He reached down between them, guiding his rock-hard cock to her entrance. Shaun gasped as he pressed himself inside her, taking his sweet time as he filled her completely, pushing inch after inch inside as she lay gasping and soaring from the rush of endorphins washing over her. Even though he had a big cock and it’d been a while since Shaun last had sex, she took him without too much discomfort. He’d prepared her to the point that she was dripping for him.
Shaun could feel the tension thrumming through his body as he held himself rigid above her. He lifted his head to look down at her, wrapping his big hands around her head and holding her. The look in his eyes was so intense it melted her. She read him without words. He was concerned for her comfort, but he desperately wanted to fuck her.
She smiled tremulously and whispered, “I’m okay.”
His eyes darkened to cobalt and he gave a slight nod. Then he began moving his hips, pulling out of her almost completely and then filling her again. Even though his thrusts were slow, she was left gasping, her heart hammering, her body vibrating with tension. She felt incredible.
She stretched beneath him, luxuriating in his long, slow strokes before reaching up to grip his strong arms. She lifted her legs to wrap them tightly around his waist, then tilted her hips and thrust forward in one smooth move as he pushed into her.
His eyes flared in pleasure and he let out a guttural groan.
Shaun grinned and wiggled her hips again, tightening her kegel muscles.
Jozef let out another growl, this one more ferocious than the last. He gripped her so hard she let out a squeak, then he slammed into her hard enough to thrust her up the bed. Shaun let out a shriek and gripped the sheets while he took hold of her waist and dragged her back down the bed, continuing to fuck her in a flurry of aggressive thrusts. It was like fucking a hurricane. She had no choice but to hold on and take it.
Shaun twisted her head to the side and hid a grin in the pillow next to her. It felt fucking amazing! She hadn’t let free and allowed herself to enjoy the sheer bliss of a good fuck in so long she was starting to wonder if she’d ever really had a good fuck. She’d only ever hooked up with doctors or one-night stands from the bar. She could definitely say nothing had compared to this.
All she could do is hang on as he pounded into her, his hands wrapped around her hips, holding her in place as he took his pleasure from her body while giving her just as much in return. Shaun flew higher and higher toward the shining peak. This sensation was different though; she’d never come through vaginal penetration. Hell, she’d been pretty sure it was a myth.
As it turned out, not a myth. With each thrust he sent her soaring, tilting her hips at just the right angle so that he was hitting her g-spot again. Shaun let out a high-pitched cry as he shoved her right over the edge of another incredible orgasm. Her brain went fuzzy and blank while her hips pumped of their own volition, milking him of every ounce of pleasure he had to give.
Jozef gripped her so hard Shaun had a brief second to wonder if he might actually be able to crush her hips before he let out another guttural growl and followed her over the edge. She felt hot jets touch everything inside her, bathing her with his semen. She gloried in the feeling, stretching her arms wide and grinning.
Jozef gripped her face, forcing her to look at him. His expression was serious, but his eyes were soft. He dropped his forehead to hers and stared at her, allowing her to see the shifting emotions. Her heart pounded and she suddenly felt vulnerable, like they’d just had a life changing moment together. But it was only sex. It wasn’t that important. Something they’d both done before with other people.
A sensation ran through Shaun as she thought about Jozef with other women. With Giselle, who clearly thought she had some kind of claim on him. The feeling of vulnerability intensified until Shaun thought she would suffocate if she was forced to lay underneath Jozef for another second.
She shoved his shoulders and said in a high thin voice, “I need to get up.”
When he didn’t react quickly enough, she slapped her palm against his bare shoulder and said in a louder voice, “Jozef, let me up!”
He frowned at her and a shutter dropped over his expression. He rolled to the side, releasing his grip. Shaun scrambled off the bed and stood shaking next to it, her arms wrapped around herself. She must have looked truly stricken because he frowned in concern and sat up, reaching for her. Shaun jumped away and shook her head. “I just need a minute, okay?”
He studied her for a second, then nodded. Shaun ran for the bathroom, slamming it shut and leaning against it. She didn’t bother locking it. She’d locked it before and Jozef had let himself in without even alerting her. She covered her face with her hands and tried to get a grip on herself. She felt like she was in shock. Her heart was racing, she was shaking, tears were pricking her eyes.
Did she regret what they’d just done? She thought long and hard about it and decided she did not regret having sex with Jozef. It was easily the most pleasurable moment of her life and she was going to treasure it as a perfect memory.
Then why was she so fucked up over it? She pushed away from the door and paced the bathroom.
“Oh god,” she moaned as semen and vaginal fluids dripped down her thighs.
She grabbed a towel and pressed it against herself, trying to wipe away the evidence. Then it hit her. They’d fucked without a condom. Shaun never had sex without protection. EVER. This moment was unprecedented in so many ways. What if Jozef had an STI? Shaun certainly didn’t, but he didn’t know that. They’d been reckless.
Then there was that possibility of a baby. Shaun wasn’t on birth control because she’d been too busy with her job in Ukraine to re-administer her Depo-Provera shot. She hadn’t worried though, because she hadn’t intended on hooking up with anyone. She was too busy for even a casual fling.
Apparently, she wasn’t too busy to fuck her captor.
“Oh god,” she said again.
There was a knock at the door and Shaun jumped in surprise. Since when did Jozef knock before entering a room? She hesitated and then reached for the doorknob. She suspected he was being polite, giving her the few minutes of space she’d requested. But his concern would only extend so far. If she didn’t open the door then he would come in anyway.
He stood on the other side, still naked, a bathrobe in his hands. He held it up and jerked his head, indicating she should step into it. Shaun obeyed, feeling instantly better when she was enveloped in fuzzy warmth.
“Thank you.”
He leaned toward her, capturing her chin when she tried to move back. He did the same thing he’d done while they were fucking, he dropped his head to hers, pressing his forehead against hers. It was a strange moment of solidarity that gave her strength.
“We didn’t use a condom,” she told him.
He nodded his head in acknowledgment then gently tugged on her arm, leading her back to the bed. Shaun crawled on top, blushing when she climbed over a wet spot made of their combined fluids.
Jozef sat on the bed and leaned back against the headboard. He reached for her and she thought he was going to pull her against his chest, but he didn’t. He maneuvered her so she was facing him, their knees touching. He tugged on the lapels of the bathrobe, closing them against her throat so she wouldn’t get cold.
Shaun realized what her problem was; he was getting to her. Not just physically, but emotionally. Their sexual encounter had made such an emotional impact on her that she couldn’t deal with the aftermath. Couldn’t deal with wanting him, liking him, enjoying his body, but knowing they had no future. The idea of not being with him forever felt horrible. Yet she shouldn’t be this attached. They barely knew each other. He’d abducted her. He was a murderer. There was no scenario that ended with a happily ever after.