almost hear the sound of Peregrin rolling his eyes.
Annabelle stared from one to the other as memories began to strike: Catriona’s blushes whenever Peregrin was near, her effort to go without glasses for the ball at Claremont . . . oh, by the fires of Hades.
Her gaze dropped to the damning basket on Catriona’s hip. “This is food, isn’t it,” she said, “food for Lord Devereux?”
Catriona glanced at Peregrin. Asking for permission, was she?
“Do you know that he has been missing for more than a month?” she demanded. “That Scotland Yard is turning over every stone in England to find him as we speak?”
Peregrin and Catriona gasped in unison.
“So you knew,” Annabelle said, incredulous.
“How do you know?” Peregrin demanded.
She whirled on him. “Does your brother know you are here?”
His brows flew up at the Duke of Montgomery being called “his brother.”
“Miss—”
“Well? Does he?”
“With all due respect, I’m not certain why you ask.”
Because he had just been kissing me when he learned that you were gone. Because I held him and could feel his heart crack inside his chest when his own brother had betrayed him. Because whatever hurts him hurts me.
Hypocrite. She had hurt him most of all last night, when she had mercilessly tossed his love, his proposal, and his trust back at him.
She rose to her toes, right into Peregrin’s gaunt, aristocratic face. “How could you?” she said. “He doesn’t know whether you are dead or alive.”
Peregrin’s gaze narrowed slightly. “I apologize, miss,” he said. “Again, I’m not quite certain what for exactly, but it was not my intention to agitate you.”
Oh, his polite restraint could go rot. “I’ll speak frankly, then,” she said. “You disappeared. You ran away instead of following perfectly reasonable orders, and while you hide in some cozy nook and leech off a girl’s goodwill, your brother hardly sleeps because he’s worried sick about you.”
Two hectic flags of color burned on Peregrin’s cheeks; if she were a man, he’d probably deck her. “For some reason, you know a great deal, miss, I grant you that,” he drawled, “but you are wrong about one thing—Montgomery is never, ever worried sick about anything. He has neither the temper nor the heart for it, and should I indeed have elicited emotions of the kind in him, I assure you it has much to do with my position as his heir, and very little to do with myself.”
Annabelle’s hand flew up. She checked it, just in time, but for a blink both she and Peregrin stared at it, suspended in the air, ready to slap a nobleman’s cheek.
As Peregrin’s gaze traveled from her hand to her face, a suspicion passed behind his eyes. “Miss?”
“How little you know him,” she said softly. “Poor Montgomery, to never be seen for what he is by the very people he loves. He does have a heart, you see, a restrained, honorable heart, but it bruises just like yours and mine, and I wager it is a hundred times more steadfast. He is a rare man, not because he is wealthy, or powerful, but because he says what he means and does what he says. He could be a self-indulgent tyrant, and yet he chooses to work hard to keep everyone’s lives running smoothly, thinking of everything so others don’t have to. And if you, my lord, had but one honorable bone in your body you would help him carry his infernal load of responsibilities instead of acting like a spoiled brat.”
She all but spat the word brat.
Peregrin had gone pale beneath his pallor.
“Annabelle.” Catriona had wedged herself between them, her upturned face a blur.
“He does have a heart,” Annabelle said, “and I love him.”
“Annabelle,” Catriona said, “you mustn’t—”
“I love him, but I lied to him, and now he will forever think badly of me.” There was a break in her voice.
Catriona curled a hand around her shoulder, her large blue eyes soft with compassion. The glimpse of kindness proved too much. For the first time since that fateful summer years ago, Annabelle burst into tears.
* * *
“I love him!”
“She’s been like this for the past half hour,” Hattie told Lucie in a low voice.
The suffragist leader stood in the door to the Campbells’ small sitting room, still in her coat and scarf, tendrils of her pale blond hair slipping from her hastily pinned updo.
Annabelle was curled up in the armchair, her body racked from the force of the sobs wrenching from her throat, as if a lifetime of misery were pouring out of her. Catriona was perched on the chair’s armrest, awkwardly patting Annabelle’s back.
“Well, hell’s bells,” said Lucie.
She strode to the cabinet on the wall opposite, her intuition rewarded by the sight of a row of glinting bottles when she opened the doors. She uncorked a brandy bottle and poured two fingers into a small tumbler.
“Drink this,” she ordered, thrusting the glass at Annabelle.
Annabelle glanced up at her with red-rimmed eyes. Her fine nose glowed an unbecoming pink.
“Is this liquor?” she sniffled.
“Try it,” Lucie said darkly. “I promise it is not half as bad as keeping secrets from your friends and cavorting with the enemy. Montgomery, Annabelle? Of all the men in the kingdom!”
Annabelle stared into the tumbler. “He’s not the enemy,” she said dully. “He was the one who got the permit for the demonstration. He did us a favor. And I—”