Chapter One
The Box
Imogen
My head came up when the Rolls made a turn and the road got bumpy.
We’d been following a mountain path for so long, the twists and turns, I’d been lulled. We were at least a half an hour, maybe longer, from the center of town.
Truth be told, to keep my mind from this upcoming meeting, I wished I didn’t get car sick when I focused on something while riding in a vehicle. I’d have been all over marathon texting one of my kids. Getting caught up on Insta. Playing that game I downloaded which I seemed to be able to get lost in for hours.
Hell, just last week, before I found out what had happened with Corey, my phone had warned I was at 10%. I’d looked at the time and it was two in the morning. I’d started playing when it was 8:30.
But then life changed.
I got the call.
Corey had killed himself.
Then I got other calls.
From my agent.
My publicist.
I needed to make a statement.
Corey Szabo, self-made tech billionaire behind Corza computers had committed suicide.
Corey.
Corey.
And, of course, being one of his dearest long-time friends, Imogen Swan, America’s sweetheart, had to have something public to say about it.
What to say about my beloved Corey?
My childhood friend.
The boy, and then man, who’d been in my life the longest.
There weren’t enough words in all the languages of the world to share how shattered I was that he’d taken his own life.
I closed my eyes tight, before I opened them and stared out the window at the thick trees we were (very slowly on this gravel road) passing.
Because this would be what Corey would do.
What was happening right now.
Me, on my way to visit Bowie.
Bowie hadn’t come to the funeral. I had no idea why. And I thought the worse of him for it.
Then again, it didn’t take much for me to think the worst of Bowie.
In grade school, all through high school, they’d been the best of friends.
Duncan “Bowie” Holloway and Corey “The Stick” Szabo.
The jock and the nerd.
Impossible.
But there you are.
Then, when Bowie got shot of me, he got shot of Corey.
I had no idea why.
On both counts.
Though, Bowie had told me, rather explicitly, if completely, tortuously and heartbreakingly erroneously, why he was done with me.
Therefore, it was only for Corey’s sake I would be in the back of that car, right now, heading to Bowie’s house.
I knew he lived in Arizona, like I did.
I knew this because somehow, the fates had made him impossible to avoid.
Like Corey.
And me.
Knowing Duncan was that close, it had honest to God been the only reason why I hesitated moving my family from LA to Phoenix.
But he didn’t live in Phoenix.
And I was done with the industry, the traffic, the mudslides and fires, and it bears repeating, the industry, but I did not want cold, snow or the possibility of days filled with fighting what humidity did to my hair.
I’d talked Tom into it.
Then we moved to Phoenix.
Suddenly, the landscape opened up, and I wasn’t the only one in the car that gasped. Rodney, my driver did too.
Good Lord.
Was that…?
I clenched my teeth as my heart squeezed.
This would be what Duncan would pick if he had the money.
And he had the money.
So there he was.
That lake.
God.
And that house.
Sheer sprawling, rustic, monied perfection.
Even with the lake surrounded by the trees and mountains being such a breathtaking vision, I couldn’t take my eyes off the house as the Rolls rounded the graveled drive and came to a stop at the bottom of the steps that led to the carved-wood front door.
Wrap-around porch. Pine-green tin roof. Log cabin style. Multiple stone chimneys.
Outbuildings, several of them.
It was like I drove two hours out of Phoenix and found myself on the set of the Yellowstone series.
But with better scenery.
As Rodney got out, my stomach pitched, not with nerves, but with fury.
Why did Corey, as one of his last wishes, decide to put me through this?
Seriously.
I pushed open my own door and folded out, just as Rodney got to my side.
“Can you get the box, do you mind?” I asked him.
“Of course, Ms. Swan.”
I nodded. Smiled.
And braced.
I looked up the steps.
As the years passed, I tried not to pay attention. He wasn’t like Corey. Me. You couldn’t escape Corey or me.
But he looked how he looked. And he did what he did.
Therefore, he was in the public eye and he got photographed.
And I figured he lived up here in the middle of nowhere to do what he could to avoid it.
Duncan “Bowie” William Holloway, founder and CEO River Rain Outdoor stores. Where you go for your every outdoor need.
Duncan William Holloway, ardent environmentalist, giving and raising millions to save any and every species, our wetlands, our rain forests, anything from fracking. You name it, he was on the front lines to save it.
Bowie was and always would, in some way, be the hero.
Except to me.
And there he was, standing at the top of the steps, wearing jeans. A lighter-colored denim shirt. A down vest over it.
Dark hair too long, messy.
Legs long and shoulders broad.
Features that were a jumble of perfect and imperfect, making them extraordinary.
Hawk nose.
Perfectly angled cheekbones.
Small eyes, but they were hooded.
Square jaw, almost always covered in stubble or a beard.
Like now.
A beard.
He seemed bigger than before.
Younger, he’d had the long, lithe, muscled body of a linebacker.
Now, he looked like a heavyweight boxer.
But of course.
Of course Duncan would only get better.
There was a woman beside him. Diminutive. Casual dress. Older than him.
She was practically wringing her hands as she stared down at me.
By the look of her, the age of her, she was a Rita’s Way fan.
Maybe All Roads Lead Here.
But more likely a fan of Imogen Swan, the actor who played Bonnie in the insanely popular, award-winning, critically acclaimed television series Rita’s Way.
If they didn’t have the Rachel cut, back in the day, they had the Bonnie.
In that show, my love interest Devon and I were both the standouts. And fortunately, the veteran actors were cool about it.
Devon and Bonnie, finding their way through young love, committed to each other through thick and thin. The thin being Bonnie coming up pregnant, so they discussed it, at politically correct length, with a good deal of angst, and in the end, decided to keep the baby and get married. More thin when young Devon fought cancer.
Poor Bonnie and Devon didn’t have a lot of thick. They lived mostly through thin.
And the American people (and eventually those around the world) rooted for them the entire way.
Nine seasons.
We should have stopped at seven.
But by the end, the residuals meant my children’s children were not going to have to worry about anything monetary.
So there was that.
I looked from the woman back to Bowie.
He was staring down at me, hands on hips, face registering no emotion.