“I’ll be back,” I said.
As I headed toward the film crew, I watched as Mac quietly slipped out of the room. He thought that no one had noticed, but I had.
After filming a handful of various video clips and taking pictures that wouldn’t be shown or aired until after my last college game, I pulled Danika into one of the bedrooms so that I could talk to her privately. The room, even though it was filled with family, was still celebrating. The film crew was packing up to leave, and my phone was blowing up with text messages and internet notifications.
“So,” Danika said with a smile as she pulled at the collar of my T-shirt, so she could reach my mouth, “I’m dating a New York Met?”
“Not yet,” I said because I still couldn’t say yes to them officially. “But soon. How’s it feel?”
“Feels like it did yesterday. And the day before that.” She pressed a kiss against my lips after each sentence. “Like I’m dating a hotshot,” she said, and I bit out a laugh as I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her tighter.
“Do you know where their farm teams are located?” I teased because I knew she had zero idea.
Her expression grew serious. “Where? They’re not actually in New York, are they?”
I looked at her, watching her grow distressed with each second that ticked by. “They’re in some city in Florida; Binghamton, New York; and Syracuse, New York.”
She slapped my shoulder. “Shut up, babe. Seriously?”
“Seriously. So, what do you say? Will you come with me?” I asked because I had to. Even though we’d already decided to move together, I still wanted to ask.
“I’d go anywhere with you,” she answered before giving me another kiss.
And she would.
Epilogue
Mac Davies
It was stupid, and I was being an idiot. Here I was, back in my and Chance’s shared hotel room, feeling sorry for myself. I was happy for him. I’d always be happy for him because he’d deserved to get drafted, but I wanted it too. That was why I’d left when he sat down with the reporters. I was afraid that he’d be able to see my jealousy. And I hadn’t wanted to ruin that moment for him.
When the days came and went and my name was never called in the draft, I couldn’t help but feel that pang of disappointment in my guts. I wondered if that was how Cole had felt when he didn’t get drafted his junior year. I thought about calling him and asking. I needed someone to talk to, but I didn’t want to sound like a pussy.
I had one more year left. One more year to show the scouts that I was worth drafting. That I was good enough to play professional baseball for them. But honestly, I wasn’t sure that I was. I was good enough to play for one of the best college baseball teams in the country, but that didn’t mean that I had what the scouts were looking for to go beyond that. So far, not a single one had approached me. There were no agents banging down my door, hoping to represent me when the time came. No emails, no phone calls, no messages through Coach Jackson. No nothing.
And as much as I hated to admit it, there was a pretty damn good possibility that I’d be going back home to Arizona after my senior year and taking a job with my dad’s company. It had always been the backup plan. One I hoped I’d never need. One my dad had assumed I always would. The thought alone made me want to get on a plane and disappear. Having my failure thrown in my face daily wasn’t something I was looking forward to. I really fucking wanted to prove my dad wrong. But so far, all I was doing was proving him right.
Fullton State had ended up making it to the College World Series. We didn’t win though. A bad call by the umpire at home lost the game for us. Chance had clearly tagged the guy out at home plate, but the umpire had called him safe. The thing about bad calls was, they couldn’t be taken back. So, even though we reviewed the tape a hundred times after the game was over and saw that the runner really was out, it was too late. It’d changed nothing. In our minds, we knew we’d won, but on paper, we’d lost. And to everyone else, we weren’t the champions.
Chance and Danika had left for Florida soon after we got back from Omaha. The Mets had sent him to Class A-Advanced instead of regular Single-A. I knew he wouldn’t be there long either, so I hoped Danika liked packing up and moving. They seemed really happy though.
And that was when I realized that playing professional baseball wasn’t the only thing I wanted for my life.
I wanted the one other thing that had kept eluding me—a real girlfriend. I knew I came off as the team’s biggest player, but it was all a front. A defense mechanism. As long as I called all the shots, I couldn’t get hurt like I had freshman year. All that needed to change. And I had no idea how to do it. Especially when all the girls only wanted to hook up with me because I was a baseball player.
What happened if I no longer was one?
THE END
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