Chapter One
Wynn Jamison sat at her mahogany desk in her ridiculously large corner office on the third floor of the Sexton Technologies IT headquarters building. She spun to face the plate-glass window behind her and stared at San Francisco Bay. She glanced to her left to catch the other stellar view streaming through the floor-to-ceiling windows. She loved having two drastically different views, one of the bay and the other of the city of Mountain View, equally spectacular. The smog had lifted early today, and she was able to see the peaks of the Santa Cruz Mountains rising above the homes blanketing the lower hills of Silicon Valley.
It was a gorgeous area, though admittedly, it would’ve been even more so without the massive number of business parks scattered across it. The natural beauty of the land was growing sparse as the office buildings and homes became increasingly larger and closer together, filling the land. She wasn’t one to complain. Her excessively large home was nestled neatly among them. She enjoyed the sanctity of the mountains along with the close proximity to the city. How she’d love to jump in her Jeep and drive Highway One, get lost in the massive redwoods of Big Basin—hole up there until the impending storm dissipated. Possibly even stop in Half Moon Bay and do some clamming. There was something to be said for a little solitude and mud.
A soft knock sounded on the door, and without turning she said, “Come in.”
The door clicked open and someone stepped into the office. “Everyone is where they should be.” April’s voice was soft, almost somber. “The smaller groups are in the conference rooms, as instructed, and the larger group in the canteen.”
Wynn’s pulse jumped, which surprised her. She’d made announcements like the one she was about to make before without a bit of regret, but somehow she was different today. Maybe she’d lost her edge and was getting soft—letting the empathy she’d buried deep inside so long ago resurface. She sucked in a deep breath. She couldn’t afford a mistake like that right now.
With a manila file folder in her hand, April stood beside Wynn’s chair and looked out the window as well. “It’s a beautiful day. You don’t have to change that, you know.”
The statement wasn’t completely accurate. The view was breathtaking, almost too gorgeous to leave at this moment, but a raging squall was approaching over the horizon for a lot of people within the company: some who deserved it, and some who didn’t. Innocent casualties were a fact of life in the dog-eat-dog world of information technology, and today she was the one chowing down. At least for the time being.
“There’s no turning back…” Her words caught in her throat, and she cleared it, replacing any emotion she felt with the outer stone persona she presented at work. That was why she still remained in her position. “Not now. It’s a done deal.” When had she become such a ruthless bitch?
She stood, straightened her mint-green blouse, and shrugged on the matching jacket to her navy-blue Ralph Lauren slacks before she took the folder from April. She read through the speech she’d prepared and practiced a hundred times this week, then closed the folder and handed it back to April.
She crossed the room to the door. “You can stay up here if you’d like,” she said. It was going to be a bloodbath, and April would become a target even though she hadn’t been involved in any of the decision-making. That was all left to Wynn. Every large company needed an axman, and she was Sexton Tech’s.
April rushed in front of her and opened the door. “Nope. I’m right behind you.” She seemed to sense Wynn was struggling today.
She exited the elevator on the ground floor and glanced both ways. The IT complex was so large she had to admit sometimes she got lost. In the past she’d made a point of going to the canteen to mingle with all levels of employees, but now it seemed she never had time. She missed the energy such contact added to her day. Yet considering what she had to do today, it was probably best that she’d stopped.
“This way,” April said, and led her down the hallway and into the main canteen.
They worked their way around the room to an area where a microphone had been connected behind a few of the tables. She sucked in a deep breath, and regret stung her as she scanned the room—made minimal eye contact with the majority of people anxiously waiting to find out why they were gathered together. She settled her gaze on Evelyn Cantor, her former boss and mentor, who stood to the right of the tables flanking the group. Evelyn reported to Wynn now and knew what came next. She showed no sign of anger, but the pain in her eyes was clear. Since being promoted to chief operating officer, in an effort to save her emotional sanity, Wynn had learned to detach from the employees, but Evelyn, the current chief information officer, interacted with them daily and saw them as family.
A nervous silence blanketed the room, and everyone stilled. This sort of silence sucked the wind out of people, made the hairs on their arms stand up. Wynn was well aware that her presence had caused it. She glanced at Evelyn again, who flattened her lips. No help coming from her. She calmed the shiver tracing her spine, for this was Wynn’s job, no one else’s. She’d made the decision—she had to announce it.
“Thank you all for coming this morning. As you know, Sexton Technologies has faced several challenges in the past few months. We’ve had to cut contractors and temporary employees to the bare minimum, and at this point I’m saddened to say we are having to reduce our workforce even more.”
Chatter within the crowd interrupted her focus, but she gathered her thoughts. It seemed they’d suspected, rumors had run through the building like a game of telephone, morphing into new catastrophic misconceptions with each transfer, and now they knew exactly why they had all been gathered here. “You are all in this room because your positions have been eliminated. At the present time we do not have other positions for you. This has been a very difficult decision, made after a painstakingly long review of the options.” She paused, trying to keep her composure as some of the employees began to cry, and others shouted obscenities. “Each of you will receive a generous severance package, and Human Resources will work with you to complete your transition.” She paused for a moment to manage her body language. “Do you have any questions?”
Multiple questions and comments came from the audience.
“Who made the decision?”
“How am I supposed to pay my mortgage?”
“How am I supposed to support my family?”
“I just bought a new car.”
The voices echoed in her mind, and her vision tunneled as the back of her neck heated. She was drenched with sweat. Was it hot in here? The beast of anxiety she’d kept tucked away for the past five years had burst out of its locked cage and was ripping the chains from its limbs. She took in a few deep breaths to calm herself, then focused on her heart. It was racing so fast she felt like everyone could see its rhythm pounding in her chest.
“Evelyn will answer all your questions.” That was all she could get out. She couldn’t answer any of them because she couldn’t speak. Suddenly April was next to her, moving her to the side, and Evelyn took the microphone.
“Leadership at the highest levels in the company has reviewed this decision. Your severance packages are based on the duration you’ve worked for the company and should help each of you through enough time to find placement elsewhere.” Evelyn had taken charge and was handling the situation masterfully, as usual. Sometimes Wynn wondered how she’d gotten ahead of her on the leadership ladder. “Tables have been set up at the sides and in the back of the room that are separated and sectioned alphabetically. Please find the letter for your last name taped to the wall behind the table to receive the information on your packages. HR is available to assist if you have any additional questions.” She pointed to several people flanking the tables.