They must hate that they’re stuck with me. That fate gifted them such a fragile and broken mate.
I wish I could be better for them. If I could change, I would.
“You going to let us claim you, baby girl?” I nod at Caleb’s question as my eyes focus on his gorgeous body. Both men are only wearing jeans. My mouth waters at the sight of their broad bare chests. I may not feel the electric pull I’m supposed to, but I’m still a hot-blooded woman. My eyes roam their bodies shamelessly as my own heats in desire.
“Are you going to accept our marks and both of us as your mates?”
I nod my head and let out an easy sigh. “Yes.” I watch as Dom shifts under my gaze and palms his growing erection through his jeans. I love that my gaze of lust is enough to make him want me. It brings a heated blush to my cheeks and a small smile to my lips.
“You know we have to take you to claim you? We have to fuck you and scar you with our bites.” Caleb’s words draw my attention to him.
I swallow as my thighs clench at the thought and nod my head. “Yes.” I never thought I’d be claimed. Why would I, when my wolf has never showed herself. Until last night, when they told me they were my mates, I hadn’t realized how badly I wanted it still.
“Come here, I want to taste you.” I scoot my body closer to Caleb, my hunter, and offer my mouth to him. His soft lips press against mine. His tongue licks along the seam and I instantly part for him. His strong hand grips my hip and pulls me closer to him. I feel Dom’s hand run along my shoulder and slowly grip my nape. As his fingers close around my neck, I break my kiss from Caleb and turn to Dom. Caleb nestles his head in the crook of my neck and gently sucks my sensitive skin.
I moan from Caleb’s sweet touch as Dom’s teeth nip my bottom lip. My blue eyes find his silver gaze and I nearly crumble from the look of utter devotion. I lean into his lips and his tongue dives into my warm mouth, exploring and tasting with his savage hunger. I hear Caleb unzip his pants as his teeth bite down on my tender earlobe. I moan into Dom’s mouth as Caleb climbs behind me on the bed before pulling me away from Dom and into his naked lap, his hard erection digging into the curve of my backside.
My breath comes in short pants as I crane my head to look into Caleb’s hard silver eyes. As I do, his hands travel to my breasts, roughly kneading them before pinching my nipples. His gaze holds mine the entire time and I gasp as the pain shoots a heated pulse to my core, dampening my entrance with arousal.
“You like that, baby girl?”
I whimper as his deft fingers pinch my nipples again and let my head fall back onto his shoulder in desire. I barely whisper to the ceiling, “Yes.” Dom kisses the front of my exposed throat as his naked body settles in front of me on the bed. My eyes travel from his massive erection up his bulky muscles, to his heated gaze. I swallow as my body starts to shake, overwhelmed with a mix of fear and lust. I fail to steady my hands as Dom reaches for them. Fuck. Adrenaline spikes through my blood as my breathing hitches. I wish I could stop this. I wish I could stop my body from fearing him. It’s all too obvious he’s not the man who haunted my dreams. But the scars are just too deep. Even the smallest hints of the past cripple me. I let him take both of my hands in his and try to steady my breathing. He kisses the knuckles on each hand while rubbing soothing circles against my pulse.
I close my eyes as stray tears travel gently down my cheeks. I’m ashamed at my response to my mates. Caleb licks away the tears. He kisses my hair and whispers, “You’re all right. You’re here with us. We’ll take care of you.” I choke out a sob as my forehead lands on Dom’s chest. Caleb’s strong arms circle tightly around my waist as Dom’s wrap around my shoulders. They both whisper calming, loving words, but I can barely hear them. My blood rushes in my ears and the sound drowns out everything else. Caleb and Dom lay me down on my side, keeping their hot, hard bodies pressed against mine.
“Please love me,” I gasp.
“We do, little one.”
I shake my head against his chest and rock my pussy against his thigh. “No. Like this. Please. Please take the pain away,” I beg helplessly into his chest.
“No.” He denies me, saying, “Not like this.” My tears fall recklessly onto Dom’s chest.
“Please. I need you two.” A warmth flows through my body as Caleb nibbles my neck and Dom’s hand cups my bare pussy. “Yes.”
“We’ll take care of you,” Dom whispers at my lips before taking them with his own. Caleb’s fingers travel along the curve of my hips as I rub my sensitive, hardened nipples into Dom’s chest and push my ass into Caleb’s hips.
I moan into Dom’s mouth, “Please.” I need this from them. I’ve never dealt with the past. I’ve never wanted to. I don’t have a choice now, but I just can’t take the overwhelming sadness crushing my chest. I need their touch. I need to feel something other than fear. Their desire can be that something. I want to feel all-consuming pleasure. Caleb nestles his dick deeper against my ass and gently rocks into me. I moan louder, feeling it vibrate in my chest as Dom rubs the head of his cock on my clit before burrowing it against my folds, grinding into me at a steady pace.
The feel of both of them taking pleasure from my body, both dangerously close to taking my virginity, makes me dizzy with desire.
“Please,” I beg as my head spins with a hot, burning need for release. My arousal eases their movements as they rock faster. Even without either of them in me, I feel unbelievably full as Dom’s dick assaults my clit and Caleb’s rubs against my forbidden ring. They thrust faster, as if they’re fucking me, yet I’m achingly empty. Feeling their need to reach their own climax steals my breath. I breathe in hot, heavy air as a cold sweat breaks out along my skin. Dom grips my hip harder and Caleb pulls my thigh tighter to him as they thrust in unison. Caleb kisses my neck while Dom does the same to my breasts, sucking my nipples before pulling them between his teeth.
Their hands roam over my body, gripping and caressing and pulling at me with a desperate need. It’s all-consuming, as if they’re everywhere at once. I arch my back and wrap my arms around Dom’s neck, screaming my pleasure into my bite, while Caleb nearly slips inside of me, and I come violently in their arms. My body trembles with waves of heat burning through me as they both find their release, the three of us peaking in unison. I breathe heavily as the tremors subside.
“I love you, Lizzie.”
“I love you too, Liz.” They declare their love for me into the hot air between us before leaving kisses in my damp hair and on my forehead.
I hear their words of devotion and I desperately want to feel the same way, but in this moment, I can’t say the words back, because I refuse to lie to my mates. A piece of my heart is gone and I just can’t let them in to something that’s so broken.
“One day you’ll say it back to us, but before that day comes, I want you to cry for me, Liz. I want you to pour yourself out to me completely.”
“And I want you to shift for me. I don’t want any part of you hidden from me.”
I nod into Dom’s chest while squeezing Caleb’s strong hand, silently praying for that day to come.
There is so much more to come in this world.