He wraps his hand around mine, “I know.” He looks down, biting his lip. “Nothing like that will ever happen to you again, I promise.” I throw caution to the wind, ignoring every ounce of my mind telling me to run as I look up at him with batted lashes.
∞∞∞
He takes my hand in his and leads me up a stairwell. My confusion fades when he opens the door and reveals a rooftop patio. My breath catches as I take in the sight of stars overhead twinkling in the night sky, a rare sight in a city. The twinkling lights are a well needed distraction from the events of the evening.
Greenery lines the balcony while subtle warm light cascades down from the circular bulbs, creating a very romantic ambiance. My eyes trail to a small outdoor bed where plush white sheets lay on top. I gulp in nervousness, imagining how perfect it would be to lose myself in him in such a romantic setting.
He picks me up without a word and I wrap my legs tightly around him. His grip is firm on my ass as he heads for the outdoor bed. He lays me down and hovers over me. His massive frame hides the starry sky, but I don’t complain. He’s a much more glorious sight.
I run my hands through his thick hair, ignoring everything that happened, as our bodies and lips collide. My insecurities creep in no matter how hard I try to push them away. I was just cheated on, and I’m paranoid. Even though Aiden makes me feel beautiful I fear I’m not exactly his type.
“Look.” Aiden looks down, the night casts shadows on his sharp jawline sending a frenzy of chills through my aching body. “I don’t want to sound stupid, but you can have any girl you want. I’m not special, or established, or anything. I don’t want you to sleep with me and take my virgin…you know…and never talk to me again.”
He plants a kiss on my forehead. “Em, I told you that you’re mine. I don’t give a fuck about anyone else. I never have. You’ve seen the way I am with you. I’ve never let a girl stay the night where I live. I wanted you the moment I saw you. I wanted you to be mine, no one else. End of story. This is the first time I’ve ever felt this way for someone. So, when I take your innocence, that’s it for you…and for me. You’ll simply be mine.”
My body melts at his words. I can sense his sincerity and honesty. I’ve seen the way he treats others, with disinterest. But he’s different with me. He wants me to be his, and I want that too.
“There is one thing though. This is a one-time thing.” He circles his finger. “This sweet, romantic side of me in bed. When I take you for the first time…when I take your innocence,” His breath grows ragged, and I feel him harden against me. “It won’t always be this way. I’m going to fuck you rough once you get used to me.”
I nod, my breathing growing fast. I don’t care what way he wants me. He can have all of me.
He grinds against my core, his hard length pushing against my slit through my panties, making me ache for him. His hands are wild against my body as they squeeze and caress me.
His lips collide to mine, our tongues in a warm dance as his hand holds my face possessively. He pulls off my dress in one quick and impatient movement, his eyes wild and hungry, before stripping his own clothes off.
My eyes trail down his bare, tattooed chest to his groin. The size of him still surprises me. I don’t know how he’s going to fit. I wrap my hands around his hot length, barely covering it, and give it a tentative stroke.
“Your hands look good on me.” A deep growl resonates in his chest, he watches my movements with hooded eyes. “This may hurt.”
∞∞∞
The incessant buzzing of my phone ruins the moment as Aiden peppers kisses along my jawline. I move my hand around blindly, trying to hit ignore but I just can’t hit the right buttons.
Frustrated, Aiden leans over and grabs my phone. His body grows stiff and he turns the phone to me. Ian. “Why the fuck is he texting you?”
I shrug. “It doesn’t matter. I’ll block him later. Can we continue?” I plead.
He looks as though he wants to jump through the phone and kill Ian.
“Are you mad at me?”
“Of course not, it’s just…you’re mine.” He states, tossing my phone on a nearby chair and looms over me. “I don’t want your ex texting you. He’s fucking nothing.” His jaw clenches while his eyes look almost animalistic. “I’m going to prove to you why he doesn’t matter. Why no man matters, but me.”
I’m angry at Ian for making him upset, but the territorial way Aiden looks at me is making me feel things…really good things I’ve never felt before.
I hide a smile. “I know no one matters but you.”
He kisses and sucks on my neck more aggressively than before. I’m a little startled by my voice, smooth and full of want.
“I don’t know why no one’s ever fucked you, but I’m glad they didn’t. I get all of this to myself. Do you know how happy that makes me? How fucking turned on I am by your innocence?”
I involuntarily let out a moan as his mouth trails my neckline.
“Just say the words, and I’ll fuck you, Em.”
I nod eagerly, staring at him with hopeful eyes.
“Say it. I need to hear how much you need me inside of you.” His usual emerald eyes are a deep jade from lust.
“I want you, Aiden,” I whisper through ragged breaths. I want him so badly. Can’t he tell how much I need him?
He trails kisses down my body, starting with my lips, then my neck, and stomach. His movements are wild and uncalculated as he moves down until he reaches my panties. He smirks devilishly as he pulls them down carefully. Gripping my trembling thighs in his warm hands, he peels them open slowly. I feel exposed, but the way he admires my body makes me feel confident.
He slides a long finger up my slit and caresses my clit. I shake beneath his touch. He lifts his finger to his mouth and licks it clean. “Fucking delicious.” He murmurs, bringing his face down.
I close my legs, surprised.
“Too fast?” He looks concerned.
“I’ve never done this before.”
“Really?” He sounds excited, intrigued.
I nod.
“Open for me, baby. It will feel good,” He coaxes.
I push past my nerves and spread my legs for him. I tremble as he expertly circles my clit with his tongue. The feeling is exquisite, so warm and euphoric. I moan as his tongue plunges deeper, exploring me. I writhe beneath his touch, collapsing further into the soft bedding. Blissful minutes pass by as I’m in euphoria, his thick hair clenched between my fingers.
He brings his free hand slowly up my stomach, I gasp when he twirls my nipple between his warm fingers. Another new sensation spreads through me as I admire his back muscles while both of his hands work magic on my body.
“Come for me,” Aiden commands, replacing his mouth with his warm fingers. His long fingers strum my clit perfectly, sending waves of pleasure through my body. He watches with a smirk, as I come undone with a moan of his name.
Still trembling, I cover myself up with my hands, embarrassed by how intimately he’s seen me.
Aiden lets go of my thighs and pins my arms above my head. “Don’t cover your body. You’re fucking perfect.” He kisses me deeply before nibbling my ear. “Are you ready for me, beautiful?”