“Henley,” he said his voice tense.
“Yes?”
“You need sleep,” he told me. “Don’t wiggle.”
“I’m not wiggling,” I said, turning my head to look back at him. However, the movement caused my left breast to move right over his hand that had been resting too close.
He lifted his body up and pressed my back to the mattress as he came over me. “Yeah, you are,” he said then lowered his mouth to mine to kiss me hard.
I moaned and arched into him, opening my legs so his body fit between them easily. His kiss became more aggressive as he pushed his erection against me. Our shorts were suddenly the enemy. I wanted them off. I wanted him inside me again.
He tore his mouth from mine. “Fuck,” he growled and his hands went to my shorts. They were sliding down my legs along with my panties in seconds. Then he was shoving his down and kicking them off the bed. “You make me crazy,” he said, lowering himself back over me.
It wasn’t until I felt him at my entrance, sliding inside, that our eyes locked and we realized he wasn’t wearing a condom. “GOD that feels incredible,” he groaned frozen.
Yes, it did feel incredible but there was no protection. I wasn’t on birth control and then there was his previous sexual partners to worry about. “Condom,” I whispered hating to bring it up.
He inhaled sharply and then looked directly into my eyes. “I’ve never been with anyone unprotected. Ever.”
Was he asking me to do this without a condom? As much as I wanted to be with him I wasn’t sure I could do this. I said nothing but stared up into his eyes wishing I knew the right words to say.
“Henley, I would never do anything to harm you. I swear.”
“I’m not on birth control,” I said softly.
I could see him clench his jaw as he looked at me. “I’ll pull out.”
I didn’t know all the details of sex but I did know that if he didn’t come inside me then I wouldn’t get pregnant. At least I was pretty sure that was required. I wish I had asked my mother questions about this now. Saul looked to be in physical pain as he held himself over me not moving. Waiting on me. I had to decide. I knew that making him stop and get a condom was the smart thing. His blue eyes appeared to be pleading with me. I was weak.
Unable to stop myself, I lifted my hips and he sank in deeper. His eyes closed tightly and he appeared to be in pure agony as a low and long groan came from his chest. “HOLY FUCK!” he shouted. His arms were trembling as he held himself over me.
Watching him made my pleasure increase. Lifting both legs, I wrapped them around his hips and pulled him down. He filled me completely then. Saul cursed again and he hands fisted into the sheets beside my head.
“You’re so fucking wet and hot,” he said between his teeth. “I’ve never,” he was breathing fast and hard, “never been without one,” he finished. “Damn nothing has ever felt this good.”
He moved then and I kept my legs wrapped around him. My panting became as heavy as his. I wanted more of it. More of him.
“I’m gonna have to stop, baby. I can’t stay in.” He broke off with a moan of pleasure as he sank deep inside me again. “If you come on my dick, I’m not going to be able to stop,” he warned me as my body began to tremble with the release that was almost within my grasp. It was there and my body was hungry for it.
“AH!” I called out, clinging to Saul as it began to claim me. The orgasm burst from me and the ecstasy took over as I held onto his shoulders and cried out his name over and over. This one was different. I could feel the pulse of his erection as the bare skin of his cock slid inside me. The intimacy that provoked intensified everything. Just as I began to fall back to earth, Saul shouted and jerked away from me.
Startled, I opened my eyes just as he shot his release all over my stomach. “FUUUCK!” His body shook, his neck was so taunt the veins stood out, and his head was thrown back. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
When he was done, his hands fell to his sides and he drew a long deep breath as his gaze met mine. “You have no idea the strength that took,” he said then moved his gaze to my stomach covered in his come.
“What?” I asked confused.
He lifted his eyes back to mine. “Not to let that go while I was inside you,” he replied. “God, Henley, that was… fuck… it was,” he stopped then and grinned. “Hell, I don’t have words for it.”
He moved back then, getting off the bed, and stood up. “I’ll be right back.”
I watched him go to the bathroom and come back with a hand towel. He wiped up his release from my stomach then dropped it on the floor before climbing back into bed and pulling me against him.
Like last night, he began to caress my back with his fingertips and slowly, I was drawn back to the relaxing security of being in his arms.
Twenty-Six
Standing outside Lily’s penthouse was a much different experience than the last two times. Saul unlocked her door and went inside. “Mom!” he called out her name.
“Saul? Is that you?” she asked.
Saul looked at me before replying, “Who else has a key and calls you mom?” He motioned for me to come inside.
The penthouse smelled of garlic and parmesan cheese.
“I made spaghetti and meatballs for dinner. I hope you’re hungry,” Lily said as she walked into the living room from an arched doorway to the left of the kitchen. She shifted her gaze from Saul to me and a smile spread across her lips. “Henley! I didn’t know you were here. Did Saul find you outside? Sometimes I think the doorbell isn’t working,” Lily said as she came toward us.
Saul slid an arm around my back. Lily stopped and studied that for a moment then she looked at Saul. Realization dawned on her and her eyes went wide. “Oh,” she said, “You.” She paused and looked at me. “You two are together,” she finished.
This was not my mother and just because she was looking at me, I didn’t feel as if it was my place to answer her.
“Yes,” Saul replied.
Lily waved a hand in front of her then crossed her arms over her chest. “Oh, Saul. I don’t know. She’s Honey’s granddaughter. Honey was so good to me. I loved her.” She looked at Saul with an almost pleading expression. “And Honey loved her granddaughter.”
I felt Saul tense, but he didn’t move his hand. “I know that,” was his response.
Lily fidgeted with her hands some more and then frowned at Saul this time. “She’s not your type.”
Of all the things I expected from Lily, this was not it. I wasn’t sure if I thought she’d be happy about this, but I did not think she would be so obviously upset over it.