Alexi had no idea how much time passed before Cam unclipped both their seat belts and gave him one final, hard kiss. “You keep doing this, and we’ll never make it to the bed.” A devilish smile curved his lips, and his eyes twinkled. “Get that cute butt upstairs, pronto.”
Every so often Cam took control of their lovemaking, and Alexi loved it. It made him feel cherished, loved, and wanted when Cam couldn’t keep his hands off him. But right now, Alexi knew their lovemaking would be frantic, hot, and quick.
“Try and catch me.”
Cam’s eyes widened in surprise when Alexi threw open the car door and sped down the block to their apartment building. Laughing all the way, Alexi pulled out his keys and opened the front door to the building. He heard Cam’s footsteps pounding behind him, and he decided to forgo waiting for the elevator and took the stairs two at a time, thankful they lived on the second floor.
He unlocked the door to the apartment and left it ajar. Waiting for Cam, he kicked off his flip-flops and pulled off his T-shirt. Cam appeared at the door, his glowing eyes devouring Alexi. Desire tugged low in his belly.
“Shut the door. Unless you want to give the neighbors a show.”
Cam stepped inside and locked the door behind him. “My parents always said I was bad at sharing when I was a child.” He left his sandals at the door and approached Alexi until they stood chest to chest. “I like keeping what I love to myself.”
“Oh yeah,” Alexi breathed, his body a mass of fluttery shivers, and melted into Cam’s open arms. “I love you too. So much.”
Cam lifted him up, and Alexi wound his legs around Cam’s hips, locking his ankles around his waist. Heat poured over Alexi, but he didn’t mind.
“I changed my mind,” Cam said, carrying him toward the sofa. “I want you here. Remember when you first moved in, and we used to watch television but never make it to the end of the show?” As he spoke, Cam stripped out of his clothes, and Alexi couldn’t take his eyes off Cam’s body. A light dusting of dark hair swirled over his chest with a line leading to his groin. Unable to hold back, Alexi grasped Cam around his waist and licked down that happy trail until he faced Cam’s erection.
“Yeah, but I’m not interested in fantasy when I have this reality in front of me.”
The only sound in their apartment was Cam’s heavy breathing. Alexi wanted to turn those breaths into moans, so he wrapped his hand around Cam’s thick cock and opened his mouth, taking Cam deep. The salty-sweet taste of him filled Alexi’s mouth like the finest wine.
“Oh baby, you know how much I love your mouth on me, but I need to be inside you.”
Reluctantly, Alexi stopped his vigorous sucking and licking. He loved giving Cam head, but nothing eclipsed having Cam inside him.
“Yeah. You know I want you too.” With a final lick to the gleaming head, Alexi let go of Cam’s dick, and after removing the rest of his clothes, stretched out on the sofa, spreading his legs wide. “It’s been too long.”
Cam’s eyes flared with heat, and Alexi watched him coat his dick with lube. He clenched, already aching to be taken and filled. They’d stopped using condoms when they were in London. There was no need to, with their love and commitment.
“Hurry.” His hand played lightly over his cock, building the tension to an almost painful level.
Cam wasn’t his usual sweet self, taking his time to raise Alexi’s passion to a fever pitch. He didn’t need to. Alexi was practically writhing on the sofa, and when Cam slid two fingers into his hole, he practically sobbed with relief.
“Please. Everything. More.” That wonderful feeling of being transported to a different place where only pleasure resided arrived, and Alexi flailed and grabbed hold of Cam’s arm, forcing his fingers in deeper. “Oh. Oh.” With a violent shudder, he came, his body bowing tight in an arch.
“You’re so beautiful,” Cam said and slid his fingers out, replacing them with the head of his cock. “I could keep you here like this all day.” He circled round and round Alexi’s rim, teasing him but in the best possible way.
His body still vibrated with the aftereffects of the passion Cam wrung from him, but as always, Cam’s touch released a wildness in him. “Come on,” he urged. “Inside me.”
Grunting with his effort, Cam pushed into Alexi’s passage and he relaxed, accepting that familiar slide of hot flesh, meeting each of Cam’s thrusts with a roll of his hips.
Their sweat-slicked bodies slapped against each other, and their lips and tongues met in fierce and fiery kisses. Alexi dug his fingers into the broad expanse of Cam’s back and once again locked his ankles around Cam’s waist.
“More, more.” Sparks flew behind his eyes and Alexi tightened his muscles, holding Cam snug even as Cam thrust hard and deep. The need to be filled and fucked hard beat hot in his blood, and Alexi met each of Cam’s thrusts until Cam came with a hoarse cry, filling Alexi with his warmth. Cam relaxed on top of him.
“Mmm. Now that’s what I call a successful homecoming.”
“Get off me, you big lug.” Playfully, Alexi pushed at Cam’s shoulder, but he merely cracked open one eye for a moment, then closed it.
“Nope. I’m staying here all night. Inside you.” He kissed Alexi’s shoulder and at those words, Alexi melted. He slid his arms around Cam’s neck and burrowed into his shoulder.
“I like this too.”
“I’ve missed being so spontaneous.”
Surprised at Cam’s words, he struggled to sit up, causing Cam to slip out of him. Wetness trickled between his legs, but he ignored it.
“What do you mean?”
A sigh escaped Cam, but he sat up as well. There was a somberness to his face that shouldn’t have been there. Not after making love. They’d always cuddled and laughed together afterward.
“Tell me. You’re making me nervous.”
“I’ve been nervous and it’s weighing on my mind, and I guess it’s affected me more than I thought. I didn’t want to bring it up tonight because we had so much else going on with me meeting your family. But the truth is…I’m not sure I can come back with you in September. Or if I should.”
Alexi’s heart pounded, and he had to try twice before he could speak. “Why? How can you say that? I love having you with me. It’s meant everything, knowing you were there, waiting when I came home from class.”
Cam’s eyes brimmed with sadness. “Don’t you see? That’s just it. All I do every day is wait around for you. Don’t get me wrong, I love being with you. But I can’t sit around all day and certainly not for the next four years.”
In his heart, Alexi knew Cam was right. But he was selfish. He didn’t want Cam to leave.
“What can we do? Is there any way you could get a job in England?”
“Not that I’ve been able to see. As a foreigner, I’d need to have some special circumstances in order to be hired for any position. And I’m nothing special.”
Alexi couldn’t believe his ears. “Nothing special? You’re everything to me.”
Cam’s smile beamed bright. “I love you too, baby. But…” his face fell. “I need something for me too. You understand, right?”