Definitely not gay.
Jesse kissed the tip of her nose and rolled them onto their sides so they faced each other. He brushed the hair from her face and tucked it behind her ear. He smiled back at her. “I’m not so good with words, babe.” His normally smooth voice sounded a bit raspy.
“That was pretty good, Jesse.” His hand was still holding her hair and she placed hers on top of his.
His smile grew wider. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” She giggled softly.
Chloe thought Jesse was even more beautiful when he smiled big like that. He didn’t smile big often enough. She looked up into his brilliant blue eyes. The eyes she could get lost in. They seemed to glitter in the light that filtered in through the window. She pulled the sheet up over them and snuggled into him.
He squeezed her. “God knows, I don’t deserve to have you, but I want it.” He kissed her brow and whispered. “I want you.”
Chloe smiled against his skin. “Again?”
“Always.”
“Jesse.” She raised herself up onto her elbow and tilted her head with a smirk. “It took you almost three years to kiss me and now suddenly you want forever?”
“No. I mean yes. Wait.” He sat up beside her and took her hand in his. He cleared his throat. “I’ve felt this way for a long time.” Jesse reached for a lock of her hair and twirled it around his finger. “Long before I ever kissed you or touched you.” He took a sharp breath. “I was an idiot to wait so long.”
Chloe shook her head in disbelief. “Why did you then?”
“I was afraid,” he admitted and looked down at his lap, rubbing the lock of her hair he held between his fingers.
She dipped her head and angled it toward him so he had no choice but to look at her. “Afraid? Of what?”
Jesse scooted back against the headboard and took Chloe with him. She straddled his lap, their faces just inches apart. His blue eyes seemed to be searching hers, but for what, she couldn’t say. He closed them for a brief moment and dropped his forehead to hers. Then he spoke.
“That one of us will end up getting hurt.” His nose rubbed along hers. “And I don’t want that to ever happen, Riosin.”
That was the last thing Chloe wanted to have happen either, but wasn’t that always a risk? Life happens. Sometimes things don’t work out the way you expect them to. The only relationship she’d ever really had ended in heartbreak—at least she thought so at the time. Maybe she was naive, but she wasn’t jaded enough to think people didn’t have the very best of intentions going in. So what was really going on in Jesse’s head?
“Then we won’t let it happen, okay?”
He pressed a kiss to her lips and smiled. “Okay.”
But he didn’t sound convinced.
It stretched on far too long. The quietude. It might have only been minutes, but it felt like forever and it made her nervous. How had they gone from ‘always’ to silence in a matter of moments?
Chloe still straddled Jesse’s lap, her head rested on his shoulder as he combed his fingers through her hair over and over again. Should she say something to break the silence?
His fingertips left her hair. They skimmed down her sides with a featherlight touch. It tickled. She giggled and wiggled on his lap, which only spurred Jesse on to do it some more.
Two can play this game, big guy.
Between fits of laughter, gasping for air, Chloe got her hands on him. Seemed Jesse was ticklish too, because he was laughing just as hard as she was. They rolled around on her bed, discovering each other’s tickle spots, until they were exhausted with tears of laughter wetting their faces.
Jesse took her hand in his and brought it to his mouth, brushing her knuckles with his lips. “It’s meant to be, babe. I feel it.” He sucked her fingers into his mouth. “I know it.” He placed her fingers, wet with his saliva, on her pussy. His hand rested on top of hers. “I’ve always known it.”
Oh god.
She thought this might be the sexiest moment of her life so far and shivered with anticipation. Her clit was already pulsing. Waiting. She parted her thighs and hooked one leg over his, rubbing her bare foot slowly down his muscled calf. He nudged her fingers between her folds with his. She lifted her hips and sucked in a breath through her teeth as she penetrated herself.
He growled.
Chloe turned her head toward the sound and her eyes locked on his. Big black pupils rimmed in silvery blue stared back at her. Then his lips crashed onto hers and he consumed her with his mouth while she held her finger still inside herself. He kissed along her jaw to a spot on her neck below her ear. He nipped the skin there and licked away the sting. She loved that and canted her hips, pushing her finger in deeper.
He nipped her skin again, harder this time, and rasped in her ear, “That’s it, baby girl. All the way in.” He flicked her clit. “Put in another one.”
Gladly.
She did and he drew a nipple hard into his mouth, then released it with a pop. Chloe moaned her appreciation. Then Jesse’s finger slid through the wet lips of her pussy to join the two she already had inside her. She cried out, “Jesse. Yes, fuck, yes.”
His large hand spanned across her tummy, pressing her into the mattress. He slowly pumped their fingers in and out. “You like that, little rose?”
She couldn’t speak anymore, but thrashed her head on the pillow.
“Mm, yeah, you do.”
Chloe wanted him to go faster. Harder. Harder. Harder. But he wasn’t in a hurry. He kept the pace torturously slow. She dug her heels into the mattress in a futile attempt to slam her cunt against their fingers, but the hand on her tummy held her in place.
He grazed her nipple with his teeth and she felt the bite of it in her clit. “I love this pretty little pussy. So wet.” He added a second finger and groaned. “So fucking tight and so fucking mine.”
Her thighs quivered. Her pussy felt so full yet it wasn’t enough. Chloe spread her legs wider to accommodate their joined fingers in her cunt as she pulled on her nipple.
“Jesus, fuck. You’re so perfect.” Jesse picked up the pace with their fingers and sucked on the other nipple.
You’re perfect, too.
She was combusting from the sensations he pulled from her body. Chloe was shaking and still she wanted more. She wanted everything Jesse could give her. He pulled their fingers out of her pussy with a loud squelch from the gush of hot fluid that rushed out of her and dripped down her ass and thighs. He sucked her fingers into his mouth, licked them clean, and slowly released them.
“Play with your nipples, baby. I want to watch you.”
Chloe trailed her nails over her sensitive tips and hissed. Her clit throbbed. Still waiting. Jesse had one hand wrapped around his thick cock, slowly fisting it, while the other cupped her mound.
“Fuck, yeah, baby,” he said as she pulled and pinched and twisted. “So perfect. Meant for us. Don’t stop.”
She was so wet he easily slipped three fingers in her pussy and curled them inside her. This man. He knew how to play her body.
Hail fucking Mary!
Her thighs were violently trembling. She pulled her nipples harder and arched her back, seeking more of his fingers.
His thumb pressed down on her clit as his fingers pressed up from inside her. “You’ll be so loved. Feel so good. You’ll see.”