“Ah, fuck. Continue. Don’t stop.”
He’s talking to Isaiah and me, and I smile his way, as the man behind River has no idea what’s going on in front of him.
“I’m going to fuck you, Riv. Then we’re going to find Kenz and tell her what we want. Put it all out there.” Isaiah is quiet, and his attention is back on River, and as he’s watching me, enjoying both Isaiah’s tongue and my show, he starts again.
“River, you hear me. I’ve gotta fuck you, then find Kenzie.”
I give Riv a bob of my head, and he knows what to do. “Um, Ize, I don’t think we need to tell Kenz what we want. I’m pretty sure she knows.”
Isaiah stands behind River’s slumped-over body. “Ah, fuck me twice.” He pulls River up, extending his arms around River’s waist. Again, it’s so intimate.
“Kenz, baby, how long have you been here?”
I don’t stop what I’m doing to my body, and I’m close, so fucking close. “I’m here because you want me. Well, come get me.”
He stands, watching me as my legs begin to shake and my head hits the back of the wall. “Ah, I’m going to come.” And I do, calling out both of their names.
“Change of plans, boy.” I hear Isaiah call out to River as I’m coming down from the high of my orgasm. “Let’s take her to bed. She needs to be cherished.”
I’m not sure who hoists me over their shoulder, walking me over to the bed, and gently placing me on it.
“Kenz.” Isaiah’s head is near mine, and he kneels at the side of the bed.
“I want you, I really do,” I begin, and River crawls into the bed, on the other side of me, pulling me tight to him. “But you loved my mom. How can I compete with that, especially since I didn’t know her?”
I’m being honest because it sounds dark, twisted, and perverse.
“Kenzie, she lives within me, she lives in here, and any time you want to fall in love with your mom, you can love her through me.”
“You loved my mom so much. And there’s a jealous twinge, I’ll never be enough for you.”
I’m raw and real with him, and my heart is shredding that he’ll admit I won’t be.
He cups my face. “It’s not a competition. Never a competition. I did love Tanya, something fierce. I never understood a love so deep, so encompassing, as your dad had with Tanya, and then with Shannon. Lucky bastard. I thought I loved Tanya like that, but do you know what I’ve realized?”
“What?” I ask, a few tears falling from my eyes.
He takes my hand, then reaches over to River. “It’s nothing and I mean nothing, compared to the love I have for you both.”
Does my heart stop? Have I heard him correctly? I forget to breathe, then he unhinges me again. “Let me love you right, Kenz. Let me and River love you right.”
Chapter 18
Isaiah
I crawl over Kenz, where River has made room for me. She’s still naked, and I could stare at her body all night long.
“Ize,” River calls out; there’s an urgency in his tone.
“I know, Riv. I know.” It’s like River to want to protect Kenzie. “I know, sweetheart.” I stroke her face. “We don’t have to do anything tonight. I just want you to know you’re loved. This is real and we’re not going anywhere.”
“You know I’m a virgin?” she asks and thank fuck. It’s hard enough knowing River wasn’t, and it’s my fault. I most likely would have to go break the bones of the man who took away Kenzie’s innocence.
“Yeah, baby, I suspected you were a virgin, and I’m serious. You wait as long as you need. We’re going nowhere.”
Her hand reaches for my face. “I want you. I want you both. I can’t wait. I think I’ve been waiting for a long time—for the two of you. And I want to watch you fuck River, as you pretty much promised.”
My eyes swing to River’s then back to Kenzie’s. “You heard the girl.” This is River, who leans over me to get to Kenzie, dropping a kiss on her forehead, making his way to her lips. It’s easy to reach for his cock, and I stroke it. Moans continue through the kiss as the speed of my hand increases. He pushes from Kenzie.
“Someone isn’t quite patient, right now, baby.” He gives her another kiss and rolls over to me. Kenzie lies on her side, pulling me to her. She wants something from me. For someone who is a virgin, she’s not as innocent as I thought.
“I’ve got to stretch you, baby,” I say to him, leaning over and grabbing the lube and a condom from the nightstand.
“I’ve been stretching myself each night. I should be…”
Kenzie lets out a small laugh. “You were sure full of yourself, anticipating I’d cave, weren’t you, boy?”
“More hopeful than anything, really,” River admits. “Just fuck me. You’ve wanted my tight ass for a long time. Take it. Believe me, I want it rough.”
I’ve long lost my clothes, and I take my hand for Kenzie to stroke my cock. And like I’d suspected, she’s not shy. Squirting a little lube in her hands, she’s ready to get me hard, not that it’ll take much.
“I love you, Kenzie Hanson. I’ve loved you for some time, and…” I’m rendered speechless.
“I love you, too, Isaiah.”
It’s all I need to hear, but her hand is quickly removed from my pulsing, raging cock. I open my eyes and see the man responsible for it.
River is smiling. “You can’t push into me if you’ve come. So, get on with it. My virgin ass has been waiting a long fucking time for you.”
“Man, you are a bossy bottom, and that shit will need to stop.” He gives me his cocky grin, but as soon as I begin, I know he’ll become my boy who behaves in all I command.
I push him down, crawling over him. “I love you, River Hanson, don’t you fucking forget it.”
“Sir, yes, sir. Never.”
This is my boy—all mine.
I push a little harder as I breach his virgin hole with my cock. “Move, man, move,” he calls out and it’s all I have to hear, pushing in and out. He’s so fucking tight and feels too good.
“Kenz, jack him off, as you were with me. Use a little lube.” And my girl obeys me, as does River when I’m in charge.
“Fuck, Kenz, I’m not going to last,” he calls out to her, and she surprises us both, when the tip of her tongue swirls around his cock, precum leaking out.
“I love you, Kenz,” he says. She doesn’t have to return his words. We all know she’s been in love with River since they were six years old. One of the reasons she bugged the shit out of him.
My eyes stay constantly focused on River. The emotion written in his gaze, in his whimpers, in the caresses of his hand against my cheek. I swear, we don’t have to speak. I know what he’s feeling.
“I’m going to come, Ize, I’m going to come.”
Kenzie doesn’t have to be told. She leans down and takes him in her mouth and, like the knockout she is both on the inside and out, she swallows. Nothing is as hot, until I come inside of River, and a little of my seed leaks from him. I’ve marked him, and as soon as he’s marked Kenzie, I know it’ll be the three of us, together. I’m not delusional, it’s not easy. A relationship is hard enough, but then there’s adding another person. It’ll take work, but looking at them both, holding onto one another, I know without a shadow of a doubt, they’re worth it.