“Here?”
“Yes, Vespyr. Here. Do it.”
I took one more look around us, seeing people enter and exit the store but pretty much minding their own business, so I turned my hand so my palm was facing him and moved it more toward the bulge in his pants.
Luckily, his coat was long enough to reach the middle of his thighs, so I could easily hide what I was doing underneath there.
He took another drag, keeping his eyes on me closely as I started to massage his cock over his pants and the pocket’s fabric.
“What if people will see?” I asked.
“Then they can mind their own fucking business and move on. Focus on me.”
I gave him a nod and didn’t move my gaze away from his, and when I got a better grip of his hardening shaft, I wrapped my fingers around it as much as I could and started to stroke him over the pants.
“You said you’re on your period.”
“I am.”
“And tell me again what I did to your pussy in that dream of yours?”
“You made me come. I’d like to feel that again.”
A smug grin appeared on his lips as I continued to rub his cock, and when it was hard, it jolted in my hand.
“Give me a kiss,” he ordered.
“Here?”
He raised his brow.
Okay, okay.
I turned my head to look if someone was around, but when I didn’t see anyone, I turned back to him and stepped closer to kiss his lips.
The smell of the cigarette smoke moved up my nose, but I pushed it aside and focused on the sweet kiss Fennec was giving me.
It didn’t last long, as I didn’t wanna risk anything, so I broke the kiss and looked at him again with a shy smile.
“If you want you can kiss me again when we get home. In my room. Or yours.”
A chuckle escaped him, and once he threw his cigarette butt into the snow, he pulled my hand out of his pocket and cupped my jaw.
“You’re too damn adorable. I’ll show you just how much I adore you tonight. Fucking you with all that blood covering my dick.”
Yes, that.
I wanted that and so much more.
23
“Papa didn’t play fair,” Vespyr announced as she put away all the money from Monopoly we had been playing for almost four hours.
“He never plays fair. Thought by now you had gotten used to it,” Mama laughed, then she took a sip of her wine.
“Guess I didn’t,” Ves replied, but she wasn’t mad about it.
We had a fun night, but I was starting to get impatient, wanting to have her to myself.
“It was time for us to finish this game. It’s gone on for too long,” Papa told us.
“Agreed. I think I’m heading to bed. You guys gonna stay up for a while?” I asked, standing up from the floor where I was sitting next to Vespyr.
“I think we’ll go to sleep too. We can continue playing games tomorrow.” Mama put the lid on top of the game, then Vespyr got up as well and looked at me with question in her eyes.
She wanted to spend the night with me and I could tell by the look in her eyes.
I nodded at her, silently telling her that I hadn’t forgotten about what I told her outside the grocery store this morning.
I wanted to fuck her, and her being on her period was the perfect time for it.
“So you have nothing planned for tomorrow?” Papa asked, but Mama shook her head.
“You guys don’t wanna go out anyway, right? Unless you do, I’d be happy to take you over to Letty’s place.”
We all looked at Papa because it would be him who decided if he wanted to go visit other people while we were in town.
But as I had expected, he shook his head. “I don’t think I’m welcome in her home. Or anyone’s for that matter. Let’s just spend time together. Here.”
Ves walked around the coffee table to hug Papa and kiss his head. “I’m happy here with you guys. It’s enough for me.”
I moved my gaze to look at Mama who was observing the two closely, and when she noticed me looking at her, she sighed and smiled. “It’s enough for me too.”
I nodded to agree with her, and once we put everything away, Mama and Papa went into their room.
“Are you tired?” Vespyr asked as we stood in the living room by ourselves.
“No. Are you?”
“Not really.”
I knew what her thoughts were because I had the same ones.
“Wanna come watch a movie in my room?” I suggested, seeing how she reacted to that.
“A movie?”
I chuckled at the deep frown appearing on her forehead. “Not what you’d like to do to end the night, sweet girl?”
She quickly shook her head. “I thought we—” she stopped and sighed. “I thought you wanted to…you know.”
“I wanted what?” I challenged.
She looked toward the bedroom, making sure it was closed and no one was able to hear us.
“You said you wanted to fuck me.” Her words were quiet but sounded confident enough coming from a girl like Vespyr.
She still had to come out of her shell when it came to some things, which was okay since not every girl had to be open and ready for everything at a certain age, but she surprised me. No matter how sick it was to let me do those things to her, she was certain she wanted it.
We were meant to be, and as long as she knew what was going on and was okay with it, there was no reason for me to take a step back.
You wouldn’t take a step back even if she wasn’t okay with it, fucking lunatic.
Always a pleasure.
“I did?” I teased, giving her one last chance to back down.
“Yes, you did.”
“But you know that could get us into some serious trouble if anyone finds out, right?”
Not that you fucking care.
Man, the voices in my head were active tonight.
I reached out my hand and she took it, then closed the distance between us and kept her eyes on me while she thought about her answer.
“I didn’t think you’d care,” she whispered. “I mean…we’ve come this far already. We’ve done things already we shouldn’t have, so why not just go all the way?”
That’s what I wanted to hear, yet, I didn’t expect all that confidence shining through her words.
The corners of my mouth curled up, and with both my hands, I cupped her face to keep her eyes on mine.
“Is it only me, or does this not feel as twisted as it should?”
Because quite frankly, as taboo as this was, us being intimate and acting like a normal couple didn’t feel wrong in the slightest.
Not one bit.
“I’ve never felt like this before, Fennec, and if this is what wrong feels like, then I want it to feel forever.”
And sometimes, she made me smile so brightly that I felt as if I was the most innocent guy on this planet.
Ha! You wish.
You’re ruining her with your sick games.
Instead of replying, I showed her how much I agreed with her words by kissing her passionately.
She lifted her hands and placed them on my stomach, gripping my sweatshirt tightly in her fists and pressing herself against me to get as close as possible.
I moved my hands into her hair and gripped it tightly, then pressed my thigh against her pussy, feeling the heat through her pants.