When they’re drenched, I pull them free from her tight pussy and raise her with one hand while I press it against her ass with the other. “Ready, Angel?”
She nods, closing her eyes in bliss as I slowly start to push them in, making her feel every bump as they get gradually bigger and bigger, until her ass is full and the ring sits proudly between her cheeks. I lean back and bite my lip as I stare. “Fuck, you should see this, it’s goddamn pretty. I think I’ll buy you a plug next.”
Leaning down, I lick her nipples before sucking them into my mouth, meeting her gaze as I pinch them. “I bought some clamps for these too. I plan on chaining them to your clit, but later,” I inform her.
Her head drops back as she wiggles, trying to entice me into fucking her. Chuckling, I lick down her belly to her exposed pussy and press my fingers there, sliding along her wetness. “Ready to be fucked again?”
“Yes, get inside me,” she demands, wiggling her ass. She gasps as the balls move and rub inside her.
“Do they feel good?”
“So good, but they would feel better with your cock inside me too,” she teases.
Laughing, I move above her and prop a hand next to her head as I grip my hard cock and press it to her entrance. When I lean down and rest my forehead against hers, I slam inside her, making her scream into my face. She releases her legs slightly, and I narrow my eyes, so she gulps and re-grabs them.
Leaning back, I watch as I plunge in and out of her tight hole. My huge cock is covered in her cream, and she lifts to meet each thrust as I take her roughly, knowing she can take it, knowing she likes it. Our breathing is loud, and the slap of our wet bodies coming together is even louder.
I fuck her quickly, wanting her to come again. When I reach up and pluck her nipples, I feel her building back up. Her breath catches and her legs tremble, and I know she’s close, so I reach down and hook my finger through the beads, and when she starts to come, I pull them from her ass. She screams in ecstasy, her eyes closing and head thrown back, her pussy clamping so tight, I can’t even move.
Her legs fall open, and her hands drop to the bed as she almost seems to pass out. Chuckling, I pull out and push back in, fucking her through it, and when she blinks open her eyes to see me still fucking her, she whimpers.
“Oh God, that felt so good,” she admits, wrapping her legs around my waist. “Next time, put a dildo in there.”
“Yes, Angel,” I agree with a groan, imagining doing just that.
I fuck her for my own pleasure now, slamming in and out of her, bouncing her on my cock until I’m about to come, and then I pull free and spray my release across her tits as she whimpers. Fuck, that’s a beautiful sight.
I fall to the side, and we both lie there panting with grins on our faces. I reach for her hand and twine our fingers together, unable to be without her touch for a second. “You get a few hours of rest, Angel. I plan on waking you with my head between your thighs, and then again with my cock in your mouth.”
“I can’t wait.” She grins and turns her head to meet my eyes. “I’m so glad I texted you.”
“So am I, Angel, but I was waiting. I would have waited for as long as it took for you to find your way back to me,” I murmur.
“You knew I would”? she queries.
“Yes, I never doubted it. This love is meant to be, you just needed to see that for yourself, but you will never be alone again. It’s you and me, Angel, until the end.”
I do as I promised. I clean her up, and she falls asleep in my arms, but I can’t sleep. Not with her here. I watch her, memorising every line of her face and body like I should have the first time, so that when she left, I could have closed my eyes and thought of her, so I was never without my angel.
My heart pounds as I hold her, telling me this is it. This is home, this is what I have been searching for, for years. This is my forever, nights with my angel and waking up with her in my arms. Spending our years together. Growing, learning. It won’t be perfect, I will make mistakes and so will she, but never again will we just give up, because this is worth fighting for.
We’ll talk it out, we’ll find ways around it, because that’s what it means to be in love. To forgive, to talk, and to always promise to fight for it, even when it gets hard.
But when it gets to be too much, when my ghosts start to haunt me, and all those toxic thoughts fill my head, the ones that pushed her away the first time, I reach for her. I kiss her cheek and down her body, and like I said, I wake her with my tongue in her cunt.
She moans, and her eyes flicker open as I toss her thighs over my shoulders and trace my tongue down her slit. She smiles brilliantly at me as her hands stroke through my hair.
I reward her for being so amazing, for being everything I need, and I dip my tongue inside her. Slow and steady, I make love to her pussy with my mouth, showing her everything I wish I had said those nights I struggled, showing her that I always loved her, even when I was lost in pain for a little while.
She smiles, and I know she understands, even as her hands cup her breasts, tweaking and squeezing as I watch. I grind my hardening cock into the bed to relieve some of the pressure, but this isn’t about me this time, it’s about her.
With steady strokes, I build her up, loving her clit and pussy the same way I destroyed it earlier. I kiss it all better, tasting every single inch of her until she whimpers, coming against my tongue and all over my mouth, and even then, I lick her clean. I need to taste every single drop of desire and love in her cream.
Only when she sighs do I sit back and crawl up her body, kissing her soundly. “Go back to sleep, Angel, I just needed a taste of my girl.”
She laughs and rolls over, pressing her head to my chest as I pull her into my arms and lock them around her, my legs too, so she can never escape me again. I kiss her head and she kisses my chest. “I’m not going anywhere, Tyler. Stop expecting me to,” she whispers, always knowing what’s on my mind.
“I know,” I murmur, and I do. Lexi will never leave.
She’s the one, the one I’m going to marry. I’m going to fill her belly with my child and watch our lives grow together.
I will do better this time, I have to.
Justin might be gone, but here with my girl in my arms, I know he came into my life to teach me lessons and bring her to me.
Everyone has a purpose in this universe, and even when they are gone, it’s for a reason. He’s not struggling anymore, and though my heart still is heavy with his loss, I know that it’s okay.
That it’s not my fault.
Or Lexi’s.
Sometimes bad things just happen, but if you hold on, if you survive it, the sun will always rise.
Lexi
Two Months Later…
Life is good again.
I know he’s still struggling with Justin’s death, he always will. He lost his son, and that will never just go away. But when he’s adrift in the grief or darkness, I’m there to light the way for him. He also earns my forgiveness, not that he didn’t already have it, but he tries extra hard. Breakfast is always waiting for me, my favourite flowers and wine too. It’s in the little things, like warming the car before I get into it or putting the heat on before I get home…all of them show me how much he loves me.