The warm liquid burned against my folds, and I could hear most of it drop onto the shower floor.
An orgasm would have to wait, and when Fennec got up to stand in front of me, he kissed me with his mouth still filled with my piss.
He wanted me to taste it the same way he had tasted his own cum, and both tastes weren’t far off.
Slightly salty, and something people definitely could get used to just like cum.
Yet, I had mixed feelings about it, but seeing how much Fennec liked it, I wouldn’t judge him for it.
There were worse things a person could do.
Like rob a bank or murder someone.
Unless you’re breaking the law, fuck what other people say or think about you.
28
I woke up early in his arms again, like every other morning since we came back to Fairbanks, but this morning, I didn’t feel like leaving his room.
After what we had done last night, we took a quick shower before he took me to bed and fucked me to make both of us come.
We were exhausted after all those nights we stayed awake with each other, but we would soon leave and get our sleeping schedule under control again once we were back in the forest.
As often as we had sex in the past few days, I should’ve gone to the pharmacy more than that one time, but neither of us seemed to care about it anymore.
Getting pregnant wasn’t my plan, but for some reason, nothing inside of me was urging me to go back to the pharmacy to get another morning-after pill.
Fennec didn’t make me either, and I wasn’t even sure you could go in so many times to get it.
I opened my eyes to look up at Fennec still sleeping, but when I placed my hand on his cheek, he moved and frowned.
“What?” he groaned.
I smiled at him, liking how sweet but at the same time grumpy he was early in the morning. “Nothing. I was just thinking,” I whispered, brushing my thumb along his cheek and then pushing my hand into his hair.
“About what?”
“Me getting pregnant.”
His frown deepened, and his hand moved from my hip to my stomach. “Feeling sick?”
His voice was low and raspy from sleep, and I loved listening to him talk first thing in the morning.
“No. I was thinking about the possibility of it happening. We’ve never used protection, and I didn’t go back to get the morning-after pill. Maybe I should go and ask Mama about getting the pill.”
“No,” he said, his voice gruff.
“But we should use some kind of protection. Do you have condoms?”
“Shit, Vespyr. Is this really what you wanna talk about this early?”
He turned onto his back and placed an arm over his eyes.
“We should talk about it. Unless you wanna explain to Mama and Papa how I got pregnant when you were the only guy I’ve ever had sex with. Not sure what they’d find worse.”
He sighed. “You can’t get pregnant,” he hissed, pushing the covers away and sitting up, then leaning against the headboard.
“Of course I can get pregnant, Fennec.”
“No, you can’t. Not unless it’s someone else shooting their load inside of you.”
“Just because we’re sib—”
“That’s not it, Ves. I’m infertile. I can’t impregnate you.”
I stared at him for a moment as his words finally sunk in. “How do you know?”
“I got tested. It’s not like I’m just saying it to make you feel better. Mama took me to the doc two years ago when I was having pain while peeing, and my testicles were swollen.”
I didn’t remember him going to the doctor because of those things, but then, I was probably too busy making sure I would pass another year of high school.
Those times were rough.
“I had an infection, so the doc tested my urine and semen. I can’t conceive, so you’ll be fine.”
“Then…why did you make me go get the morning-after pill?” I asked.
“Because I thought you’d rather want to be safe than sorry. But you obviously didn’t care about it the other times we fucked so I didn’t make you go anymore.”
I watched him closely and tried to figure out if I had the right to be mad at him for this or not.
“You should’ve told me. Why didn’t you?”
He shrugged. “It’s not something I’m proud of. Why the hell would I talk about it?”
“It’s nothing you have to be ashamed of, Fen. I just wished you would’ve told me.”
I pushed myself up and straddled his lap with my hands cupping his face gently. “You should’ve told me,” I repeated, making him look at me by tilting his head back.
“I know. I’m sorry I didn’t. I understand if you’re mad at me, Ves. I wasn’t honest with you.”
“I’m not mad. I just wish I didn’t have to go to that stupid pharmacy and see Nia. It was a strange morning.”
“You saw Nia?”
Not who I wanted to talk about at this point, so I leaned in to kiss him and hopefully turn this conversation into something more enjoyable.
“I love you,” I mumbled before breaking the kiss and looking into his eyes again. “But I need you to be honest with me from now on.”
He studied me before nodding, and when he pulled me in again, I smiled into the kiss.
“Love you too,” he whispered, moving his hands to my hips and pressing me down against his crotch.
We didn’t bother putting on clothes last night, and with my pussy exposed and pressed against his shaft, I started to rock back and forth to make him feel my wetness.
We wouldn’t have to worry about a pregnancy.
Us having a baby would only spark arguments, and would most likely make Mama and Papa mad.
“I want you inside of me,” I begged.
He reached between us and grabbed his cock to position himself at my entrance and then slowly letting me slide down on it while he stretched me.
I bit my bottom lip to stop myself from moaning, and once he was all the way inside of me, I started to move again with his help.
“My tight pussy. Fuck. Ride me like a good girl.”
I threw my head back as he leaned in to pull one nipple into his mouth, and with both his hands, he squeezed and teased both my tits.
The sun was slowly rising, but it was still too early for the others to be awake.
It was New Year’s Eve, and we would leave in two days.
I gripped Fennec’s hair tightly as he held me in place and started to thrust inside of me by moving his hips, making an orgasm grow deep inside of me.
He knew exactly what to do to make me come, even if it wasn’t much.
“Oh, God!” I cried, trying to keep my voice low.
I kissed him again to muffle both our sounds as his thrusts got faster and deeper and when his cock started to throb inside of me, I knew he was close too.
A few more thrusts, and with his fingers rubbing my clit, we both came at the same time.
I leaned my forehead against his shoulder and tried to catch my breath while he caressed my back where new scabs had built overnight.
He didn’t pick on them this time.
“Sweet girl,” he whispered into my ear before kissing the soft spot right underneath.
I was waiting on him to say something more, but when he didn’t after a while, I turned my head to kiss him.