“Do you think he’d let me do it to him? Mightn’t seem so scary if I do it.”
He watched me for a moment before sighing, pulling me on top of him as he lay back onto his pillows properly.
“Worth a shot. Got any tips for butt stuff from a takers point of view?”
I raised an eyebrow, wondering if he was joking or not.
“Yeah. Don’t tense, or it fucking hurts.”
“That’s it?” He frowned, making me shrug.
“Maybe work your way into it. You need to get your ass used to being invaded before a big dick goes in there. Want me to eat your ass?” I chuckled, a pained groan coming from him.
“Take this seriously, babe.”
“I am. Caden and Ty always do it to me, so surely I could give it a go,” I replied, earning a strange look from him.
When he stayed quiet, I sighed. “What is it, Gilbert?”
“Does it actually do anything, or are guys just weird and dominating?”
“I like it,” I shrugged, giggling as he swatted my ass and bit my neck.
“How about you spread those stunning legs and I’ll eat your ass instead?” He growled, and I stuck my tongue out in response.
“I’m comfortable with my ass being invaded. You’re the one that needs some practice.”
“As long as you suck my dick while you’re down there,” he grinned, pulling me down properly to kiss him.
It was desperate and needy, and the longer he kissed me the more I realized he was freaked out by Lukas fucking him, because his body slowly relaxed when I didn’t notice it was tense to begin with.
The door opened and Lukas moved into the room, causing Jensen to pause and look up at him.
When neither of them spoke, I rolled my eyes.
“Hey, come sit.”
Lukas did as he was told, sitting on the bed warily, but I pulled him closer and raised an eyebrow.
“Did you have something to say to Jense?”
He met Jensen’s gaze and took a breath before speaking.
Well, he blurted it out in one breath, actually.
“I love you and I’m sorry for freaking out about all this shit, but I want to try to push past it.”
Jensen’s face softened, and he sat up with emotion in his eyes as he spoke softly.
“You really love me?”
“I do. Like, a lot. Can you please be patient and let me take this slow? Not how it has been, but when we try new things, can I take my time?” He asked, his face heating as he looked away.
Lukas always looked cute when he blushed.
Jensen moved in front of him and crossed his legs, resting a hand on Lukas’s thigh.
“On one condition.”
Lukas tensed but met his gaze again.
“Yeah?”
“We will be doing more than making out, and you agree we work towards actually sleeping together.”
“I’ll try not to freak out so much,” he promised, relaxing as Jensen gave him an affectionate kiss and smiled.
“Sounds good.”
I gave them both a kiss before curling up under the covers and got comfortable, deciding on changing the subject since they seemed okay again.
“So, did you guys want to watch a movie?”
“Like, porn?” Jensen suggested with a sly smirk, making me shrug.
“If you have some good porn to share with us, then I won’t argue,” I chuckled, his face turning smug.
“I’ve got heaps of gang bang and lesbian porn if you want to watch that?” He offered, making me smirk.
“Seriously? You actually download it?”
“Nah, just saved it into bookmarks so I can find it later,” he winked, but Lukas seemed ready to combust before randomly blurting out his request.
“Can we watch some gay stuff?”
Jensen glanced at him and shrugged, a small smile tugging on his lips.
“I can put whatever you want on, babe. What sort of gay stuff?”
Lukas’s face was red with embarrassment, but I spoke up with my smirk still in place.
“Just watch bi-sexual threesomes. The guys fuck both then, kind of like how we would.”
Jensen nodded, moving over to grab the remote for the tv so he could connect it to the internet, but Lukas scrunched his face up.
“You’d really want to fuck together like that? It doesn’t weird you out?”
I shuffled closer to him, putting an arm around his middle to relax him.
“I don’t think it’s weird. I’m happy you two can love me as well as each other. You know I find it hot to watch, anyway.”
“I love you so much,” he said softly, causing warmth to fill my heart as he cuddled right up to me as if I were his lifeline.
Jensen leaned back, scrolling through the internet until he found what he was looking for, making me chuckle.
“Jense, do you have a fucking membership for this shit?”
“Chances are high,” he nodded, giving me a cheeky wink before getting comfortable on Lukas’s other side.
Five minutes into it, Lukas excused himself and vanished down the hallway, and Jensen sighed in defeat.
“Do you think he took off?”
“Doubt it. You would have heard the Aston Martin leave. Just give him time, okay?” I reassured, but he didn’t seem very convinced.
“I know, but I don’t want him to feel like we can’t be friends if he doesn’t actually want to take this further. I…”
“Okay, let’s try this,” Lukas exclaimed confidently as he strolled back in, arms filled with sex toys and lube, with a determined look on his face.
I had absolutely no idea where he’d found them, and I struggled to hold laughter in and keep my face blank to avoid upsetting him.
Jensen’s eyebrows shot up as the contents were dumped on the bed in front of us, his voice sounding choked.
“Try what?”
Lukas looked at him like he was stupid, and it was kind of funny.
“You know, something small to start with and see how it goes.”
“A finger would work fine, babe,” he replied, but when Lukas paused with an uncertainty on his face, Jensen quickly added, “But this is a good idea. I’m happy with whatever you want to do.”
“I don’t really know what I want to do but…”
I crawled across the bed and picked up a fat dildo, cringing at the size of it as if flopped in my hand.
“How about I just blow you and put a finger in your ass? These mightn’t look big, Luke, but they’re bigger than a finger.”
He seemed frustrated for a moment, but a small smile hit his face as I crawled almost into his lap and kissed him quickly.
“Jense likes to eat ass, so maybe start there.”
Jensen smirked, tossing a butt plug up and down in his hand.
“I said I wanted to eat your ass Aurora. I mean, I’m happy to give Luke a go, but I offered that to you first, you minx.”
“Just blow each other?” I offered, making him shrug.
“Can’t be too difficult, right?”
I snorted, giving him an amused expression as I sat back and crossed my legs.
They had no idea how uncomfortable that shit could be, let alone for the first few goes.
“You’ll gag, so take it easy, and watch teeth.”
Lukas cringed like I suspected he would.