Taking a moment to listen to the wind, I shake my head. “No, they need this time alone. Harlow has just released every ounce of her pain to Ranger.”
“What?” Venom asks, brows furrowed in confusion. He doesn’t understand and normally thinks I’m nuts. Which I would agree with him. I am.
“Harlow has been through so much in her life, she’s never shared her pain with anyone. Not even when she was five and lost her dad. I don’t think she ever knew how to share this and in doing so built a wall within her soul that blocks every little bit of pain behind it.”
“I get that, but why doesn’t she just go see a therapist or something,” Venom suggests, earning a growling response from Stoney as Rachel winces. Beyond them, I see Cara burrow her head in Nerd’s chest.
“Brother, you know the answer to that,” Stoney mutters.
“I know that but what about someone from within that we can trust. That’s what I meant. Whip and I go to meetings once a week for PTSD why not let her join us, it might help.” I tilt my head somewhat to get a better look at Venom. He might be onto something here.
“It would be worth a shot,” Blaze mutters. “I’ll talk to Ranger, see what he says.”
“Figured it be good for her. She’s different. Going to a victim support group wouldn’t be enough for her. She needs one where those around her will understand where she’s coming from. You all know with being in the military, going overseas, it’s not easy, Whip and I are the only ones from our team to make it out of the last hellhole. K-9 and the guys who went to the Franklin charter they all were on the team that helped retrieve us.” As Venom states this, I begin to understand him more. Why he doesn’t allow any of the clubwhores to touch him. He’s been marked by something horrifying.
Closing my eyes, I nod my head as I think of all that’s happening, and what’s still to come. The road isn’t completely clear yet for Harlow and Ranger but now the way is at least a little less dense for them.
And I couldn’t ask for anything more for the two of them. Ranger is to Harlow what Blaze is to me. The holder of all her fury while mine is my anchor.
Chapter Fourteen
Harlow
“Ryan.” His name slips from my mouth as my back arches and I moan at the sensations he’s pulling from my body. My hands reach down to wrap my fingers in his hair as I tighten my legs around him, holding him where he is.
Ranger’s response is a growl of approval as he nips my clit.
Oh God.
At this rate, I’ll come again soon. He’d already given me two orgasms and has declared I was to have three before he gave me his dick. Now the third was building within me and Ranger’s tongue is working its magic.
“Ryan, I’m going to come,” I moan and Ranger sinks a finger inside me and touches the spot to send me over the edge. Crying out, my entire body quakes at the sensations flowing through me.
Ranger lifts himself up, my legs still on his shoulders. Reaching up he removes my hands from his hair. “Gonna fuck you quick, baby, and you’re gonna come around my dick.”
Holy shit.
I don’t think I can come a fourth time.
As Ranger sinks his dick into my pussy, he does just as he stated, fucks me quick and makes me come with a hand between us as his fingers toy with my clit. My body bows into his and he growls my name as he comes, his dick twitching inside my pussy.
Again, holy shit.
I’ve never experienced anything like this before.
Over the past two months, Ranger and I have explored each other’s body but he’s never done anything like this to me. Where he gave me so many orgasms with his mouth and fingers. But here he is making it happen.
Yesterday after what happened in the gym, he’d taken me to his room and laid with me until I’d fallen asleep. When I woke up, he’d declared we were going away for a few days. Just him and me. Evidently while I was out, Stoney asked for Ranger to meet him in his office and proceeded to toss over a set of keys to him. Keys to a beach house. So, Ranger put me on the back of his bike and the two of us left almost immediately. It took what seemed like forever to get here but waking up this morning to the sound of waves crashing in the sand makes the drive worth it.
Oh and the breeze coming through the open balcony doors.
Definitely worth it.
You could smell the salt air on the breeze and it immediately relaxed me.
Ranger’s dick slides from my body causing me to whimper at the loss of him filling me. “Fuck, baby,” he breathes.
“Hm,” I moan, turning into him and rest in the crook of his arm, my head on his shoulder.
“This is what we needed. You and me away from everyone, everything, somewhere you could be at peace for a bit.” Lifting my head at his words, my brow furrows in confusion and before I can ask what he meant by this he answers my unspoken question. “Moment we crossed the Oregon Inlet bridge, baby, your entire body relaxed. We slept last night with the door open to our room and for the first time you didn’t have any night terrors.”
Holy.
Shit.
He’s right. I did wake up this morning more relaxed. Nothing but Ranger having been on my mind.
Giving Ranger a smile, I find myself flipped onto my back. “Fuckin’ love it when you smile,” he murmurs, his eyes speaking more than his mouth.
My smiling means a lot to him.
I mean a lot.
I wrap my fingers in his hair feeling the softness of the strands. Ranger’s dick slides inside me slowly. I’d be surprised if he wasn’t already hard again; however, I’ve learned my man has a sexual appetite and can go for hours, even after coming.
Eyes locked on each other, Ranger makes love to me with not only him thrusting into my body slowly building a fire that will roar to life when he sends me over the edge, but with his gaze. Showing me just how much I mean to him.
“Come for me, baby.” On his command, I do as he orders moaning his name, my back arches into his chest as the orgasm sends flames of desire through my entire being unlike any other he’d given me. Picking up pace Ranger follows me with a groan of his own as his dick twitches as he stills deep inside me.
This one was completely filled with emotions. Him sharing with me through his eyes as I shared with him.
After yesterday, it’s an amazing feeling.
I know we’ll have to talk about it, but yesterday was intense. The demons in my head were trying to draw me back to the dark. They had been from the time I declared I was done. I didn’t want to go back, only I couldn’t’ make them leave me alone.
Not even during my sparring sessions with Shadow. It wasn’t working. But yesterday, when everything in my head was just becoming too much, Ranger called me on it. Brought everything forward. Taunted me with it as he pulled it out of me. I’d fought him. Doing everything I could to make him stop but for some reason he was able to block each of my advances.
Maybe it was because I didn’t really want to hurt him. I doubt it though. No, Ranger is who he is and called Ranger for his time in the Army. He also boxed and would get in the ring with some of his brothers. One time when the guys from the Tennessee charter came in, he’d gotten in the ring with a guy named Griz.