“Coop.” Every word was an effort and speaking around the lump in my throat hurt. “I want to let you in, but every time I do, something happens to us. Our parents are so against us and what happened there…”
He pressed his lips to mine and tried to kiss me, but I held back and didn’t move my lips.
“I never meant to kiss her, and I’ve never kissed her like I kiss you. You’re it for me, Bails, and I know you don’t believe me right now, but I just want you to know I’m yours and I’ve been yours since we first met.” He kissed me again softly and his breath on my lips confused me and made me want him when I knew I should have been pushing him away. I moved closer and pressed my body into his.
He sighed in relief as I kissed him. His fingers ran over my neck, and he moved us, so he was lying on top of me, leaning on his arms. “Bailey, I have never loved anyone until you,” he muttered as he moved his hips in between my legs. He moved slowly and leaned down, hovering above me. “Please, believe me, I am so lost to you that I can’t be with anyone else. I didn’t mean to kiss her back, she caught me off guard, and I was about to pull back I swear when I heard the glass crack.”
He rocked his hips into me. I shuddered and moaned as he bent down, kissing my neck slowly. His tongue swirled around, and he pressed into me harder.
“It’s you. It’s always been you,” I moaned, and he growled at me.
“Bails, look at me.” I dragged my eyes up to meet his and I could see his feelings shining through in his eyes. “I love you,” he muttered meeting my eyes and when he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine, I decided to give him one more chance, but if he messed this one up, we were over.
I followed his lead and when he stripped me down to my blue underwear, his eyes were on fire as he took me in.
“God, you are so beautiful.” A smile crossed his lips and he sat up onto his heels, pulling his top over his head and pulling down his jeans. His mild earthy aroma filled the room, and I licked my lips as I took in his heavenly body above me.
He watched me watch him and his gaze heated. As he leaned down there was a knock at my door and he groaned, ignoring it. His large erection pressed against me and I moaned. His lips covered mine and he swallowed my moan, panting as he moved over me. I ran my hand down his back and slipped my hands under his black boxer briefs.
He sucked in a breath and bit down gently on my neck.
“Bailey, do you want to?” He stopped there and I knew he was asking if I wanted to have sex with him. I moaned again as he pressed against my sensitive spot between my legs and he bit me again.
“Yes,” I breathed out and his answering smile was dazzling.
“I don’t have a condom, so I’ll need to pull out.” I shook my head. “God, Bails, please don’t say you don’t want to do this anymore.”
“No, Coop, it’s not that.” At my breathless whisper, he rocked his hips against me again and I could feel my body coiling like a spring. “In my cabinet, there’s a packet.” We’d all been given them at health week in school and I’d shoved them in there afterwards. He nodded at me and slowly pulled away from me, leaving me there as he sprinted out to my room. He was back within ten seconds with the unopened packet in his hand.
He dropped to his knees and gently ran his finger under the waistband of my thong. He slipped it down one-handed and smiled as he ran his finger over my most sensitive part. He pressed onto my clit and pulled one leg out of my pants, then the other with his thumb pressing into my clit. He then spread my legs. My breathing sped up, and when he slipped his index finger into me, I moaned and threw my head back.
“No, Bails,” his low voice whispered, and I opened my eyes and met his gaze. “Watch me as I show you how much I FUCKING LOVE YOU.” I watched him as he lifted my legs and put them over his shoulders. He lowered himself down and I squirmed wondering if I smelled, wondering if it was okay to let him do this and then wondering why I hadn’t let anyone do this to me before.
He pressed his tongue down gently and ran it up and down. I squirmed, and he used his hands to steady my hips. As he pressed his tongue down again, he pushed it further inside me and my body began to heat up. I breathed harshly, and he sucked a little on my clit, which elicited a low moan from me. He groaned against me and slipped a finger into me, pressing upwards as his mouth licked and sucked on my clit making me squirm harder.
The tightening in my abdomen grew and grew and as my body heated, I ran my fingers into his hair, curling his brown hair around my hand. My other hand was splayed on the floor and as he licked, sucked, and fingered me I came apart in a loud moan. My body shuddered over and over, and he smirked down at me. He leaned over me and his rock-solid erection pressed against me. My loud moan caused him to thrust a little.
He pressed his lips to mine and ran his cock up and down my slits as his tongue slid into my mouth.
“Coop,” I whispered, completely undone by him, “that was… that was... erm.” I couldn’t articulate anything. My thoughts were scattered, and my body still shuddered as he pressed his bare cock against me. He smiled and pressed his lips to mine more firmly, slipping his tongue into my mouth.
“Bails, I wanna have sex with you now. Are you sure this is what you want?” I nodded against his mouth, reaching over and grabbing the condom packet off the floor, quickly pulling one out.
He kissed me harder and his breathing sounded harsh and loud in my ears. He sat back and watched me as I ripped the top from the condom wrapper. I was going to hand it to him, but I wanted to do this. I wanted to make our first time together memorable, so I scurried up a little, using my shoe rack to push me up into a sitting position. His eyes widened in fear as I moved away from him, but when I moved back towards him, the fear eased from his expression.
I reached out tentatively and ran my fingers up and down his cock. It pulsed under my touch and a little moisture rolled out of the top, so I leaned down and licked it off. It was salty and sticky, but I didn’t stop there, I lowered my mouth and covered the head of his cock, sucking gently. His sharp intake of breath told me he was enjoying it and I lowered my mouth licking and sucking the whole time.
His fingers closed over my hair, and he thrust gently upwards once.
“Bails,” he hissed out through his teeth, “you need to stop now, or I’m gonna come.” I continued, and he pulled on my hair. “Bails,” he groaned and thrust upwards again, “please, I wanna come inside you.” I sucked one last time and moved off his cock.
Lowering the condom over him, he rolled his head back and moaned loudly. “Jeez, Bails, you’re gonna kill me.” When the condom was on, he lowered me onto my back and gently positioned himself at my entrance. His body trembled and I held his ass, pulling him towards me. As he pushed inside, a burning sensation made my eyes water, and he looked at me open-mouthed.
He pulled back a little and pushed in again and I grimaced.
“Bails, is this the first…” I nodded and stuck my lips to his, cutting off what he was saying. After a beat, he whispered softly into my mouth, “God, I fucking love you, Bailey Walker.”
He kissed me again and thrust inside me again. It didn’t hurt as much this time, and he increased his speed a little. My body began to tighten again as he thrust in and up, and I exploded around him, clenching and unclenching. A second later Coop followed, and he collapsed down gently on me, his heart racing.