“Ryder.” I ran a thumb over his bottom lip.
He reached between us and hooked his finger in the crotch of my panties. Pulling it to the side, he took a deep breath.
“Wait.” I looked down between us, but I couldn’t see anything. The fabric of his shirt was in the way. “I want to wat—” He sank into me in smooth hilt. I cried out, my thighs shaking around him.
“Fuck.” His lips found the side of my throat, his hips powering forward and back in smooth unforgiving thrusts.
I was experienced but nothing compared to this moment with him. The pleasure was almost too much. It forced tears to my eyes at how good Ryder felt inside of me. “Ple…Go…” My words came out broken, a jumbled mess much like my heart.
Ryder inched his hand up my hip. His body shook, his back muscles twitching over his bones.
“Faster,” I heard myself say.
He grunted, his teeth sinking into the soft spot beneath my ear. His hips picked up speed, powering into me with so much strength, my back bowed off the bed of the truck.
Ryder leaned his forehead against mine, linking our fingers.
Staring up at him, I licked my lips.
He smirked, took the hint and lowered his mouth to mine.
Ryder
She was perfect. Almost too perfect.
Her body was hot, wet, and all mine for the night.
I never had any intentions of fucking her tonight but when she looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes of hers and ran her thumb along my mouth, I couldn’t resist. I had to feel her lips against mine. If she had turned me away, just knowing what she felt like against me, would have been enough.
Even though I was shipping out on Monday, I made it a personal mission to keep in contact with her. Other people did it. So we could as well. Couldn’t we?
“Ryder.” Clara’s moan pulled me from my thoughts. “Please.”
I lifted off of her and leaned back. Glancing down at our joined bodies, I ran my thumb along her swollen clit.
She jumped, her breath catching.
Before I could stop myself, I pulled from her body and flipped her onto her stomach. Landing a hard swat against the seat of her ass, I shivered at the way she arched into my swing.
Towering back over her, I covered her hands and slowly slid back into her body.
She whimpered, her pussy sucking me in even deeper.
“You’re mine tonight, aren’t you?” I whispered, licking along the shell of her ear.
“Yes,” she panted.
“You like my fat cock deep inside your cunt, baby?” I kissed the corner of her mouth. “Tell me,” I demanded when she didn’t answer.
“Yes.” She trembled beneath me. “Yes, I love it.”
I chuckled. “You’re giving me some going away present. I’ll be thinking of this the whole time I’m away.”
“If you jerk off to thoughts of this moment, I want a video.”
A laugh boomed through me. “It’s a fucking deal.”
Wrapping myself around her, I slammed my pelvis against the seat of her ass. As much as I wanted to turn her back over and kiss her, I needed this moment. This sense of control that she was giving me. Because I knew that once I ended up in that shithole and was doing my job, I would have no control at all. The only thing I had to strive for was supporting my country and making it a better place for this generation and the next and so on. My ancestors did it. My father did it. It was my turn and there was no going back now.
“Ryder?”
I jumped, finding Clara looking up at me over her shoulder.
“You good?” she asked, her brows furrowing in the middle.
Covering her, I nipped the base of her neck, not needing her to see that I was terrified to leave. “I am now,” I said, because there was no way I would tell her different.
Clara
I realized rather quickly that there was a different side to Ryder. He was sweet and kind, nothing but gentle but get him in bed and it was a whole different story. It had been a few hours since he used my body good and hard like we both had wanted. Now he was softly snoring beside me with his arm wrapped around my middle.
He hugged me tighter against him, pushing his face into the crook of my neck and let out a soft sigh.
A light laugh escaped me.
“Something funny?” he asked, his voice gruff.
“No. Just happy.”
He threw a leg over mine and nipped the spot beneath my ear. “Good.”
We laid like that for as long as we could. But I knew that he had things to do before leaving on Monday. I wished I could have asked him to spend the day with me, but it wouldn’t have been fair of me to do that. Knowing he had to spend time with his family, I kept my mouth shut. His mom and sisters were probably freaking out already. I imagined his dad being broody and grumpier than usual. I had only met Angel a handful of times and even though he was a little moody, you could see the pride he had for his son.
“I hope you have fun with your family tonight,” I told Ryder when he put the truck into park in the parking lot of my apartment building.
“Thank you.” He turned toward me and grabbed my hand. “Thank you for last night.”
“And this morning?” I winked.
He chuckled, kissing my knuckles.
After we had packed up and Ryder put the cover back on the bed of the truck, he had shoved me against the side of it. I could still feel his face between my legs and the burn of his scruff on my inner thighs.
“I couldn’t help myself.” He shrugged.
“I wasn’t complaining.”
His eyes twinkled. “Good.” He hesitated. “Did you want me to walk you up?”
“You know you won’t be leaving soon if you do that, right?”
Ryder released my hand and left the truck. When he came around to my side, he opened the passenger door. “Tell me no.”
I laughed, jumping out of the vehicle. “Come. I have coffee and I can cook you breakfast, and I can even introduce you to every corner of my bed. Not exactly in that order.” I backed up, waggling my eyebrows.
A wicked grin spread on his face, when he charged for me.
I squealed, running to the apartment building.
By the time we were on my floor, I was panting, and he looked like he hadn’t just run up three flights of stairs. I clearly needed to work out more.
“Hurry up, baby. I’m not a patient man.”
I ran down the hall to my apartment. As soon as I had the door unlocked, a hard body pressed up against me. I half expected Ryder to take it fast but instead, he spent the next hour or two savoring every inch of me.
While I was standing in front of the stove, cooking him eggs, a sense of peace washed over me. I was wearing his dress shirt and he was in his dress pants only. I realized rather quickly that I could fall for him. With his sexy smirk, his sweet advances and dirty words, I was already waiting for him to come home from his deployment.
“I’ll miss you.” He stepped up behind me, placing a soft peck on my neck. “I do need to leave after breakfast though.”
My chest tightened. “I know.”
“You have my number. Text me. Call me. Send me videos. What the fuck ever.” He turned me around, cupping my face. “I want more of this. I want to continue this. If you do as well that is.”