Haven’t had these in a while.
I put the chips and popcorn into one bowl, knowing Fennec wouldn’t mind not having it in different bowls, then I opened two Pop-Tarts, placed them on top of the snack mix including the brownies Dianna gave us , then I opened the fridge to take out a bottle of coke.
All things not available in the wilderness, but things we loved to eat before we left.
“Did you find the list?” I asked as I walked into his bedroom, seeing as we’d be watching the movie on his TV.
I never had one in my room, but we shared his, so I spent lots of time in his bedroom.
“Yeah, and we didn’t even see half of the movies I wrote down. We might as well watch two tonight.”
“Sounds good to me. As long as they’re good. I don’t like the ones where it’s obvious where the plot is going.”
I sat down on the bed and placed the bowl and bottle next to me, then I placed the pillows behind me against the wall to lean back comfortably.
“I got two that have been banned years ago. They’re a bit…taboo. But they’re definitely not like Texas Chainsaw Massacre or Halloween.”
I puckered my lips. “How taboo?”
“Let’s just say some sexual acts and in general acts aren’t very nice to look at. I’m just saying. We don’t have to watch this one, but you said you don’t want to watch a basic horror movie, right?”
I nodded and looked at the handwritten list in his hand. “What’s the name of the movie?” I asked.
He turned the paper around so I could read the movie listed on number six. A Serbian Film.
“And you haven’t watched this movie yet?”
“Nope. Never had the chance to. And I wanted to spare you certain scenes. I heard a few things about this movie.”
“Let’s watch it,” I told him confidently.
“You sure?”
“Yes. We live in the wilderness, Fen. There’s not much I can’t handle.”
He grinned devilishly, making me rethink my decision in an instant.
“Okay. But don’t tell me I didn’t warn you.”
He opened a drawer and pulled out his old laptop, then connected it to his TV before searching for the movie online.
“Strangely enough, you can find most banned movies for free on YouTube,” he said, clicking on the button to enlarge the screen.
“It’s still illegal,” I pointed out, but he shrugged it off.
“What we’re doing is illegal anyway. Might as well go all the way, hm?”
He stood back up and walked over to me, then he leaned over me and pressed a kiss to my lips, making me smile.
He was right.
We had already crossed the line multiple times, so we could stay on the other side and not worry about what’s right or wrong.
We were in love, and that’s what mattered to me the most.
His lips were warm against mine, moving slowly but keeping the kiss passionate.
We hadn’t talked about what we were, but the more we kissed and touched, the less I cared if we made it official between us or not.
We were close anyway, and no one needed to know what was going on between us.
It was our secret.
Our love.
And Fennec was mine because in the end, it’s always been us.
21
There were horrendous scenes in the movie, but neither of us could tear our eyes off the screen.
I didn’t think Vespyr would even get through half of it, but she was obviously intrigued, if not fascinated.
After we had stopped snacking, I pulled her closer to my side and put my arm around her shoulders, and my right hand on her thigh to pull her leg over my lap.
“Are you comfortable?” I whispered, kissing the top of her head.
“Yes, very. You?”
Her voice was soft and somewhat absent, but then she turned her head to look up at me with the sweetest smile.
“More than comfortable.”
With my hand on her cheek, I tilted her head back to lean in and kiss her while the movie continued on in front of us.
I slowly dipped my tongue into her mouth, tasting the saltiness of the popcorn and chips we ate.
Her body relaxed as her hands moved up to wrap around my neck, and I pulled her up so she would straddle my lap.
At this point, I didn’t care much about the movie, but I still pressed pause in case she wanted to know how it ended.
I had lied to her, saying I didn’t watch the movie before when in reality, I did almost five times.
It was a sick movie about sick people with disgusting minds.
Everything that happened in it was disturbing, but it’s what I enjoyed watching.
Well, as long as it was fiction.
Her hands moved into my hair and tugged on it while her hips pushed against mine.
A moan escaped her, and she started rocking back and forth, rubbing against my hardness while I helped her with my hands on her hips.
It was amazing watching her get more comfortable with her own body, and she showed me each time that she wanted far more than this.
I was going to give her more.
She’d turn nineteen in eleven days, then we would be the same age, although only for a few weeks until I had my own birthday in late January.
Something about that turned me on, and I couldn’t wait to finally push inside of her, with my dick stretching her tightness while I fucked her.
Another moan, and I moved my hands up to cover her tits.
While I massaged them gently, she moved by herself with her pussy pressed against my dick.
Our tongues couldn’t get enough of each other, so I pushed mine deeper into her mouth, tasting every inch of her.
It never occurred to me that Vespyr was the one girl I wanted to do all these things with.
No other girl made me feel this way, and I was glad she wanted me as well, pushing all the other guys away.
Not that they wanted her anyway.
I groaned as I felt her hand move between us, and when she leaned back to cup my dick, I looked at her with a smug grin.
“You want a taste, sweet girl?” I asked, squeezing her tits again.
“Yes.”
Her unsureness was overpowered by the confidence creeping up on her slowly, and I loved every second of it.
“You know what to do then. Get on your knees,” I ordered, and she quickly moved off my lap to kneel between my legs.
I helped her get rid of my pants and boxer briefs, and when my dick was out, she stared at it while licking her lips.
“Has any girl ever…”
“That doesn’t matter, Ves. It’s you and me. I don’t wanna hear you talk about anyone else when we’re alone, all right?”
She nodded at me and looked back at my rigid dick leaned against my stomach.
“Go ahead,” I urged, watching as her hand wrapped around it.
With my eyes on her, I didn’t let her out of my sight as she tried to figure out how to go at it, but once she did, I brushed back her hair into a tight ponytail on top of her head as she leaned in to wrap her lips around my tip.
“Just like that,” I whispered, letting her explore before taking over control again.
She started to move her hand along my length, followed by her lips and mouth taking me in deeper.
I pushed her head further down to show her that she had the ability to take it in deeper without gagging, and when she realized it herself, she started to do it on her own.