I pistoned into her over and over again, my jaw clenched as I breathed loudly through my nose. Every time I bottomed out I felt her body clamp down on my dick. She was determined to milk me dry, and she would, but first I was going to give her those orgasms she wanted. Somewhere I found the strength to pull out right before I came, and ignored her sound of protest as I scooted down her body. I ripped her shorts off her, took her ass in my hands, and pulled her up sharply, locking my mouth over her cunt.
Her sharp cry was abruptly cut off, and when I looked up I saw that she had brought a pillow over her face. It didn’t take much effort before her first orgasm exploded through her body onto my tongue. The sounds of my slurping as I greedily sucked up all her sweet cream drowned out her muted cries as she convulsed uncontrollably. I barely gave her time to catch her breath before I started all over again.
I fucked her with my tongue. I sucked and nibbled carefully at her swollen clit. I used my fingers to reach the elusive sweet spot, flicking it until Holly was quivering and jerking and scraping my scalp sharply with her nails. Her fingers tangled in my hair, at first holding me to her, and then tugging me away before urging me back again. When I sensed that she was close, I flipped her over and pulled her to her knees, needing to be inside her. I wanted to feel her body lose control around me.
Before I could say anything, Holly arched her back and thrust her ass out, opening herself to me. I slammed forward, going deep enough to hit her cervix. She moaned loudly and buried her face into her pillow. The instant my balls slapped up against her clit she came like a fucking geyser, screaming into her pillow. The feel of her body clenching around my dick was all it took for me to come so fucking hard I thought my head was going to explode.
With a grunt I fell over her bent body and unloaded everything I had in my balls.
"Fucking hell, woman, you drain me dry," I rasped against her ear, panting for air. Holly had turned her face away from the pillow and was sucking in air, too. Her wild hair was wet and sticking to her. I reached up to move it out of her face, kissing her shoulder as we sank fully against the bed.
"I needed that," she whispered tiredly.
I grinned as I reluctantly pulled away from her and rolled to the side. She turned her face toward me, but made no other effort to move. A lazy smile tilted her lips up. I could tell by her half-lidded eyes that she was ready to go back to sleep.
"You didn't even kiss me hello."
"I didn't?" I thought about it for a minute. She was right. I leaned in and kissed her. "Hello."
"Hi."
I pulled the covers over her. "Go back to sleep, Babe."
"You won't leave me?" she mumbled.
"No."
She drifted off almost immediately with a smile softening her face. I was tired too, and felt my eyes get heavy as I lay listening to the soothing sound of Holly's breathing. Just as I felt myself about to go under, a small noise coming from Ava's crib jerked me awake again. I listened for a minute, realizing that she was awake and moving around.
I quickly rolled from bed before she could wake Holly and slipped on a pair of clean sweats from the drawer. By the time I made my way to Ava she was making little sucking noises. It didn't surprise me to find her trying to cram her fist into her mouth. When she noticed me staring down at her she giggled and threw her little arms and legs with excitement.
"Shh," I whispered as I picked her up. "We don't want to wake up Mommy." I wasn’t uncomfortable talking to her--I talked to Samuel and Izzy all the time. I grabbed the small, thin blanket that Holly kept draped over the crib, a diaper and wipes off the changing table, and took her out to the living room.
I'd changed her a couple of times with Holly watching, and knew that I could handle it. I figured the floor was the safest place for her, so I threw the blanket down and set Ava down on it. It took me a while to get her out of her onsie, and as I reached for the tabs to the diaper, I prayed that I was only going to find pee inside. I slowly pulled the diaper away from her squirming body and peeked, as if it would make a difference. I was going to change her regardless.
I smiled. "Good girl!" I cooed. Then the smile left my face when I realized that I was cooing. If my brothers had heard me, I would never live it down. Ava's little face twisted into a pout, and the smile quickly returned to my face. "It's okay, little darlin', didn't mean to scare you. Soon as we get you changed, I'll give you a bottle. I hope Mommy left one in the fridge, because you're not going to get any milk from my nipples." I stopped the inane prattle and shook my head. What the fuck was I saying?
After putting the clean diaper on Ava I sat back, feeling pretty proud of myself. I dreaded putting the onsie back on her, but Holly liked Ava to sleep in them since she didn't cover her up. Thank fuck her bones were still soft as I contorted her limbs and finally got the garment back on her. By the time I was done I was breathing hard and sweating. Ava, on the other hand, was all smiles and giggles.
"Be right back with your bottle, darlin'." Her little eyes followed me when I got up to leave.
Please let there be a bottle, please let there be a bottle, I chanted all the way to the fridge. I wanted to do this for Holly, she looked so tired. And she should be. I hadn't been very gentle with her.
You would have thought I'd hit the fucking lottery when I opened the door and found two bottles right in front. I grabbed one, removed the nipple, and popped it into the microwave for a few seconds. While I was waiting, I noticed an envelope on the counter and frowned to myself. I picked it up, noticing the name at the top. It was from a lab, and instantly I realized that it was the DNA results. Why hadn't Holly opened it? I set it down when the microwave dinged.
The milk was warm enough, so I replaced the nipple and went back to Ava. "You hungry, darlin'?" When she saw what was in my hand she reached for it with excited impatience. I gave her the bottle, and she began to suck it down like it was good whiskey. I laughed at the comparison and watched as Ava drank the bottle noisily.
As I watched Ava, my mind drifted back to the envelope. Maybe Holly hadn't opened it because she was afraid of what was inside. Hell, I was afraid too, but I wanted to know.
But first I needed to tell Holly something.
Chapter 32
Holly
I was surprised, and a little disappointed, when I rolled over and found that Sax had gone. His side of the bed was cool to the touch. I seemed to remember that he’d told me he wouldn't be leaving. My gaze shot to the crib and found that Ava was gone, too. The scary thing is that I’d known nothing once I'd fallen back to sleep. It had been deep and worry-free knowing that Sax was around.
I slipped from bed naked from the waist down and deliciously achy all over. Sex with Sax had always been intense and satisfying, but it seemed different now, in a good way. He held nothing back, and there was more passion. It made me wonder if he'd been holding back before, afraid to reveal exactly how much he wanted me. But that was silly, right? I mean, we'd been together a long time.
I grabbed a pair of clean shorts from the drawer and slipped them on before going out to the other room, where I expected to find Sax sitting in a chair or on the floor with Ava. What I saw took my breath away, and gave me real hope. Sax was stretched out on the couch with Ava lying on top of him, both asleep. His hand rested against her back, looking so big and strong. The sight caused my heart to swell with emotion. The two people I loved most in the world, together, and looking so natural together.