So then why the hell am I so goddamned jealous of the fact that when I mentioned she has several men vying for her attention, she didn’t include me in that scenario?
I whisk the pancake batter a bit too hard, trying to get myself under control. Out of the corner of my eye, I can see Savannah standing there, watching and assessing, wondering why I went from being all over her to giving her the cold shoulder. She wants to ask but doesn’t want to cross over that stupid invisible line that we have to stay behind.
No, it’s not stupid.
It’s smart.
It keeps us in our place.
Reminds us what we’re doing… and not doing.
“Do you want any help?” she finally asks softly, making me feel like an asshole for the way I reacted.
“If you want to make the eggs, I won’t stop you.” I make sure my voice is playful so she understands I’m not being cold to her. She did nothing wrong and doesn’t deserve my shit just because I’m stuck in my own head. When she visibly sighs and smiles, I know it’s worked.
We work side by side getting breakfast ready, neither of us saying a word, and when I can’t take the silence anymore, I turn on some music—a country playlist since it’s Savannah’s favorite. A song comes on that Savannah must really like because she starts to sing along, knowing all the words, shaking her ass and using the spatula as a mic.
“I wouldn’t quit your day job,” I joke, bumping her hip with mine.
“Hey!” She pouts. “I’m a good singer.”
“Maybe to the tone-deaf…”
She glares my way, then grabs a pancake from the pile on the plate without a second’s hesitation and throws it at me. It smacks the side of my face, then falls to the floor with a plop. I glance at her, shocked as hell that she just hit me with a hot pancake. She tries to hide her smile by grabbing another one and taking a bite of it. “Mmm.” She moans dramatically. “These are yummy.”
“I wouldn’t know,” I say dryly.
Her attempt at tampering down her smile fails when an adorable giggle bubbles out of her.
“You think that’s funny, huh?” She’s so busy laughing that she doesn’t see me grab the bottle on the counter and quickly shake it before I aim it at her. “How about some whipped cream to go with your pancake?”
Her eyes go wide, her head already shaking back and forth, but it’s too late. I press down on the top, and white shit shoots out all over her face.
“Oh my God!” She shrieks, coming after me to steal the can. I turn away from her, and she jumps on my back. “You’re so dead!” she yells through her laughter.
I carry her on my back over to the living room, then shake her off so she falls onto the couch. She hits the cushion, her face dripping with white cream, and before I can back away, she grabs me by my neck, pulling me to her. I’m not sure what she’s going to do, but when she rubs her face all over mine, transferring the cream onto me, I crack up laughing.
When she finally stops, our eyes meet, and I drink her in. She should look ridiculous with white stuff dripping all over her nose and mouth, yet she looks gorgeous. Her eyes are filled with mirth, and her cheeks are stained pink from laughing.
I plant my hands on either side of her head and press my lips to hers. The kiss is meant to be chaste, but it quickly turns heated. Our tongues tangle with each other, tasting, coaxing… until I hear the sound of Brody’s voice getting closer.
“Mmm,” I murmur against her lips, repeating the same sound she made a few minutes ago. “Delicious.”
I push off the couch and step back just in time because a second later, Brody enters the living room, his phone still pressed up against his ear. He stops in his place, looking at us like we’ve lost our minds. “What’s all over your faces?” he asks, his nose scrunched up in disgust.
“Whipped cream,” I tell him with a shrug. “We were hungry.”
He quirks a brow. “Did you at least save me some food?”
Savannah snorts out a laugh. “In the kitchen, just don’t eat the pancake that’s on the floor.”
Brody gives us both another look before he shakes his head and walks away.
“Are you freaking serious?” Savannah shouts. “I swear you’re cheating.”
“How?” I laugh, throwing my arms up in victory.
“You just… are!” She drops the striker onto the air hockey table and glares. “I want a rematch.”
“Again?” I round the table and pull her into my arms. “I already beat you four times.” I kiss the tip of her nose. “You gave it your best shot, Sav, but I think you need to know when to cut your losses.”
“I hate you,” she mutters as I kiss her chin.
“No, you don’t.” I kiss her lips, tasting the sugary sweetness from the cotton candy she was munching on a little bit ago.
“Hey, Dad!” Brody yells, causing Savannah to jump back like I’m on fire. “There you are!”
We’ve spent the afternoon hanging out in the arcade, eating, drinking, playing games like air hockey and Whac-A-Mole while Brody and his friends run rampant through the place. Shortly after we arrived, I loaded them up with credits and told them to let me know when they’re hungry. They disappeared and haven’t returned once… until now.
I clear my throat. “You hungry?”
He gives me an odd look, telling me he saw how close Savannah and I just were, but he doesn’t call me out on it. “Yeah. Can we get some pizzas?”
“Of course. I’ll order them and call you once they bring them out.”
“Cool, thanks.”
He and his friends take back off, leaving Savannah and me alone again. “What kind of pizza do you like?”
“Pineapple.” She smirks. “But I doubt they have that, so anything is fine.”
I take her hand in mine and guide her over to the counter to order, then head back to our table and have a seat while we wait for the food.
Since the table is in a private room and the boys won’t be back until I call them, I pull Savannah into my lap so she’s straddling my thighs.
“What are you doing?” she squeals, wrapping her arms around me. “We can’t have sex here!”
“Who said anything about sex? I just want to kiss you.” I fist the back of her hair and pull her face toward mine. We stay like this, kissing like horny teenagers until the server drops the pizza and drinks off.
When we separate, Savannah looks at me curiously.
“What?”
“I’m just… confused.”
“About what?”
“This…” She gestures back and forth between our bodies. “Us… What we’re doing.”
“I’m pretty sure we were just kissing.” I’m only half-joking since I know she means something more than that, but I’m not sure what she’s talking about.
She rolls her pretty blue eyes to the ceiling. “I’m not an expert on stringless sex, but I don’t think people who have it go around making out and holding hands.”
She isn’t wrong. I’ve had plenty of stringless sex, and never once did we hang out and act like we’re dating. But I’m not about to tell her that—and I’m not about to think about why I’m not about to tell her that.