“Eat shit, everyone!” Bood yelled in the locker room after the game. “Easy sweep for Montreal my ass. We just fucked up everybody’s playoff pools.”
Everyone in the room was in a great mood, Ilya included, but playing a game seven against his boyfriend was going to be intense, to say the least.
* * *
Game fucking seven.
Shane usually lived for this, but tonight he was a mess as he waited in the locker room for the game to start. Coach was barking at them, and Shane was barely listening. He was deep in his own head, trying to settle his nerves.
I wonder how Ilya is feeling.
He quickly shoved that thought away. It wasn’t useful right now.
One of them was about to win, and the other was about to lose. Shane knew their relationship would withstand it; they’d been rivals their entire careers, there was no reason to start being petty now. But even so, this series felt bigger than anything they had faced each other in previously.
The Montreal crowd went wild, as always, as their team entered the arena. The starting lineups were announced, and Shane took his place on the blue line for the anthem. He focused on the three most recent Stanley Cup banners hanging from the rafters, and not on Ilya’s number 81 jersey across from him.
“We got this, baby,” J.J. said as they waited for the anthem to start.
Shane steeled his expression, nodded, and said, “Let’s get it.”
* * *
The game was a battle, and then it went to fucking overtime. Because of course it did. Everyone on both teams was exhausted, but desperate to win. And now there was less than five minutes left of the first overtime period and Shane was dreading a second one. He bent to take the face-off against Ilya in the Ottawa zone.
“This is fun,” Ilya said conversationally. “I forgot how it feels, to have such high stakes.”
“It will be less fun when I score in a few seconds.”
Ilya smiled around his mouth guard, then won the face-off.
Shane didn’t let Ottawa keep the puck for long. He stole it from Zane Boodram, then glanced around quickly for someone to give it to before he got rocked by Troy Barrett. He spotted J.J. and sent the puck back to him to give Montreal some breathing space.
Shane managed to dodge Troy’s hit at the same moment he watched Ilya intercept his pass to J.J.
Fuck!
Ilya took off, and Shane darted after him. Within seconds they were over the center line, completely alone, and Shane was in a good position to cleanly poke the puck away from him. He was just about to do that, when instead he stumbled forward and went crashing to the ice in a frustrated heap.
He was helpless to do anything but watch Ilya carry the puck to the net, and bury it between Drapeau’s pads.
Fuck, fuck, fuck!
Shane couldn’t believe it. Montreal’s hopes for a repeat Stanley Cup win—their hopes for eliminating fucking Ottawa—had just been crushed. Because Shane had tripped.
He’d be lucky if he wasn’t tarred and feathered right here in the arena.
He watched miserably, on one knee, as the Ottawa bench spilled onto the ice and piled on top of Ilya in celebration. Eventually he felt a hand on his shoulder, and he knew without looking that it was Hayden.
“It’s over, buddy,” Hayden said. “Come line up for the handshakes.”
Shane forced himself to his feet, and skated over to where his teammates had gathered in a devastated cluster, waiting for Ottawa to stop celebrating. It could be a long wait.
“Good game,” Shane said to Drapeau, who looked stunned behind his mask. “It wasn’t your fault.”
Drapeau fixed his intense goalie eyes on Shane’s face and said, coldly, “I know.”
He skated away, leaving Shane feeling confused and upset. Obviously Shane could have stopped Ilya if he hadn’t fucking tripped, but it was unlike Drapeau to be a fucking ass about it.
They lined up for the handshakes. Shane’s brain was still whirling with shame and confusion and disappointment and anger. He shook the hands of several Centaurs in a blur, then realized that each of them were saying nice things to him.
He first noticed it with Troy Barrett. The other man gripped Shane’s hand firmly, then pulled him in for a quick, brotherly hug. “I’ll see you at the camps this summer, okay?”
“You will?” This was the first Shane had heard of it.
“Yeah.” Troy pulled back and smiled, his vivid blue eyes twinkling with the thrill of victory. “Bood too, I think. We’re excited about it.” He released Shane’s hand. “I hope we can be friends, y’know?”
Somehow Shane had completely forgotten that Troy was gay, despite his very public coming-out a few weeks ago, and the fact that Ilya had talked endlessly about what a great couple he and Harris were. “Definitely,” Shane said.
Troy patted his arm one more time, then moved on. Shane shook a few more hands and received more nice words. Then he was face-to-face with Ilya.
Shane didn’t know what to do. He wanted to wrap his arms around Ilya and breathe him in. Tell him he was proud of him. He was also so angry he could barely look at Ilya’s gleeful face right now.
Except Ilya didn’t look gleeful; he looked concerned, and maybe just as unsure of what to do as Shane was.
Shane knew there were about a million photos being taken of them right now. Professional photographers on the ice, thousands of fans taking photos with their phones, and people at home making gifs that would live on the internet forever. He knew, but all he saw in that moment was Ilya’s wary expression.
Finally, Shane stuck out his hand, and Ilya shook it. It wasn’t nearly enough.
“You guys earned it,” Shane said. “That was a fucking incredible series. I’m excited for you.” He wasn’t lying. Mostly he was disappointed that he couldn’t be a part of it.
“I thought you had me,” Ilya said.
“I did. Must have caught an edge or something. Fucking embarrassing.” Shane sighed. “Are you flying back tonight?”
“Yes. And to New York tomorrow.”
“Oh.” Shane was about to suggest that he drive to Ottawa tonight and meet Ilya at home later.
Ilya must have seen it in his eyes. “Get some rest tonight.”
Shane wanted to argue that he needed Ilya more than he needed sleep. Or food. Or oxygen. But in truth he knew he’d crash hard in about half an hour, completely drained after this emotional series.
He nodded and said, “Kick Scott Hunter’s ass, okay?”
Ilya smiled, cocky and sexy. “I can’t wait.”