When I take a stumbling step back, Dimitri grips the tops of my arms, forcing me to stay in my nightmare longer than necessary for him to get across his point. I said he wasn’t a monster, that he was just tired and angry. I realize my error now. He’s a cruel, vindictive man who’d rather cut out someone’s heart than have it handed to him willingly.
As I’m forced to scan an image too horrifying to share, I choke through the ragged breath I scarfed down to swallow the vomit racing up my throat. I can’t believe I gave myself to him, that I thought he was misunderstood. He killed my father, my flesh and blood, all because he tried to sell me just like he did.
“I hate you.” I’m sobbing now, full-on crying. Tears stream down my face as my body uncontrollably shakes. “Rocco said you wouldn’t kill him. He promised it would be my choice.”
“Is that why you helped, Roxanne, because you thought it would see your father’s life spared? Is that why you almost gave yourself to me?”
“Almost?” His words make me sick. “I didn’t almost give myself to you. I gave myself to you. There was no almost. I was yours! I would have always been yours!”
I push him off me, hating that I ever felt an ounce of anything for him. Remorse, lust, I’m disappointed by them all.
He’s a murderer.
A cheat.
He doesn’t deserve to get his daughter back.
When I say that to Dimitri, he gets up in my face in an instant. He pins me to a blood-splattered wall, towering over me like he’s seconds from crashing my windpipes with his bare hands. “I should kill you where you stand.”
“Then do it,” I snarl in his face, my fear non-existent. “Kill me like you’ve threatened time and time again. Drain the blood from my veins and parade my dead carcass like you are my father’s so your enemies will see you as a real man.” The way I spit out the last half of my sentence reveals I think he’s anything but a man. “But remember, no matter what you do, and no matter what you say, one thing will never change. I’m someone’s daughter. I’m someone’s Fien, so when Karma responds to what you’ve done, you better pray she doesn’t gnaw the wrong ass.”
Dimitri leans into me deeper, fully stilling me. His large, teaming-with-anger body isn’t solely responsible for my frozen state, though. It’s the words he screams into my face, “He cut my daughter out of my wife’s stomach! He held her like she was a fucking animal. He deserved to die!”
When he shoves a freshly printed piece of paper into my face, my stomach heaves. I feel like I’m drowning like my worst nightmare is coming true. The image of my father sitting lifeless in a pool of blood is horrific, but this is ten times worse.
Not only does Dimitri have undeniable proof my father was a part of the backyard operation to remove his daughter from his wife’s stomach, he has evidence I was there too.
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Acknowledgments
This book was a hard one for me to write. We were in the middle of a pandemic, I found out my mother has cancer, and the entire world went to shit. Yet, here we are, at another acknowledgement page. It wouldn’t have happened without the support of my readers and those who continuously prop me up every day. My husband is my number one supporter and my mother slots right in next to him. Even with the unknown keeping her thoughts occupied, she read Dimitri’s first draft like she has every one of my books. She helped fix my many stuff ups (I’m infamous for them) and discussed what she thinks will happen in the next book.