An apple I wanted to bite in to.
I stopped and took a minute to pull myself together. I was breathing hard with unexpected arousal, my dick hard as stone as I stared down at a beautiful sight. Holly's bright ass was hot as fuck, and I had to fight the urge to run my hand over it to sooth the sting. This was about punishment, and showing her mercy now would defeat the purpose.
I grabbed her by the hair and pulled her head back enough so our eyes could meet. "You know better than to cause a scene like that in front of my brothers, Holly. Exceptions may be made for old ladies, but you gave up that privilege." I had to steel myself from the anguish on her face and the tears that I'd caused. It tore me up inside that I'd been the one to put them there. She remained stubbornly silent. Sighing, I released her hair and she faced the floor again.
"You want to tell me again what the fuck happened?" My eyes kept returning to her delectable ass. The sight was keeping my dick hard. Hell, who was I kidding? I've been hard since I’d returned home and found that she'd come back. A year without her had only revealed how fucking much I wanted this woman in my life.
But after what she'd done…
She sniffled. "I told you, someone called Crickets and told them that I'd changed my mind about the job that I was supposed to start on Saturday night. The manager said they used your name. Now I have no job."
I didn't believe in coincidences, and two men going by the name of “Sax” and living in the same area was suspicious. Clearly someone had impersonated me. "You know that you can still work at Grinders."
"That's not the point, Sax. And besides, you don't want me there."
Yeah, but not for the reasons she thought. I ground my back teeth in frustration and started to pull her panties and shorts back up, but her hiss caused me to hesitate. Regret filled me as I realized that I might have overdone it. I gave in and smoothed my palm over her hot, swollen flesh. At first Holly twitched away from my hand, but then she relaxed with a sigh.
"You need the job, Holly." My tone booked no argument. What I wanted didn't matter. She had Ava to think about.
I could feel her bottom cooling down, watched as the red faded slightly. I could have rubbed her satiny flesh all fucking day. Her soft mewls kept my heart racing and my dick throbbing. As I stared down at my hand rubbing her skin, it struck me that Holly didn't seem to mind that I was touching her so intimately. If anything, her deep breathing indicated that she liked it.
I wasn't doing myself any favors by giving in to the temptation to touch Holly, but I couldn't seem to find the strength to ignore her. She'd been my drug of choice for so long, and the fucking truth was I craved her as much today as I had in the beginning. I felt her shiver, and I knew that what I was doing was turning her on.
"I'll see if I can find out who this other Sax is, but I promise you it wasn't me."
"Thank you," she responded in a whispery, slightly lazy tone.
I couldn't ignore the enticing crack separating her luscious cheeks anymore, and let my finger dip and explore. I started at the top and ran my finger down to the tiny star that marked her backdoor entrance and played with it a little. She caught her breath and tensed slightly, but we both knew that she liked anal play. I half-expected her to protest, and when she didn't, my finger continued to travel through her wet slit all the way up to her clit. Even though I couldn't see it, I could tell the little jewel was engorged and surrounded by slickness. Holly whimpered as I flicked over it.
"Jesus, you're soaked." I flicked my finger a second time, causing her to twitch and suck in her breath. "I can't seem to keep my hands off you." My voice was hoarse with arousal. I wanted to flip her around and fuck her raw, fuck the anger out of my system, and fuck in a new beginning, but I knew that wasn't the solution.
Her breathless response made me rethink that.
"Only for you, Sax." Her tone was thick with emotion.
I ground my back teeth. At this rate I wouldn't have any left by the time I left the room. My dick ached with the need to sink inside her tight, little body. My heart had never stopped loving Holly, had never stopped wanting her, and probably never would. We'd had something good for a long time. I missed us, too. I knew that I could have chosen to just forgive and forget and go back to the way we’d been, but my fucking pride wouldn't let me.
Her moan brought me out of my head and back to the present. How could I forget that my finger was swiping between her soaked pussy lips? I thumped her clit, feeling the deep shudder run through her body, and then, unable to help myself, I sank my finger inside her hot sheath. At the same time I lifted my hips so that my dick rubbed against her body, trying to lessen the ache. We both let out a sound that indicated the depth of our arousal.
I wasn't going to fuck her.
But I'd never wanted anything more.
Instead I continued to dry hump against her belly while fingering her cunt. I added another finger, curling them to search out that hard to find sweet spot. The second I found it I knew. Holly couldn't control her body's reaction as it clenched around my fingers and she let out a cry. I heard her mumble, "God, yes," breathlessly, and decided to focus on the patch of nerves to send her flying while I continued to grind myself against her.
Her whimpers and moans and the sound of her breathing turning harsh revealed that she was getting close. The ache in my balls, the way they tightened, warned me that I could easily come. I added a third finger and began to fuck her fast and hard, using my thumb to rub and press against her swollen clit. Christ, she was wet and hot, her body squeezing my fingers tightly. Her hips moved, seeking my thrusts. Needing more friction against my dick, I pressed down on her back until I thought I was going to break my fucking dick off.
The feeling was worth the pain.
Our breathing sounded loud and uncontrolled in the room as we chased orgasms that promised to be intense and gratifying. The telltale tingle at the base of my spine, the swelling of my dick, and I knew I was going to blow. I pinched Holly's clit and curled my fingers once more into those sensitive nerves. "Come for me, Baby!" I demanded in loud pants. "Now!"
I grunted, and then groaned as my dick erupted and I filled my pants with cum. Holly cried out seconds later, convulsing around my fingers and soaking them with her cream. We were both a mess, riding out the overwhelming wave of ecstasy that kept fire in our blood. My whole fucking body felt like a live wire with my release, and my heart was pounding hard.
Fuck, I'd needed that, but I needed more. We'd been fighting the fucking Knights every night for a week, and I'd not found any relief the way that my brothers had. They'd given me a hard time about it, too, noticing that I hadn't taken up with any of the club girls. Holly and I were in a bad place right now, but if I fucked one of the girls I'd have to admit that it was really over.
I wasn't ready to do that yet.
As I felt Holly’s body relax against me, I withdrew my fingers. Her soft moan indicated that she was still sensitive. "Don't fall asleep," I teased.
"I won't."
Fuck, was she crying? I withdrew my hand from between her legs and pulled her into a sitting position on my lap. Her hair was in her face, and I brushed it aside so I could see her. Diamonds sparkled in her eyes. Some had fallen down her cheeks. My eyes were drawn to the trembling of her mouth. She must have been chewing on it, because her bottom lip was swollen. My gut clenched. Was this because of that fucking job? I couldn't understand why it was affecting her so strongly. Sure, it sucked that she’d lost it, but it was just a job. "I'll find the asshole who called Crickets."