“I told him I couldn’t see him anymore.”
His breath hitched. “I thought you liked him.”
“Not the way I like you,” I said matter-of-factly.
Jace sucked in some more air. “This is so messed up, Farrah. You were with that dude, and I was supposed to be with Alyssa, but all I wanted was to sit next to you during that goddamn movie just so I could fucking touch you.”
His words made the muscles between my legs contract.
Jace finally stopped at the same desolate playground parking lot we’d visited once before.
He shut off the ignition. “You asked where we were going.” After a pause that lasted several seconds, he said, “Pretty sure it’s hell.”
Then he leaned in and kissed me like I’d never been kissed before.
Chapter 14
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Jace
My tongue was practically all the way down Farrah’s throat; I’d never felt so out of control in my life. All of the reasons I knew I shouldn’t have been doing this went out the window the second my mouth was on hers. The only thing that mattered right now was tasting her. I’d been starving all day, ready to lose my mind from jealousy. And this was my reward for the slow torture of having to watch her with him.
Every whimper that escaped her made my dick swell harder. I pulled her hair to bend her head back and suck on her neck, as if I were trying to draw sweet nectar out of her skin.
“Why do you have to be so damn beautiful?” I whispered, lowering my mouth to her breasts.
Farrah made an unintelligible sound as I sucked her tender nubs through the fabric of her dress.
She wasn’t wearing a bra. I told myself I wasn’t going to undress her, but as soon as she pulled the top of her dress down, I eagerly took her bare breast into my mouth. If I’d thought her neck tasted good, it was nothing compared to this. I knew there were other parts of her that were even sweeter—parts I really needed to avoid touching tonight before there’d be no turning back. I pried my mouth away from one tit and showed love to the other as she raked her fingers through my hair. With every tug of her hand, every moan that escaped her, I felt like I was spiraling. There wasn’t an iota of control left in me.
“I want you, Jace. Please...I want you inside of me.”
“No,” I responded. I had to do everything in my power to resist.
What she said next nearly undid me.
“I want to taste your cock. Let me suck you.”
“Jesus, Farrah.” I pulled back, my dick throbbing in protest. “We’re not having sex tonight. Any kind of sex. Don’t say shit like that.”
She looked flushed. “Okay.”
I couldn’t tell if she was embarrassed or disappointed or both. “We just...need to take this easy, okay?”
She licked her lips, and that’s all it took. Despite my words, the urge to devour her mouth again won out as I pulled her back into me, this time kissing her angrily—angry at her for being such a damn cocktease, and angry at myself for my inability to resist.
“What am I gonna fucking do with you?” I muttered, my tongue halfway down her throat.
“Anything you want.”
I bit her bottom lip gently. “Stop saying things like that.”
“Why?”
“Because it makes me want to do it.”
She smiled over my lips. “Good.”
“You’re evil, Farrah.” I laughed a little. “You don’t think I want to fuck you right now? I’ve never wanted anything more in my life.”
“I don’t care about anything else, Jace. I just want you. All of you,” she begged. “Please.”
Lowering my mouth to her neck again, I spoke into her skin. “Christ...stop begging for it.”
Then, I just had to know. Lowering my hand, I slipped it under her dress. Her panties were soaked, and the warm heat of her pussy felt beyond incredible at my fingertips.
She panted. “It’s crazy what you do to me, how wet you make me.”
I moved my fingers in and out of her while my dick ached to replace them. At this rate, I knew I’d inevitably be inside of her. If it wasn’t tonight, it would be tomorrow or the next day. Still, I remained adamant that it not be tonight. She deserved better than to be fucked in a parking lot. We were only here because we had nowhere else to go.
I needed to make her come so she’d stop taunting me.
Too far gone to stop this, I rasped, “Come on my hand.” I pushed my fingers in deeper.
She slowed the bucking of her hips. “What about you?”
“Don’t worry about me.”
She repeated her earlier request. “Let me suck you. I want to taste your cum.”
Those words nearly made my dick explode.
I kissed her harder. “I’m not letting you go down on me in my truck like a whore.”
“Treat me like a lady if you want, but you can fuck me like a whore.”
Fuck. “You’re relentless, Farrah.”
I pulled my fingers out of her and licked her arousal off. Her sweet taste sent me into a frenzy. I wrapped my hand around her head and pulled her close again, this time lifting her onto my lap so she straddled me. This was the biggest test of my resistance, because all I wanted to do was take my dick out and let her ride me as hard as I knew she would. But instead, I pushed her down onto my jeans where my cock was bursting through the seams. Her wetness seeped through her panties as she rode me over my pants while my dick throbbed. She moved her hips, pressing her clit against me while I held onto her back. Our eyes were locked on each other until the need to kiss her overtook my desire to see the need in her eyes. I sucked on her tongue as she continued to grind against me. I held on with all my might, trying not to explode.
Her voice was shaky. “I love the way you feel between my legs.”
“Show me how much you love it. Come on my dick.”
Farrah bent her head back and took a deep breath. It seemed like she was trying to prolong the inevitable, trying to hold back her orgasm—until she wasn’t able to anymore. She let out a loud sound of pleasure that anyone in the vicinity might have heard. Thankfully, we were in an empty parking lot. As she bore down on me, I couldn’t take it. I lost control, coming hard beneath her as my eyes rolled back. The grinding tapered down until there was nothing left.
As I looked up at her again, she gave me a snide smile—seeming pleased that she’d caused me to lose it.
Gripping her hair, I said, “Are you happy now, Farrah? I’ve never come in my damn pants before. That was a first for me.”
“I’m glad you let go. I only wish it had been inside me.”
“You’re gonna be the end of me,” I whispered, meaning that with all of my soul.
“What happens now?” She moved off of me and returned to her seat on the passenger side.
“Fuck if I know.”
She looked so beautiful with her hair all messed up and her lips red from our kisses.
Still panting, she said, “Can we not try to figure it out for a while? I just want time with you.”
“And then what? What happens when our time is up?”
“Then we deal with that when it comes.”