"You're always in a good mood."
No, I always seem like I'm in a good mood. But the distinction doesn't matter to me at the moment. Everything feels light. Mom's going to put her foot down with Bree. My schedule is filled with badass tattoos. And Iris is… fuck, Iris is everything.
This must be why Brendon is so fucking obnoxious all the time.
I finish my cup then make one for Leighton. I even fix it the way she likes—one packet of half and half and one of raw sugar.
She sighs with anticipation as I hand it over. Slowly, she brings it to her lips—she isn't wearing lipstick today, which is weird—and takes a sip.
Her sigh is heavy, needy. "Mmm. Better than sex."
"It's been too long since you've had sex."
She shoots me a cutting look. "You think I'm not aware of that?"
"I'm not the one comparing shitty coffee to sex."
"It's decent coffee."
"Been too long since you've had good coffee."
"Cocky now that you have a girlfriend."
"'Cause I was hurting for sex before?"
"Please. You're different about it lately."
"I am not." No, I am.
"You didn't deny the girlfriend thing."
"You asking for details about last night?"
"Are you offering?"
Maybe. It feels weird. Wrong. I take a long sip. "You made the abstinence rule. You can pull it anytime."
She shakes her head.
"You have an end date in mind?"
She tilts her head to one side. "Uh… I'll know when it's time."
"Uh-huh."
"I will. It needs to be the right guy. Someone I actually like. And trust."
"Or when you're dripping wet, panting and needy from Kay's kinky book?" Dean slides onto the counter.
"I'm not reading Kaylee's dirty book." Leighton takes another sip. "And it's not that dirty."
"How do you know if you don't read it?" he asks.
"I skim over her shoulder." Her cheeks flush. "Like you wouldn't."
"Invading a young woman's privacy." Dean shakes his head. "Fucked-up shit." He looks to me right?
I nod. "Not as fucked-up as deflowering her in an alley."
"I do not need to hear this story again," Leighton says.
"You wanted details," I say.
"About you and Iris. Not about Kay. She's too innocent and cute—"
"You're into chicks now?" Dean's eyes perk. "Can I watch?"
"No. And hell no. But I'm not afraid to admit a woman is attractive," she says.
He shoots her a cutting look. "You think I'm afraid to point out a hot guy?"
"Maybe." She looks from him to me then back to him. "I don't hear you discussing it."
"When's it come up?" He presses his lips to one side, thinking. "Walker's hot."
"Yeah? You two ever experiment?" She presses her hands together. "Can I watch?"
"No. But you can watch me with anyone, Leigh." He winks at her.
"No, thank you," she says.
"How come you're always begging my boy for details?" Dean asks.
"I do not beg." She folds her arms. "And he gives good detail."
"And I don't?" Dean mocks poignant.
"No. You say shit like—" She drops her voice to imitate Dean. "Oh, her tits were so nice. It was awesome when she sucked me off."
He arches a brow. "I don't see the problem."
"Exactly." She looks to me. "You want to explain this to him?"
"Not even a little," I say.
He motions to his empty suite—the client is halfway to the bathroom. "This is going long."
"It's fine. I'm beat. I'm gonna head home." I take a long sip. It's only okay coffee, but it tastes fucking amazing. Everything feels brighter. Crisper. Better.
"Fuck that. It's biceps and back." He winks at Leighton as he flexes. "You can touch. It won't bite."
She rolls her eyes as she fake laughs. But she still ends in a smile. She enjoys Dean's stupidity.
"Next time." I take another sip. "I was up late."
"Fucking Iris?" he asks.
"We were talking."
He tilts his head to one side. "Talking?"
"Yeah. When you like a girl for more than what's between her legs—you know what? I don't want to ruin the surprise," I tease.
"I know what talking is." His eyes narrow. "So it's serious?"
"I guess."
"You gonna go see her?"
"Maybe. She was upset last night." I take another sip. I'm not dense. I get that Dean is concerned shit's going to change. But it's not. "I'm gonna call. Make sure she's okay."
Dean looks to Leighton. Raises a brow.
She shrugs don't look at me.
"You know I'm right here," I say.
"Just find it fucking interesting you'll wait around for her, but you bail on our plans." Dean slides off the counter.
"She has great tits," I say.
"If I thought that was it, I wouldn't fucking care," Dean says.
Leighton clears her throat. Motions to Ryan working on a pretty girl's wrist tattoo—not that he's noticing the way she's looking at him.
He folds his arms over his chest. "This is a fucking inside voice."
"We have different definitions of inside voice." She plops on her stool. Taps her Converse together. "Your shop. Alienate your customers if you want."
"Thanks, I will," he says.
"If Ryan lectures me, I will fucking ruin you," she says.
"He'll lecture me," Dean says.
"He'll lecture all of us." She shakes her head. "You can admit you have feelings."
He looks to me. "She your girlfriend now or some shit?"
"Yeah. And?" I stare back at him.
"Would have been nice to know that."
"Now you do."
"You gonna tell me why the fuck she was asking about Sabrina?"
"She was?" I bite my tongue. "When?"
Dean scoffs. "Guess you don't know everything about her."
Irritation seeps into my voice. "Never said I did."
Leighton looks to me. "At Ryan's party. She seemed really concerned."
Dean's voice gets low. "Why the fuck is there anything to say about Sabrina? Your sister is supposed to be in rehab."
"She checked out early." I try to make my voice even, but it refuses. I'm still pissed. I'm still worried she's going to die with a needle in her arm no matter what I do.
"When?" he asks.
"A few weeks ago."
He shakes his head. "And you didn't fucking tell me?"
"I didn't tell her either. Bree was there. At my place. High. Iris was with me."
"Were you gonna fucking tell me?" Dean asks.
"I can handle Bree on my own." I have for a long time.