“We’ll deal with it.” The fallout with our dads could be catastrophic, but I didn’t tell her that. There were some things that didn’t need to be dwelled upon.
Sian reached out, putting a hand against my cheek. “Do you want me to go?”
I looked at her. Was this a trick question?
“I don’t know what to say to that,” I said.
“Don’t talk like The Society is giving you orders. Tell me what you want. Not what anyone else wants. Do you want me to go?”
This was hard.
Fuck.
I wanted to be so selfish here. Saying what I wanted her to do what made her happy seemed so fucking cliché. “You want me to be real?”
“Yes.”
“No, I don’t want you to go. I don’t want you to leave. I’d like you to stay. With you, Sian, I want to be selfish. I’m used to getting what I want, and having you leave, not being part of us, I don’t want that. I’m not sure how this is going to work, but I know that with Dante, William, and Mateo, you will always be taken care of, and with me. We will do everything in our power to make you happy. To make you want for nothing—”
I was silenced by a passionate kiss as Sian slid across the bed and planted those plump lips of hers on mine. I moved my hand to her back, feeling she wasn’t wearing any underwear as I ran my hand up toward her head, and across her shoulders, to sink into her hair, pulling her close.
With her body flush against mine, I nipped at her lips. Sian moaned, and as she did, her mouth parted. I took full advantage, plunging my tongue into her mouth, tasting her.
Peppermint. The scent of vanilla also assailed my senses. Sian’s fragrance. I was addicted to it.
She broke the kiss first and pressed her hands to my shoulders as she glided across my body, straddling my waist.
“Do you want this?” she asked.
“Babe, can you feel that?” I grabbed her hips and thrust my already hard dick against her core.
Her head fell back as she let out a moan.
“I’m going to take that as a yes,” I said.
Feeling the fullness of her thighs, I slowly moved my hands up her body to go toward her tits. Cupping the large mounds, I stroked across her beaded nipples. I hadn’t moved the shirt out of the way, but I wanted to.
Within seconds, I had it off and thrown across the room, not caring where it landed.
Naked, above me, Sian looked like a goddess.
Holding her tits, I flicked the tight buds with my thumbs. Her eyes closed as I stroked her tits.
Lifting up, I took one of them into my mouth, sucking on the hard bud. I wanted to drive her wild with need. To have her putty in my hands. The way she thrust against me, I knew I was doing the right thing.
Her fingers sank into my hair, pulling my face closer to her chest, and I couldn’t resist the addiction of her tits as I placed my face between them and massaged them with my hands. I moved back to suck each nipple in turn. It wasn’t enough.
With ease, I got her back to the bed, lying down against my pillows. Grabbing the edge of her shorts, I pulled them down, working them over her hips, and then tossing them across the room to land wherever they wanted.
“Get naked,” Sian said.
My hand was on her knee when she spoke. “I was going to lick your pussy,” I said.
“You can but … I want this, please. I want you, Gideon. I want all of you.”
How could I deny her?
Was the right thing to tell her no? We both wanted each other. Sian was hurting, I knew this. Would this be taking advantage of her?
She sat up, cupping my face. “Stop thinking, Gideon. I’ve been with Dante, Mateo, and William. Do you not want me?”
“With them, you weren’t upset,” I said.
She laughed. “Yes, I was. My pain doesn’t come and go. It doesn’t stop, but I wanted you, Gideon. You make me feel … safe.”
“I was a bastard to you.”
“I know, and you’ve been taking care of me even when you didn’t have to. Stop thinking about this and fuck me, or tell me you don’t want me and I’ll leave.”
There was no way I was letting that happen.
Kissing her, I managed to work my pajama pants down my thighs, then kicked them off until I was as naked as she was.
Her fingers wrapped around my length. I had no choice but to break the kiss as the pleasure was so fucking intense. This was how much I craved her. I couldn’t think. With her, I could only feel.
Shoving her hand off me, I pushed her down until she was once again spread out across my bed. Her legs spread wide, and there was enough light in the room from the glow of the lamp for me to see her pretty pussy.
I rested my hands on her knees.
“What’s the matter?” she asked.
“I’m admiring this pretty pussy, Sian. Shh.”
She giggled and then reached down between her thighs, took the lips of her cunt, and opened them up. “Does this help?”
“Fuck me!”
Sliding down, I worked my hands under her ass and pressed my face against her pussy, breathing her in at the same time I swiped my tongue across her wet center. From her entrance to her clit, I licked up, then across, and back down, sucking on her sweet clit as I did.
Sian rocked against me. I released one cheek of her ass to press my thumb against her entrance, pressing it inside, going in and out as I did.
Her moans echoed around the room, but my thumb wasn’t big enough.
Using two fingers, I began to work them inside her wet pussy, stretching her out as I sucked at her clit. I alternated between biting, sucking, and licking, drawing the most pleasure from her body.
Her pussy fluttered around my fingers. I knew she was still going to be tight around my dick.
The night I had taken her virginity, it had replayed in my head several times over. I’d hated causing her pain, but being the first man to take her, that was an experience I was never going to forget.
Sian’s breathing deepened, and I heard the subtle change as she started to get closer to her orgasm. I didn’t take it from her.
Working her pussy, I got her closer to the edge, getting her pussy ready to take my dick. When she went over the edge, I didn’t stop licking her or fucking her with my fingers.
I waited until she couldn’t take anymore, and then I moved between her thighs, holding my stiff prick as I placed it against her entrance.
Staring into her eyes, I slammed balls deep inside her.
She was still having little aftershocks of her release. I felt the fluttering of her pussy as I took her. For a few seconds, I held myself deep within her.
No pain. Nothing between us.
After pulling out until only the tip was inside her, I thrust in again, this time seeming to go deeper. Then, I didn’t know what happened, it was like I was possessed. I couldn’t stop myself as I worked my cock in and out of her, drawing every single ounce of pleasure from her body.
She was all mine. I couldn’t let Sian go.
I would die for this woman.
How did they do it?
How did The Society know how to pick the right woman for us? No one could have known how Sian would turn out. This was more than a simple picking. She was my soul mate, I just knew it.
Fuck! I didn’t believe in this kind of shit, but balls deep inside Sian, I knew there was nothing else I could believe. She was everything.