not to neglect it on any account. I often tell young ladies that no excellence in music is to be
acquired without constant practice. I have told Miss Bennet several times, that she will never
play really well unless she practises more; and though Mrs. Collins has no instrument, she is
very welcome, as I have often told her, to come to Rosings every day, and play on the pianoforte
in Mrs. Jenkinson's room. She would be in nobody's way, you know, in that part of the house."
Mr. Darcy looked a little ashamed of his aunt's ill-breeding, and made no answer.
When coffee was over, Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Elizabeth of having promised to play to
him; and she sat down directly to the instrument. He drew a chair near her. Lady Catherine
listened to half a song, and then talked, as before, to her other nephew; till the latter walked away
from her, and making with his usual deliberation towards the pianoforte stationed himself so as
to command a full view of the fair performer's countenance. Elizabeth saw what he was doing,
and at the first convenient pause, turned to him with an arch smile, and said:
"You mean to frighten me, Mr. Darcy, by coming in all this state to hear me? I will not be
alarmed though your sister DOES play so well. There is a stubbornness about me that never can
bear to be frightened at the will of others. My courage always rises at every attempt to intimidate
me."
"I shall not say you are mistaken," he replied, "because you could not really believe me to
entertain any design of alarming you; and I have had the pleasure of your acquaintance long
enough to know that you find great enjoyment in occasionally professing opinions which in fact
are not your own."
Elizabeth laughed heartily at this picture of herself, and said to Colonel Fitzwilliam, "Your
cousin will give you a very pretty notion of me, and teach you not to believe a word I say. I am
particularly unlucky in meeting with a person so able to expose my real character, in a part of the
world where I had hoped to pass myself off with some degree of credit. Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it is
very ungenerous in you to mention all that you knew to my disadvantage in Hertfordshire—and,
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give me leave to say, very impolitic too—for it is provoking me to retaliate, and such things may
come out as will shock your relations to hear."
"I am not afraid of you," said he, smilingly.
"Pray let me hear what you have to accuse him of," cried Colonel Fitzwilliam. "I should like to
know how he behaves among strangers."
"You shall hear then—but prepare yourself for something very dreadful. The first time of my
ever seeing him in Hertfordshire, you must know, was at a ball—and at this ball, what do you
think he did? He danced only four dances, though gentlemen were scarce; and, to my certain
knowledge, more than one young lady was sitting down in want of a partner. Mr. Darcy, you
cannot deny the fact."
"I had not at that time the honour of knowing any lady in the assembly beyond my own party."
"True; and nobody can ever be introduced in a ball-room. Well, Colonel Fitzwilliam, what do I
play next? My fingers wait your orders."
"Perhaps," said Darcy, "I should have judged better, had I sought an introduction; but I am ill-
qualified to recommend myself to strangers."
Shall we ask your cousin the reason of this?" said Elizabeth, still addressing Colonel Fitzwilliam.
"Shall we ask him why a man of sense and education, and who has lived in the world, is ill
qualified to recommend himself to strangers?"
"I can answer your question," said Fitzwilliam, "without applying to him. It is because he will
not give himself the trouble."
"I certainly have not the talent which some people possess," said Darcy, "of conversing easily
with those I have never seen before. I cannot catch their tone of conversation, or appear
interested in their concerns, as I often see done."
"My fingers," said Elizabeth, "do not move over this instrument in the masterly manner which I
see so many women's do. They have not the same force or rapidity, and do not produce the same
expression. But then I have always supposed it to be my own fault—because I will not take the
trouble of practising. It is not that I do not believe MY fingers as capable as any other woman's
of superior execution."
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Darcy smiled and said, "You are perfectly right. You have employed your time much better. No
one admitted to the privilege of hearing you can think anything wanting. We neither of us
perform to strangers."
Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to know what they were talking
of. Elizabeth immediately began playing again. Lady Catherine approached, and, after listening
for a few minutes, said to Darcy:
"Miss Bennet would not play at all amiss if she practised more, and could have the advantage of
a London master. She has a very good notion of fingering, though her taste is not equal to
Anne's. Anne would have been a delightful performer, had her health allowed her to learn."
Elizabeth looked at Darcy to see how cordially he assented to his cousin's praise; but neither at
that moment nor at any other could she discern any symptom of love; and from the whole of his
behaviour to Miss de Bourgh she derived this comfort for Miss Bingley, that he might have been
just as likely to marry HER, had she been his relation.
Lady Catherine continued her remarks on Elizabeth's performance, mixing with them many
instructions on execution and taste. Elizabeth received them with all the forbearance of civility,
and, at the request of the gentlemen, remained at the instrument till her ladyship's carriage was
ready to take them all home.
Chapter 32
Elizabeth was sitting by herself the next morning, and writing to Jane while Mrs. Collins and
Maria were gone on business into the village, when she was startled by a ring at the door, the
certain signal of a visitor. As she had heard no carriage, she thought it not unlikely to be Lady
Catherine, and under that apprehension was putting away her half-finished letter that she might
escape all impertinent questions, when the door opened, and, to her very great surprise, Mr.
Darcy, and Mr. Darcy only, entered the room.
He seemed astonished too on finding her alone, and apologised for his intrusion by letting her
know that he had understood all the ladies were to be within.
They then sat down, and when her inquiries after Rosings were made, seemed in danger of
sinking into total silence. It was absolutely necessary, therefore, to think of something, and in
this emergence recollecting WHEN she had seen him last in Hertfordshire, and feeling curious to
know what he would say on the subject of their hasty departure, she observed:
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"How very suddenly you all quitted Netherfield last November, Mr. Darcy! It must have been a