“Why?” she asked again.
I stared her down, unable to actually get the words out without sounding fucking weak. I saw you and knew I’d have to kidnap, claim, fuck, and heal you.
The memory of the last pet I had and trained for another man quickly appeared through my mind.
“He’s waiting for you at the end of the hall.”
A tear slid down her cheek. “At least tell me you got a good price for me, Donovan.”
I shrugged. “You weren’t a virgin, but the price was still fair.”
“Did you ever,” she screamed. “Did you ever even love me?”
This wasn’t the first or last time a pet would fall in love with me. It was just part of the process. I ignored her questions.
Her lips trembled. “It was real, all of it; I know it.”
I shook my head slowly and leaned forward, pushing off the doorframe.
“It was all to train you for another man, someone better; you’ll see. You may have been mine, but, Catarina, I was never yours. Understand?”
She looked ready to throw her body at me. “You’re, you’re—”
“I was never your master, which is why you don’t address me as such. Your owner is waiting for you, and I wouldn’t keep him waiting, pet. The last thing you want to do is show him you have no training. I won’t punish you, but he will. My job here is done now.”
“I hate you! Do you hear me? I fucking hate you!”
I hated myself too sometimes, however, not for the same reasons. No, I hated myself because I needed the violence in order to experience a sliver of love. After all, that was what happened when you grew up locked in closets and watching your mother die right before your eyes by a man who was supposed to love her. My father. In the end, I killed him too. Not for her; I did that for no one but me.
You see, the true monsters of the world were the ones that hid in plain sight like saviors when they were nothing but sinners in broad daylight.
I shook away the memory. “Keep this on for twenty minutes. I’ll set a timer.”
“Where are you going?” A panicked expression crossed her exotic features.
With a smirk, I palmed the front of my pants and showed her what she did to me.
“Unless you want me to fuck you right now, I suggest you let me leave.”
She barked out a bitter laugh. “Oh, now you care about what I want?”
“Careful, pet. You don’t want to continue speaking to me like you have a right to, or else I’ll have to remind you again why you don’t. Are we clear?”
“You’re just imagining all the ways you’d love to make me cry, make me fight, make me hate you. I bet that’s why you’re hard just thinking about it.”
I almost groaned in pleasure then realized what she was doing. She was playing with fire. How fucking adorable. Leaning down, I tilted her chin up toward me.
“One day, you’ll be on your knees begging for my touch, my tongue, my cock.”
She jerked away. “Doubtful.”
I smiled, despite wanting to take her over my knee. Pressing my lips against her shoulder while my right hand snaked around her neck, I squeezed.
“Since you’re so fucking adamant on having me punish you, then touch me, Juliet.”
“No!”
I gripped harder. “Touch me.” I grit my teeth. “Feel what you do to me.”
“You’re a disgusting, miserable human!” Her eyes flashed in an invitation I couldn’t resist.
With a wicked grin, I jerked her chin between my fingers and whispered, “I’ll allow your disrespect this one time, but don’t think I’m not keeping score. Next time, I’ll beat the disrespect right out of you. And trust me, pet.” I didn’t hesitate. “I’d much prefer it that way too.”
Juliet
I wanted to be my own hero. My own savior. The woman I was raised to be.
Brave.
Strong.
Intelligent.
Instead, all I kept thinking about was how my cruel captor smiled at me, like he knew a secret I didn’t, like he knew me better than I knew myself, which was frankly terrifying.
Something in his gaze felt familiar, but the more I stared, the more I was sucked beneath his monstrous spell.
I couldn’t break.
I had to stay strong, especially when it came to his full lips and angry comments. “Who hurt you? Who made you this way?” But I figured he wouldn’t tell me even if I held him at gunpoint.
The dye was starting to make my scalp itch as I stayed on my knees on the towel, staring at the plain white ceramic tile, wondering how the hell I got on this man’s radar. Clearly, I wasn’t some ransom. I had so many questions but knew asking them would either get me further punishment or him further aroused. Either way, I was screwed.
My tears dried up out of necessity. He seemed to like it when I cried, so I made myself a promise that I wouldn’t anymore, that I’d stare straight ahead and do what he said until I could escape. Until I could free myself from him or kill him. Whatever came first. Minutes passed as I wondered if he truly was touching himself. When the sick bastard returned to the bathroom, he was the vision of serenity, controlled, neutral.
I didn’t know which one was worse, his calm or his storm…
“Bend,” he muttered so low I nearly missed it as he gently held my head beneath the faucet and washed the dye from my short hair.
My stomach sank, looking down at the drain. My old life was being washed away, and my captor was holding me like it was a comfort when it was everything short of a nightmare.
I immediately tensed.
“They may as well be your sins, Juliet…”
His breath was hot on my face, his lips touching my ear with little zaps of pleasure that made me hate myself.
“Look at the old you being washed right away, and imagine how much more empowered you’ll be now that you know who you are.”
“I’ve always known who I am,” I said through a clenched jaw.
“No.” He ran a finger down the back of my neck. “You were in a cage… I just set you free.”
I had nothing to say to that other than he was a sociopath and a liar.
“I was happy.”
“You weren’t.” He continued caressing the back of my neck with one finger. “I saw you first when you were eighteen. You were playing a concert for a very well-known family in the greater Seattle area. It was Christmas, and you wore a red dress. Every man in that auditorium was pulled under a spell only someone as talented and beautiful as you can create, myself included. You left your heart on that stage, on those piano keys, and I swore to myself I’d never let you be that vulnerable again unless you were by my side. Your father looked right through me that night, and I went home clutching the program with one hand and touching myself with the other, imagining your soft curves, the ruby red lips that matched your dress—you were mine before you even knew it. And now you’re mine for good.”
I felt ready to puke, swaying on my knees. “If that’s who you fell for, then why change me?”
“Such a simple question.” He pulled me to my feet. “Such a complicated answer. You weren’t allowed to dye your hair, were you?”
I gasped. “There is no way you could possibly know—”