“I’ll try to talk to him then,” Skye said, rather nervous at the thought of having another deep conversation with Matthew. “I really didn’t mean to hurt his feelings or anything. I’m not sure why I even... It just kind of came out.” With a sigh, she added, “The truth is he made me feel like a kid, and I just lost it.”
Madeline reached over and squeezed her arm briefly before she turned back to the rack of clothes. “I’m sure he deserved it. He’s always been too uptight and kind of smug. Like he wants to be different than he actually is. I don’t know why.”
Skye was trying to focus on dresses too, but they were all blending in together as she mentally saw Matthew’s handsome, serious face. “It’s like he doesn’t want anyone to see him as less than perfect.” The words came to her without conscious reflection. They just felt right. “He doesn’t want anyone to see him as young and vulnerable. So it makes him put on this front.”
When silence greeted her comment, she turned to look at her friends. Ria and Madeline were both staring at her in astonishment.
“What?” she asked, shifting from foot to foot.
“That’s exactly right about Matthew,” Madeline said. “How did you know that?”
Skye’s cheeks warmed again like she’d given too much away. “I don’t know. Just a guess really. I could be wrong.”
“You’re not wrong. He is like that. He’s always been a perfectionist, and I guess he’s trying to shape his life to fit some ideal he has in mind.” Madeline shook her head. “He’s a really good guy, and I love him more than anything. But I don’t think he’s happy.”
Skye didn’t either, although she didn’t say so. “He is a good guy, and he’s got a good life. A lot of people love him.”
Ria reached over to put an arm around Madeline. “Jacob tried to run away in a different way, and he came home at last. Matthew will too.”
Madeline’s face relaxed. “Yeah. I know. And it’s not like he has to move back to Azalea or anything. He’s not that far away. I just want him to be more himself. To... be happy.”
“He will be,” Skye said. “Just give him some time.”
Madeline’s eyes flashed with a glint of mischief. “The truth is I’ve always secretly hoped that he’d finally open his eyes and see that you’ve been—”
“No!” Skye exclaimed, her heart jumping in her chest. “Don’t even start that. I’m not a little girl with a crush anymore, and Matthew isn’t going to fall for me. I’ve finally come to terms with that, so don’t you dare get me thinking in the wrong direction again.”
“Okay. All right. I won’t tease you about it. You’ve been doing great lately.”
“I think so too. I’ve really moved on, and I think I could even be excited about Jon. So I want to find the perfect dress for when he takes me to the reunion next week.”
Skye had met Jon through a dating app, and they’d gone out three times this month. He was cute and smart and interesting, and he seemed to really like her. She didn’t have flutters or anything about him, but there was potential, and she wasn’t going to get distracted from it by her long-lost crush on Matthew Jenkins.
She was putting that behind her. She was going to be a grown-up for real.
Matthew had had more than a decade to fall for her, and he never had. He wasn’t going to do it now, and she wasn’t going to let herself make the mistake of dreaming he would.
She was better now, and she was going to find a man who wanted her for real.
YOU CAN FIND OUT MORE about The Reunion here.
About Noelle Adams
NOELLE HANDWROTE HER first romance novel in a spiral-bound notebook when she was twelve, and she hasn’t stopped writing since. She has lived in eight different states and currently resides in Virginia, where she writes full time, reads any book she can get her hands on, and offers tribute to a very spoiled cocker spaniel.
She loves travel, art, history, and ice cream. After spending far too many years of her life in graduate school, she has decided to reorient her priorities and focus on writing contemporary romances. For more information, please check out her website: noelle-adams.com.