Regina_Phalange- Anyway, enough of my… shit. Lol. How was counselling yesterday, Joe?
JoeNotExotic- Ugh. Fucking pointless. He wants me to keep a diary of every time I feel angry about my brother’s suicide. I don’t think they make notebooks big enough to write all my anger in to. Guy has no fucking idea. It’d be easier to list all the times I don’t feel angry.
Regina_Phalange- I hear you.
LadyStoneheart23- Me too.
I’d done it. Typed my first line in the group chat and it was shit. But I understood what he was saying. Anger was the norm for me these days.
EmoGirl has joined the chat.
Legion has joined the chat.
Regina_Phalange- What’s your story, Lady?
HangingWithMyGnomies- Don’t feel like you have to tell us.
JoeNotExotic- What he said. ^^^
EmoGirl- Afternoon, guys.
I took a few deep breaths. Like the counsellor guy had said earlier, I didn’t know these people. I had to be on my guard. Yet, I wanted to tell them. I felt like I needed to spout a bit of this shit to get it off my chest. Like a release for the pressure valve that was compacting my overworked brain.
LadyStoneheart23- It’s okay. I lost my twin brother. He was murdered, and not a day goes by where I don’t want to hunt down his killer and make him suffer.
Regina_Phalange- Shit, that’s deep. Do you know who it was?
LadyStoneheart23- Yeah, I do. The fucker has been stalking me for weeks. Thinks he’s clever, leaving me little warnings, like he’s coming for me next. Watching me. Standing in my garden at night.
Regina_Phalange- Fuck.
HangingWithMyGnomies- Sounds like something from a horror movie.
EmoGirl- I don’t like the sound of that. Do you wanna DM me, Lady?
JoeNotExotic- Yeah, I think a DM with Emo would be good. Have you told the police? That is some real shit, lady. You shouldn’t have to deal with that.
LadyStoneheart23- The police don’t care. They don’t do anything. And thanks, but I can handle it. I should’ve made my Game of Thrones inspired username Aria or A Girl With No Name. That’s what I feel like. I have my kill list ready to go and I’m adding to it every single day.
EmoGirl- I understand you’re angry and hell knows I’d be shit scared too if I was you. But you need to get the authorities involved. Stalking is some next level shit.
JoeNotExotic- What she says! ^^^
HangingWithMyGnomies- I would definitely be backing away and calling the cops. How do you even leave your house? Do you leave your house?
LadyStoneheart23- He doesn’t scare me. If he wants to come for me, I’m ready for him.
EmoGirl- I don’t agree. Lady, you need to get help. I mean that coming from a place of love. Don’t put up with this. We don’t want to see you on the front page of the newspapers tomorrow.
JoeNotExotic- If it was me, I’d be moving house, city… Damn, I’d leave the country. I’ve no idea what this murderer did to your brother, but they sound crazy as fuck if they’re after you too. Ring the police and get help. Now.
Legion- I disagree.
EmoGirl- Why????
JoeNotExotic- He would say that, he’s a legion. He thinks we’re all fighting with an army.
Legion- On the contrary, the definition of my name doesn’t come from the dictionary. Try the bible. As for the police, they do fuck all. If you want revenge, Lady. Do it yourself.
EmoGirl- Legion, I’m guessing you’re a guy. It’s a bit different for us girls… And it’s a hell of a lot different in the real world.
Legion- Oh, I live in the real world, Emo. I’ve seen shit that’d make your head explode.
EmoGirl- Nice. But Lady has a real problem. A stalker. Save the exploding heads for your computer games, Legion.
JoeNotExotic- Legion, if you’re going with the biblical definition it sounds pretty fucked-up. A guy possessed by demons? My name is Legion, for we are many? That’s some twisted shit, dude.
Fucking_Alan has joined the chat.
Legion- What can I say? I’m a complex guy.
Fucking_Alan- Complex. Sounds like you’re in the right place, my friend.
Legion- No one could bind him anymore, not even with a chain, for he had often been bound with shackles and chains, but he wrenched the chains apart, and he broke the shackles into pieces. No one had the strength to subdue him. (Mark 5:3-4)
Fucking_Alan- Legion, you’re stealing my crown, dude. I’m the king of cool quotes in here.
LadyStoneheart23- I like that quote. Kinda sums up how I feel. I won’t be shackled anymore. I want to let my rage out.
Legion- Then do it.
JoeNotExotic- Wasn’t legion a shitload of demons exorcised from a possessed man? All sounds a bit dark, mate.
Legion- Isn’t that what this chat is for? To exorcise our demons. To go to the dark places other people don’t want to hear about. Not in the real world, anyway. A freaks playground.
Fucking_Alan- He’s right. We are all a bit freaky in here.
EmoGirl- Speak for yourself, Alan.
JoeNotExotic- Naming yourself after a bloke who was possessed by thousands of demons is as dark as they come.
Legion- Feared by many, loved by few. That’s me. But then, I’ve always lived by the motto, ‘It is better to be feared than loved, if you cannot have both’.
EmoGirl- Machiavelli
Fucking_Alan- Dude, enough already. You’re making me look bad.
EmoGirl- Alan, these quotes would go over your head anyway. Nineties rap and your mums record collection are the extent to which you go.
Fucking_Alan- And who doesn’t love a bit of nineties rap? I’ve got ninety-nine problems but a stalker aint one.
JoeNotExotic- Low blow, dude. Low blow.
I saw a private chat pop up along the bottom of my screen, and thinking it was from EmoGirl, I opened it. It wasn’t.