I will fight it, though.
I speed up my assault on her clit, my eyes burning into hers as she gasps for breath, her eyes hooded and dark. I feel her tightening up, I feel her shaking, and when she explodes, her head falling onto my chest, I close my eyes, fighting back the need to come. She clenches around me hard, and I’m throbbing with the need to shatter myself. I can feel her heart pounding as she kisses up my chest, my neck, before taking my mouth with hers. I love her lips, I love her body…fucking hell, I can’t get enough. I start to move into her, ready to come, but she stops me.
Her feet hit the ground, and suddenly, I’m the one against the door. She removes me from her body before kissing down my chest and lowering to her knees. When she looks up at me from beneath those lashes of hers, I swear I almost come right then. She cups my balls and then fists my cock before kissing my tip.
I shudder.
I swallow hard, watching her, my vision shaky because my heart is beating so damn fast. She slowly moves her tongue along the head of my cock before lowering her mouth over me. This may be ungentlemanly, but I thrust into her wanton mouth. I can’t help it. I’m falling over the edge, and I need my release. She takes me like a champ, though, deep into her hot mouth. She sucks me while moving her tongue along my shaft. She plays with my balls with her fingers, and every single inch of my body feels her as she moves her lips up and down my cock. I lean into the door, arching up so that I go deeper into her mouth. I feel my balls tightening, I feel it coming, and I may be lost, but I warn her, “I’m about to blow.”
She only nods, sucking me harder, more vigorously, and I’m done for. I slam my fists into the door as I come so damn hard, my toes curl and I’m sure all my toenails pop off. A growl leaves my lips before I suck in a deep breath, feeling my body skyrocketing out of this world. She holds my hips as she sucks me dry. I slide my fingers into her hair, tangling in her curls as she kisses my hips, my stomach. She trails her lips up my body until she’s flush against me, and I wrap my arms around her as our lips meet. We kiss eagerly. Perfectly.
She smiles against my lips, and I cup her ass, needing her close to me. She kisses my top lip and whispers, “When do you have to leave?”
“I told my neighbor I’d get Celeste at three.”
She nods against my lips. “Well, I just decided I’m not going back to work.”
“No?”
“No,” she says, her eyes burning into mine. “So, want to stay here until you have to go?”
My lips slowly turn up, and I cup her neck ever so gently. “You couldn’t get rid of me if you tried.”
She beams. “And then, we can go get Celeste? Maybe get some dinner before I leave?”
My heart throbs in my chest. “I really like that idea.”
“Me too,” she agrees, her eyes searching mine as she swallows. I know she wants to say something, and while I don’t know what it is, I wait. I search her eyes too, yet she doesn’t say anything. Instead, her lips meet mine. As I get lost in her kiss, I can’t kick the feeling she had something to say. My insecurities try to rear their ugly head, but I don’t allow it. I can’t when I’m on the receiving end of Jaylin’s kisses.
Chapter Fifteen
Jaylin
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I’m aware that I’m over thirty, but I enjoy very much doing TikToks with Callie.
It’s a long drive to Nashville, so to fill the time, we TikTok like I’m only eighteen and heading to college to start my new future. Not like I just spent the most amazing day in bed with one hell of a gorgeous man and then the afternoon with a beautiful father and daughter duo. I want to say I want to go back to my college days and relive them all with Callie, but I also don’t want to miss a moment with Kirby and Celeste. I hate that time was stolen from us, that we didn’t get to explore what could have been. Now that I have that chance, I can’t—hell, I won’t—give it up.
Yes, I am terrified by all these thoughts and feelings. In no way am I saying I’m falling in love. I adore him. I do. And I’m extremely attracted to him, but I’ve never had a relationship, so I need to pace myself. I can’t ruin this. I can’t overthink it. So instead, I’m going to do TikToks with Callie and try not to think of Kirby or Celeste.
It’s tremendously hard.
Especially when he is sending me pictures of Celeste.
“Aw, Kirby’s baby is so cute,” Callie says as she leans on me, looking at my phone. Celeste is in her high chair, with oatmeal all over her face. Her sweet blue eyes are shining with such happiness, and my stomach sinks at the thought of him not getting full custody. His court date is tomorrow, and I hope his ex shows up. This shouldn’t be prolonged. It’s cut-and-dried; she needs to let go. Though, I don’t think he believes she will. It makes me nervous. We didn’t talk about the court case at all today. Instead, we enjoyed Celeste and each other.
“She is,” I gush, grinning as I type how cute she is.
Aviva turns in her seat to see the picture and grins. “I just love her sweet little face. So, you spent the whole day with them?”
“Yup. I skipped work and hung with them. It was fun. Kirby is convinced she is going to be walking soon, but I don’t think so,” I giggle as Aviva beams at me. “She’s got some fatty legs.”
Aviva and Callie laugh, but Nico, he’s been quiet since I got in the car. I’m unsure if it’s the endless laughter or the TikToks that has him upset, but it’s easy to tell by the set of his shoulders that he is unhappy. “I love her little squishy self,” Aviva gushes.
“Me too. I had a blast today,” I admit, and Aviva grins.
“Good, I’m glad that you two are getting a chance at this.”
“For sure,” I agree, and Callie leans on me again.
“So, is he your boyfriend? ’Cause you’ve never had a boyfriend.”
I give her a dry look. “I’ve had boyfriends.”
She scoffs. “I may not have had time to date or even care about relationship stuff, but I know for a fact there is a difference between consistent hookups and boyfriends.”
Aviva and I gawk at our sweet Callie. “I don’t know what to say.”
Aviva shrugs. “She does that. Hits me with things I’m not ready to handle,” she says with a sigh, and Callie grins. “She may be growing up.”
Callie wiggles her shoulders in a cute, excited way. “It’s true.” We all giggle as she leans more into me, her chin on my shoulder. “Seriously, I’m excited. I love Kirby. He is so sweet, and it’s obvious you’re digging him,” she says then, her intrusive eyes making me feel a certain way.
Am I that obvious?
“I am, but you know.”
Aviva eyes me. “Know what?”
“That she isn’t the settle-down type,” Nico says then, his voice carrying through the SUV.
I make a face. “I was going to say, I don’t want to get my hopes up.”
“Don’t you mean, he shouldn’t get his?”
Callie and Aviva become very uncomfortable as I gaze at the side of Nico’s face. “Whoa, that’s harsh.”