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Pride and Prejudice(59)
Author: Il'ia Frank

stay in Meryton, and all the young ladies in the neighbourhood were drooping apace. The

dejection was almost universal. The elder Miss Bennets alone were still able to eat, drink, and

sleep, and pursue the usual course of their employments. Very frequently were they reproached

for this insensibility by Kitty and Lydia, whose own misery was extreme, and who could not

comprehend such hard-heartedness in any of the family.

"Good Heaven! what is to become of us? What are we to do?" would they often exclaiming the

bitterness of woe. "How can you be smiling so, Lizzy?"

Their affectionate mother shared all their grief; she remembered what she had herself endured on

a similar occasion, five-and-twenty years ago.

"I am sure," said she, "I cried for two days together when Colonel Miller's regiment went away. I

thought I should have broken my heart."

"I am sure I shall break MINE," said Lydia.

"If one could but go to Brighton!" observed Mrs. Bennet.

"Oh, yes!—if one could but go to Brighton! But papa is so disagreeable."

"A little sea-bathing would set me up forever."

"And my aunt Phillips is sure it would do ME a great deal of good," added Kitty.

Such were the kind of lamentations resounding perpetually through Longbourn House. Elizabeth

tried to be diverted by them; but all sense of pleasure was lost in shame. She felt anew the justice

of Mr. Darcy's objections; and never had she been so much disposed to pardon his interference in

the views of his friend.

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But the gloom of Lydia's prospect was shortly cleared away; for she received an invitation from

Mrs. Forster, the wife of the colonel of the regiment, to accompany her to Brighton. This

invaluable friend was a very young woman, and very lately married. A resemblance in good

humour and good spirits had recommended her and Lydia to each other, and out of their THREE

months' acquaintance they had been intimate TWO.

The rapture of Lydia on this occasion, her adoration of Mrs. Forster, the delight of Mrs. Bennet,

and the mortification of Kitty, are scarcely to be described. Wholly inattentive to her sister's

feelings, Lydia flew about the house in restless ecstasy, calling for everyone's congratulations,

and laughing and talking with more violence than ever; whilst the luckless Kitty continued in the

parlour repined at her fate in terms as unreasonable as her accent was peevish.

"I cannot see why Mrs. Forster should not ask ME as well as Lydia," said she, "Though I am

NOT her particular friend. I have just as much right to be asked as she has, and more too, for I

am two years older."

In vain did Elizabeth attempt to make her reasonable, and Jane to make her resigned. As for

Elizabeth herself, this invitation was so far from exciting in her the same feelings as in her

mother and Lydia, that she considered it as the death warrant of all possibility of common sense

for the latter; and detestable as such a step must make her were it known, she could not help

secretly advising her father not to let her go. She represented to him all the improprieties of

Lydia's general behaviour, the little advantage she could derive from the friendship of such a

woman as Mrs. Forster, and the probability of her being yet more imprudent with such a

companion at Brighton, where the temptations must be greater than at home. He heard her

attentively, and then said:

"Lydia will never be easy until she has exposed herself in some public place or other, and we can

never expect her to do it with so little expense or inconvenience to her family as under the

present circumstances."

"If you were aware," said Elizabeth, "of the very great disadvantage to us all which must arise

from the public notice of Lydia's unguarded and imprudent manner—nay, which has already

arisen from it, I am sure you would judge differently in the affair."

"Already arisen?" repeated Mr. Bennet. "What, has she frightened away some of your lovers?

Poor little Lizzy! But do not be cast down. Such squeamish youths as cannot bear to be

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connected with a little absurdity are not worth a regret. Come, let me see the list of pitiful

fellows who have been kept aloof by Lydia's folly."

"Indeed you are mistaken. I have no such injuries to resent. It is not of particular, but of general

evils, which I am now complaining. Our importance, our respectability in the world must be

affected by the wild volatility, the assurance and disdain of all restraint which mark Lydia's

character. Excuse me, for I must speak plainly. If you, my dear father, will not take the trouble of

checking her exuberant spirits, and of teaching her that her present pursuits are not to be the

business of her life, she will soon be beyond the reach of amendment. Her character will be

fixed, and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt that ever made herself or her family

ridiculous; a flirt, too, in the worst and meanest degree of flirtation; without any attraction

beyond youth and a tolerable person; and, from the ignorance and emptiness of her mind, wholly

unable to ward off any portion of that universal contempt which her rage for admiration will

excite. In this danger Kitty also is comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads. Vain,

ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrolled! Oh! my dear father, can you suppose it possible that

they will not be censured and despised wherever they are known, and that their sisters will not be

often involved in the disgrace?"

Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject, and affectionately taking her hand said

in reply:

"Do not make yourself uneasy, my love. Wherever you and Jane are known you must be

respected and valued; and you will not appear to less advantage for having a couple of—or I may

say, three—very silly sisters. We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does not go to

Brighton. Let her go, then. Colonel Forster is a sensible man, and will keep her out of any real

mischief; and she is luckily too poor to be an object of prey to anybody. At Brighton she will be

of less importance even as a common flirt than she has been here. The officers will find women

better worth their notice. Let us hope, therefore, that her being there may teach her her own

insignificance. At any rate, she cannot grow many degrees worse, without authorising us to lock

her up for the rest of her life."

With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content; but her own opinion continued the same,

and she left him disappointed and sorry. It was not in her nature, however, to increase her

vexations by dwelling on them. She was confident of having performed her duty, and to fret over

unavoidable evils, or augment them by anxiety, was no part of her disposition.

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Had Lydia and her mother known the substance of her conference with her father, their

indignation would hardly have found expression in their united volubility. In Lydia's

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