I miss him, and I miss them.
Aubrey continues to carry the conversation, telling us everything she wants to squeeze in over the next few days. They’re flying up to the Gold Coast after Sydney, then a quick trip to the Whitsundays before heading back home.
In all this babbling, not once does she mention Gabriella. My frustration turns to impatience and finally gets the better of me.
“This is all great, but when are the two of you going to fess up about Gabriella being on this trip?”
Aubrey coughs, pulling a napkin to her mouth as Chance drinks his glass of orange juice. A side glance passes between them, each one reluctant to speak up. Very unlike them, indeed.
“Look, it wasn’t our idea,” Aubrey drags, careful with her words. “There’s a lot going on, and other matters which needed um… attention. But she really wanted to apologize to you. There’s just… you know, never mind.”
“But what if I don’t want that? I haven’t once mentioned her name to you during our chats,” I remind Aubrey, airing my frustration.
Aubrey puts her napkin down. “Just give her a chance to explain, okay? You owe her that.”
“I owe her nothing, Aubrey,” I respond, agitated. “You’re aware how it all ended.”
“Hey, don’t take it out on, Aubrey,” Chance fires back. “Stop being a dickhead. The woman still fucking loves you. Give her the damn courtesy of at least explaining what really happened.”
The three of us sit in silence with the patrons around us conversing amongst themselves while we quietly eat our food. Guilt creeps in. Chance is right. Bastard. I shouldn’t have taken it out on Aubrey. This isn’t her problem.
This is all my fucked-up emotions getting the better of me
“Sorry, Aubs.” I let out a sigh, the heaviness filling my chest. I shouldn’t ask the question. In fact, I should leave well enough alone. But it burns inside of me, racing toward the tip of my tongue, begging to be free. “So, what did happen?”
Aubrey places down her fork, staring at me intently. “It’s not my story to tell. But for all intents and purposes, she no longer speaks to her family. That’s all you need to know.”
It might have been all that Aubrey thinks I need to know.
And maybe it is.
But stupid me needs more. To get more, I need to go straight to the source.
And that, itself, will be the most dangerous part.
After a short discussion, I will be meeting Chance and Aubrey later tonight at a mutual friend’s place for a quick drink.
After breakfast, I head back home to quickly change into my gear for a training session at the field.
Coach worked us hard. After a ten-minute drill working on our touch, awareness, communication, and passing, my heart rate picked up ready for the next phase of the session.
Our defenders were on point, keeping the right distance between one another, showing the attackers one way to make the pass predictable.
Every muscle in my body was pushed to its limits. There were sweat beads dripping from my forehead as we played a small-sided game. We switched plays to develop our decision-making skills and awareness. Coach is quick to commend us on our counter speed but warns us to rein in our cocky attitudes because our next game is going to be tough.
Back home, freshly showered and changed into a pair of jeans and a white tee, I stare at my phone beside me. My fingers twitching. I’m anxious to type her name into social media to see what I can find. Finally, I succumb, and the search pulls up several names, none of which are her. Switching tactics, I scroll through Chance and Aubrey’s with the same result.
Fuck. I throw my phone on the cushion, frustrated.
Chance had informed me they were staying at the Four Seasons.
With my keys, phone, and wallet in hand, I quickly grab my baseball cap and sunnies and leave my apartment. It’s only a short walk, and with my hurried pace darting in and out of the crowds, I make it there ten minutes later.
I have no game plan, simply running on pure adrenalin. Inside the hotel, I make my way to the mezzanine level, ordering a drink and sitting at a table with a full view of the lobby. Two hours go by and nothing. Gabriella could be anywhere. The time on my phone displays seven o’clock.
Letting out an irritated groan, the mane of curls catches my eye first. She’s in the lobby wearing a crimson dress. I’ve never seen this color on her. It’s an unusual choice kick-starting my heart and reminding me of her understated beauty.
She looks nothing like last night. On closer inspection, she’s made a hell of a lot of effort with the way she dressed including her makeup and hair. The kind of effort you make for a date.
I shut my eyes for a brief moment, trying to control my ragged breathing by the jealousy consuming me.
They open wide again. This time, I pay closer attention to her mannerisms. She appears nervous. Repeatedly, she adjusts the hem of her dress pulling it down to her knees. Pulling out her phone, she checks it, only to place it back in her purse and do the same a minute later.
Her eyes search her surroundings until a man stops in front of her. I lift my cap to get a better view of the situation unfolding in front of me. The man’s a lot older, perhaps in his forties, the salt and pepper hair a dead giveaway. He’s dressed in an ivory sweater and dress pants, nothing spectacular. They appear to be talking—him rather friendly, and her smile has turned relaxed.
He motions for the door, and with a nod, they begin walking toward the exit. I scramble for the stairs, desperate to catch up with them, but an elderly woman slows me down until I’m outside and they are nowhere to be seen.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
She’s dating an older man. My mind can’t comprehend the image.
Her, him—a fucking date.
I have ten minutes until I promised to meet Chance and Aubrey in this very lobby. I’m ashamed I even came here, angry at myself for allowing my emotions to control me once again.
But most of all, the jealousy is eating away at me like a parasite.
Gabriella Carmichael is a force to be reckoned with.
And once again, I’m standing in the middle of her path of destruction.
Gabriella
Jet lag is the bane of my existence.
It sucked me in like a colossal leech of energy. If I stop moving for a second, I will fall asleep in the middle of the day. Instead, I’ve jumped on a tour bus and taken in the beautiful sights of Sydney and visited Bondi Beach, all in an effort to fall asleep at a decent hour in sync with this time zone.
Wrong.
I power napped. Ten minutes to be exact, but the timing was poor. Power napping at seven in the evening means I am wide awake at ten with nowhere to go.
We’re staying at the Four Seasons—one of the best five-star luxury hotels in Sydney according to Chance. It’s situated among the city’s vibrant shopping and business districts and also next to the popular historic Rocks District and harbourside Circular Quay.
The hotel is luxurious, and a stark reminder of the lifestyle I was raised in though no longer experience. Although the hotel is well over my budget, Chance knew someone who knew someone else and managed to get us an excellent and affordable rate.