I still have a tiny fear of the unknown, but this is JD. I know he would never hurt me. Plus, this is what I want. I want to be JD’s.
“Me too. I want you inside me, JD. Make me yours.”
Chapter 13
JD
I’m not going to last. When she tells me to make her mine, I can feel her words ignite something possessive in my body, and the urge to plow into her and fill her with my seed is almost unbearable.
But I have to remember that like me, this is her first time, and I don’t want to hurt her. My need for her is almost violent, but I can’t let that need hurt her in any way. I kiss her, trying to bide my time, but all that does is excite me even more. Her timidness from earlier is gone, and now she’s ready for the next step. Her need is obvious by the soft mewls and the way her body is rocking against mine.
I slide my hands down her body, across her breast, plucking her nipples between my forefinger and thumb. She moans, and I suckle her, moving from one breast to the other. She’s so responsive, and I don’t even have to touch her between the legs to know she’s soaking wet for me. I can smell her desire, and I breathe it in, inhaling her sweet, honeyed scent.
I let my hand trail down her belly, and she sucks in a breath, her lower body lifting as if electrified. She shivers and shakes the whole way until I take one finger and slide it along her wet, slick channel. “Yes,” she moans. “Please, JD. Do… something.”
She wants it badly, but not as badly as me. I move over her, and looking at her, she seems so tiny. I’m a bear of a man, big and powerful, and half the time, I don’t know my own strength. It would kill me if I hurt her. “I can’t. Fuck, Willa, I can’t hurt you,” I tell her.
Her eyes snap open wide, and she stares up at me. “You won’t. I know you won’t,” she says, almost desperately. Her arms have hooked around me like she’s afraid I’m going to walk away or something. As if I fuckin’ could. I can’t walk away... but I can’t hurt her either.
“You’re so tiny, baby.”
She shakes her head side to side. “I’m not small at all, JD. That’s ridiculous.”
I rest my head next to hers, kissing her cheeks. “Honey, if I lost control... if I—"
She pushes at me, and I go easily. I’m on my back, and she’s straddling my waist. She puts her hand on my chest and leans down until we’re eye to eye. “Is this better?”
I look at her as she sits atop me. Her heavy breasts, her curvy thighs spread over mine, and I get even harder. It’s just like in my dream. “Yeah, baby. This is perfect.”
She leans forward to kiss me, and our tongues mate as she reaches between us, wrapping her hand around my girth. She lifts up her body and then settles over me, my tip at her entrance.
Her eyes close, and I shake my head. “Eyes on me, baby. I want your eyes on me.”
She opens them and watches me as she sinks down the length of my cock. She’s so fuckin’ tight, I don’t even take a breath. She flinches, and I suck in, holding completely still. “Are you okay?”
Her eyes are clenched again, but I don’t dare make a grab for her. “Willa! Look at me.”
Her eyes pop open, and I smile at her. I’m sweating, and it would take nothing for me to come right now, but I need to focus on Willa. “Lean up a little bit, baby, let me get my hand down there. That’s it, lean back.”
She leans back on my legs, and I put my hand between us. I part her lips, pressing my finger to her clit. She moans at first contact, and I keep doing it, circling her clit over and over, picking up the pace. Her hips start to buck, and she slides down until I’m against her womanhood once more. Her hand goes to my wrist, and she holds on to me as I keep stroking her.
“Go ahead, Willa, baby. Slide on down.”
She bucks her hips, slamming down on me, and I break through her virginal wall. My cock is in a literal vise as she sheathes herself on me. “Arrrgh!” she moans as her orgasm starts to rock through her. Whether she’s ready to move or not, her hips start to rock back and forth. She’s so hot and wet, and she comes almost violently, sucking me in as I root inside her. It’s like an explosion goes off as I shoot my seed deep inside her, and her body flexes and arches over me. I’ve never in my life seen anything more beautiful than Willa as she clings to her orgasm.
Breathless, her body goes limp over mine, and I wrap my arms around her. I kiss her shoulder, her face—everywhere I can reach. “You okay?”
She lifts up and looks at me with the biggest smile. “I’m perfect.”
I run my hands down her back and to cup her ass cheeks. I’m still inside her, and I hold her against me. “Yeah, baby, you are.”
We lie there and catch our breath, but I know I need to get up and take care of her. “Let me up. I’m going to get us cleaned up.”
She climbs off me and stands at the end of the bed. I grab her hand and take her to the bathroom, turning on the shower. As soon as it warms up, I help her in and climb in after her. I clean us both while Willa just stands and smiles at me. I dry her off and quickly have us both in bed, naked, wrapped in each other’s arms.
“You sure you’re okay?” I ask her. She’s been really quiet, and I’m starting to get nervous now.
“Yes, JD. I promise, I’m good. I’m really good.”
I run my finger along the necklace at her neck. “You look good wearing only that necklace.”
Her fingers come up to stroke the chain. “I hate I didn’t get you anything for Valentine’s Day...”
I kiss her ear. “You did. You gave me my first cherry pie.”
She slaps me on the chest. “You mean your only cherry pie.”
“I’m only joking. You gave me you, Willa, and that’s the best gift of all.”
Epilogue
JD
I knew I loved Willa. Since the first time I saw her, I knew she was the one for me. But nothing could have prepared me for what it would be like if she chose me, if she loved me. And there’s no doubt in my mind she does. She shows me every day.
After our first night together, she moved in. I didn’t even let her go home one night. We packed her things, and she’s been with me ever since. There’s been no talk of things moving too fast or anything like that because the truth is, it’s taken us four years to get here, and we’re not going to waste any more time.
However, there is one thing I’ve learned that I’ve come to hate since she’s moved in and that’s when I wake up alone, like this morning. It doesn’t happen a lot, but when it does, I feel all caveman like and go searching through the house for her, ready to take her back to bed and wake her the right way... with my head between her legs.
I climb out of bed and don’t even try to hide my scowl. I pull on my underwear, make a pit stop at the bathroom, and then go downstairs to search for my woman. She’s easy to find. All I have to do is follow the smell of bacon, but it’s not food I want. It’s her.
She’s standing at the stove, and I take just a minute to watch her cook. She’s in my old high school T-shirt, and I watch her sway back and forth as she starts pulling things off the stove. When she sets the plates on the counter, I block her with a hand on the counter on each side of her. “You’re in trouble, Willa.”