“Yeah, I think I got that,” I answer with a laugh before my expression turns serious. “While you were down there, did he rape you?”
“Oh,” she whispers before sucking in a breath and nodding. “Yes. He raped me almost every night for the entire year I was down there.”
Jesus Christ.
I slip my fingers into her hair, massaging the back of her head as fire burns through my gut. I swear to God, I’ll make him pay for all the pain and suffering she went through - every last second of it.
“I’m so sor…”
“Don’t you dare apologize to me, Noah LeBlanc. I’ll say it again - this wasn’t your fault. Oliver is fucking delusional. He made me pretend that we were in a relationship and he was just coming home from a regular workday while I was down there.”
“For real?”
She nods. “Yes. He insisted that I have dinner ready for him when he got home and then we’d watch TV and he’d make me cuddle with him before taking me to the bedroom where he’d rape me.”
I think over all the stuff that’s happened between us since I got back and my stomach rolls. “How are you okay with me touching you, being with you?”
“I don’t know, actually.”
“Did you and Mason ever…” I ask, not sure I want the answer to this question. She shakes her head.
“No. I told him that I wasn’t the type of girl that slept around and that I’d been through some shit in my past and I needed to take it slow.”
All the tension releases from my muscles as I release a breath I didn’t realize I was holding. Jealousy had been burning me up inside every time I thought about the two of them together and I’m fucking thrilled to just push that image out of my mind forever.
“But it’s not the same with me?” I ask, thinking about what we did last night and she shakes her head.
“No, Noah. You and I don’t seem to follow any of the normal rules. When we’re together, it’s almost like that year never even happened.” Smiling, she throws her leg over my hip and my dick immediately takes notice - not that her “fuck me” eyes were hard to interpret.
“You sure?”
She nods. “Oh, yeah.”
Planting her hand on my chest, she digs her nails into my skin as she rocks her hips against me and it’s all the encouragement I need. I release her and sit up in bed, scooting back until my back is pressed against the headboard before pulling her on top of me. With a grin, she straddles me and begins gyrating her hips, rubbing her wet pussy against my aching cock.
“Baby,” I breathe, dropping my head back as pleasure zips through me.
Fuck, that feels amazing.
I’m torn between urging her to go farther and just letting her do this for the rest of my life ‘cause goddamn, it’s magical. In fact, I imagine this is what heaven is like - just Kady and me in bed together, loving each other for the rest of forever.
She leans back, planting one of her hands on my thigh as she hooks the other around the back of my neck and pulls me forward, stealing a kiss. Any doubts I had about how she feels about sex vanish as she takes control, torturing me with the rotation of her hips. The head of my cock hits her clit and she moans, pulling one out of me as well as I fist her hair and give it a tug. She throws her head back, moaning again.
“Stop teasin’ me, darlin’.”
Pouting, she rocks her hips a little harder. Silently telling me to go fuck myself. “Why? You didn’t stop when you were teasing me last night.”
Well, when she’s right, she’s right.
“Please, baby. I need you.”
“Noah,” she breathes, practically melting into my lap and I grin. Bingo! She releases my neck and leans in toward me as she rocks up on her knees and hovers over me. I grab my cock and rub the head against her clit one more time before lining myself up with her entrance. Bracing both hands on my shoulders, she slowly starts sinking down and I let out a long, drawn out sigh as my head falls back.
“Oh, God,” she breathes and I open my eyes just in time to see the look of complete bliss on her face - head thrown back, eyes closed, and her full lips parted in pleasure.
Jesus, she’s so goddamn beautiful.
She’s stunning perfection, a damn goddess, and the queen of my heart.
When she opens her eyes and sees me watching her, she bites her bottom lip and cups my face in her hands, leaning forward to press her lips to mine. She finds a steady, pounding rhythm that drives me out of my ever-lovin’ mind. It’s lazy but so damn intense as she lifts off me only to sink back down before circling her hips and doing it all over again. My heart pounds out of control as I slip my hand into her blonde hair again and pull it.
“Noah,” she moans and any restraint I had snaps. Grabbing her hips, I hold her steady as I flip her onto her back and throw one leg up over my shoulder with a grin as I slowly sink into her. She moans again.
“That feel good, baby? Or you want more?”
She nods. “More.”
I mimic the pace she set, slowly sinking into her with enough force to draw a gasp out of her and make her tits bounce each time I bottom out. Her hands dive into her hair and her eyes close as she tries to wrap her other leg around my waist but I grab it and pin her knee to the bed, holding her wide open to me.
“Eyes on me, Kady,” I command and she blinks up at me. “You take your eyes off me and I’m going to smack your sweet little ass, you hear me?”
She nods with a breathy moan and I grin.
“Good girl.”
I work my cock in and out of her, slowly building her to an orgasm that will shatter her as I lean down and steal a kiss before pulling back just enough to stare into her eyes. Her pussy clenches down on me and I groan as her teeth sink into her bottom lip and her eyes get heavy. I arch a brow in warning but it’s too late. Her eyes close for just a second, too overcome with pleasure, and I seize my opportunity as I release her leg and slap her ass. She cries out, her eyes popping open and finding me as her pussy clamps down on me again.
Fuck.
“I’m going to come, baby,” she whispers, fighting the urge to close her eyes again as I feel a tingling at the base of my spine. I nod, pushing her leg off of my shoulder before I grab the back of her neck and pull her to me. Our lips meet and I pick up the pace, hitting that spot inside her that’s always made her lose her mind and she grips my arms, her nails digging into my skin. The bite only amplifies my impending orgasm and I reach between us to rub my thumb back and forth across her clit.
“Fuck!” she screams, ripping her lips from mine as her entire body begins to shake and her cunt chokes the shit out of me. It’s so powerful that I have to punch my fist into the mattress to keep from falling over on top of her as my release barrels through me and my dick throbs. Sweat rolls down my skin as I struggle to catch my breath and when I finally pull back to look at her, she has a huge smile on her face and I can’t help but laugh. It draws a giggle out of her and before I know it, we’re wrapped up in each other laughing so hard we can’t breathe.
“Jesus, that was amazing,” she says as we calm down and I nod, pulling her closer as my eyes drift closed.
Shit.
I’m ready to go back to sleep after that.