“Daddy!”
“So impatient tonight.”
“I’m not.” His brows pulled tight, in a harsh line.
“If you had begged when I asked you to, you’d have seen it already.”
His lips pushed out. “But I did beg so let me have it.”
“Remember you asked for it…” I lifted out the large glass dildo and turned it before him. The shiny surface reflected the lights from the tree to dance over his pale skin.
His eyes grew to the size of saucers. “I’ve never been fucked with a glass dildo.”
“Wait until you see what I have in store for it.” I pushed to my feet and grabbed the bucket next to the door, opening it quickly to fill it with snow then pushing the dildo into it. I returned to my place between Aiden’s thighs. “Should we see if it’s cold enough?” I grabbed it out of the snow and brought it to his lips, rubbing it over them.
He shivered.
“Open them.”
He did as I asked, presenting his tongue. I pushed the dildo in and out of his lips.
“You’re so hot when you do that. It’s almost as good as sucking my cock.”
His lips pulled into a smile around the glass. I withdrew it and back into the snow it went.
“I’m going to fuck you, alternating with my cock and the cold.” I pressed myself to his opening.
He bucked, taking me an inch inside, digging his heels in and elongating his body in an attempt to get closer. He took another inch. I stayed where I was, letting it all play out.
“Daddy, I can’t take it. Please.” He pulled at the logs, shoulders tight, ribs stretched.
“I love it when you ask me nicely.” I rubbed a hand up the plane of his stomach, giving him what he wanted.
His head dropped back, eyes rolling while soft happy sounds leaked from his lips. I planted a hand next to his head, bringing our bodies together while we moved in sync. I grabbed the dildo, the cold burning into my fingers as I positioned it between us. I slid out of Aiden without breaking my rhythm and pushed the dildo into him.
He screamed, back arching, mouth dropping open, and chest heaving. His entire body shook under me as I pulled it back a little, only to shove the rest of the glass into him. His body tightened, stiff as a board under me.
“Stay with me, and remember my warm cock is coming back.”
It took him a second but he nodded. I withdrew the dildo and replaced it with my cock, and he instantly clenched around me, gasping.
I continued the process until he was shaking, begging in sweet whispers. Dumping the dildo into the bucket, I hooked my forearm under his knees, pushing them to his chest to open him further to me and fucked him until he begged to come.
I bent to lick the salt from his forehead as he came down. Both of us breathing hard, I tugged at the ribbon tied in a simple knot.
“Not yet,” Aiden pleaded.
“No?”
He shook his head.
I studied him for a moment, trying to discern what he was needing with the binding. I slipped it off the hook on the log holder, putting it around my neck instead as I pulled Aiden into my arms. He tugged at the ribbon and finding them still secure, he laid his head on my chest.
“Are we ever going to get our library time back?” he whispered.
“We played in the library the other day…” I wasn’t sure where he was going with this.
“I don’t mean like that. I mean like it used to be.”
“Are you unhappy with the way our relationship has shifted? Because if you are, we need to work that out now.” Was this going to be Aiden telling me he didn’t want to date me anymore, that he only wanted playtime?
“No.” He pressed his face into my armpit. “Nothing is coming out right.”
“It’s going to have to, so I know where we are.” My brows pulled together.
“I guess what I mean is, I don’t want to lose that.”
“What?” I asked.
“The…the whole thing. The anticipation you might show up. The waiting. The play with my mask.”
“Oh.” It was becoming a lot clearer as he spoke. “You want the stranger dynamic to continue. We can do that.”
“I liked that it was a surprise. It gave me hope to always have it as a possibility.”
I tugged at his hair until he glanced up at me. “All those things are possible as long as you talk to me and tell me you enjoy them.”
“Thank you.”
“So agreeable after an orgasm,” I said, laughing. It was the best time to tell him. “Aiden, can we talk about something else?”
“Sure, Daddy.”
“Do you want me to untie you?”
“No.” He wore a shy smile.
“I’ve been applying for jobs to use my degree.”
He tilted his head. “Okay.”
“Some of them are in conservation and harder to get. So I haven’t been taking it seriously because of the nature of them. They are usually someone’s kid or end up political.”
“And?” There was an edge to his voice.
“I interviewed for one a few days ago and got the call today I got it.”
A mixture of emotions washed over his face. “That’s a good thing right? Good for your career.”
“Yes, very good. It will be doing more of the things I love. I will get a hand in the parks and get to make choices on what’s best for them.”
He smiled and leaned up to brush his lips over mine. “I’m happy for you. You’re going to take it right?”
“Well, that’s what I wanted to talk to you about.”
“What do you mean?”
“I think the position would require me to move to the city…”
He tried to scurry back, but the ribbon caught on the back of my neck. He kept tugging and I was trying to get him to stop long enough to get him free. But instead of freezing, he fought harder to separate us, and our heads slammed together.
“Fuck.” He curled into himself and I was finally able to get his arms from around my neck.
He clutched his forehead and backed away.
I sat collecting myself. “Aiden, I need you to listen to me.”
“No. No.” His voice broke, and his tears glinted in the multicolored lights. “I can’t do this again. I can’t have you leave me behind and then wait for you to cheat on me.”
I stalked over to stand in front of him as he alternated between clutching his head and trying to untie himself with his teeth.
“That’s not what’s going to happen. I don’t even know what the details of the job are yet.”
“It doesn’t matter.” He threw his hands down in front of himself and squared his shoulders. “It can’t be here. Nothing bureaucratic is done up here. They will need you down there. Even if it was possible to stay, I’m sure you’re amazing at what you do. And eventually it will lead to the city, and then I’ll be left here alone. I’m not investing to lose someone…” He trailed off, ribbon back in his mouth. He groaned again, stomping his foot when he couldn’t get it undone.
I grabbed his hands and he let me untie them.
Hurriedly he collected his clothes and started to pull them on.
“Aiden. Will you listen to me for a minute? I’ve thought a lot about this.”