“Slow.” And that’s not a request. I press my lips to the right corner of her mouth “Slow.” The left corner. “Slow, baby.” I suck her bottom lip into my mouth. “Let’s take this slow.” Cradling her head, I continue to kiss her, my tongue subduing hers, hers enticing mine. She glides her fingers across my face, my chin, my throat, and starts on my shirt buttons once more. She tugs my shirt apart, her fingers caressing my chest, then pushing me down so that I’m prostrate beneath her.
She gazes down at me and squirms over my groin.
I push up my hips to enjoy the friction against my eager dick.
Ana watches me, her lips parted as she traces my mouth with the tips of her fingers. She moves on, her fingers skimming over my jaw, down my neck, and to the base of my throat. Leaning down, her tender kisses trail where her fingers have been, grazing my jaw and my throat. I surrender to the sensation, closing my eyes and reclining my head with a moan. Her tongue continues its journey, down my sternum, across my chest, where she stops to kiss a couple of my scars.
Ana.
I want to bury myself deep inside her. Grasping her hips, I meet her dark eyes with a dark look of my own. “You want this? Here?” My voice is husky with need.
“Yes,” she murmurs, and dips her head once more, her lips and tongue teasing my nipple. She tugs it gently.
“Oh, Ana,” I breathe in awe as pleasure spikes through my body. I circle her waist, lift her clear, and quickly unbutton my jeans, open my fly, and push down my underwear so my cock springs free. I sit her down once more and she grinds against me.
Ah. I need to be inside her. Running my hands up her thighs, I pause at the top of her thigh-highs. I circle my thumbs against her warm flesh and move my hands further up, so I brush the damp seeping through her lace panties.
Ana gasps.
“I hope you’re not attached to your underwear,” I whisper, and my fingers slide inside her panties, touching her.
Damn. She’s soaking.
Ready for me.
I force my thumbs through the fabric and the material rips apart.
Yes!
I move my hands to her upper thighs and let my thumbs brush against her clitoris as I tighten my ass, searching for some friction against my cock. She slides over me. “I can feel how wet you are.”
You fucking goddess, Ana.
Sitting up, so we’re eye to eye once more, I wrap my arm around her waist and rub my nose to hers. “We’re going to take this slow, Mrs. Grey. I want to feel all of you.” And before she can argue with me, I lift her again, and gently lower her onto me and fill her, languidly. I close my eyes and relish each delicious inch of her.
She’s bliss.
“Ah!” Ana moans, and grasps my arms. She tries to lift up, eager to begin, but I hold her in place and open my eyes again.
“All of me,” I murmur, and tilt my pelvis up, claiming all of her.
Ana lets out a strangled moan and throws her head back.
“Let me hear you,” I whisper. And she tries to rise again. “No—don’t move, just feel.” Her eyes spring open, and her mouth is agape in a fixed gasp of pleasure. She gazes at me, barely breathing, it seems. I drive into her once more, but hold her still. She groans while I bend my head to kiss her throat. “This is my favorite place. Buried in you,” I whisper to the pulse under her ear.
“Please, move,” she begs.
But I want to tease her.
Take it slow.
So she doesn’t hurt herself.
“Slow, Mrs. Grey.” I flex my ass one more, pushing into her, and she caresses my face and kisses me. Her tongue consuming me.
“Love me. Please, Christian.”
My resolve crumbles, and I skim her jaw with my teeth. “Go.”
I’m all yours, Ana.
She pushes me to the ground, and she starts to move, up and down. Fast, a little frantic. Taking all I have to give.
Oh God.
I grab her hands and complement her wild pace. Pushing up, again and again. Relishing the feel of her, enjoying the view, my wife, the blue sky behind her in the outdoors. “Oh, Ana.” I groan, surrendering completely to her rhythm. I close my eyes and move my hands up her thighs once more, to that precious point between them. There, I press both thumbs against her clitoris, and she cries out, exploding around me, in a gasping, rolling climax that tips me over the edge.
“Ana!” I cry as I succumb to my own heady orgasm.
When I open my eyes, she’s sprawled over me.
I cloak her in my arms, and we lie together. Still joined.
I’ve missed this.
Her hand is over my heart as it slows to its normal rhythm.
It’s weird. Not long ago I couldn’t have tolerated her hands on me.
Now, I crave her touch.
She kisses my chest.
And I kiss her hair. “Better?” I ask.
She raises her head, her grin reflecting mine.
“Much. You?”
I’m just grateful that she’s here and whole and still with me, after everything that’s happened. “I’ve missed you, Mrs. Grey.”
“Me, too.”
“No more heroics, eh?”
“No,” she breathes.
“You should always talk to me,” I insist in a soft voice.
“Back at you, Grey.”
“Fair point well made. I’ll try.” I kiss her again, smirking. She’s not taking any of my shit, as usual.
“I think we’re going to be happy here,” Ana says.
“Yep. You, me, and Blip. How do you feel, incidentally?”
“Fine. Relaxed. Happy.”
“Good.”
“You?”
“Yeah, all those things.” Deliriously happy, Ana.
She peers at me.
“What?” I ask.
“You know, you’re very bossy when we have sex.”
Oh. “Are you complaining?”
“No,” she says emphatically. “I’m just wondering. You said you missed it.”
And I wonder what she means for a moment.
Control? I need that. The playroom? What we do in there? A vision of her shackled to the four-poster, the Tallis ringing through the room, comes to mind. Or maybe the cross and a riding crop…the brown leather one. My memories go on and on, seducing me.